Love the song but y’all realize this bridge has the same melody from Lil Aaron’s part on Kiss Me Thru The DMs right?

Soundcloud vol 3

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

VIDEO: youtu.be/RWo_yQr_8bA?a

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Prod:
https://twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
https://www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
http://roelun.co
https://twitter.com/roelun
https://www.instagram.com/roelun/

Lyrics:
I'm just tryna get to u
Shits been hard 
But I'm making moves 
Well I'm trying
I'm trying 

And I just hope u understand
All the pain in my back 
And blisters on my hands 
It's all u
Now you're screaming 
At the top of your lungs
I don't need u

Ask me what's my problem
Baby come outside 
Pulling on my hand like everything's alright 
Messing with my 
Something's just not right 
I don't wanna go back 
Baby u should know that 

Bitch don't hit my line
Do this every night 
Phone on 2% 
Like ya i swear that shit gone die
I've been getting money 
pretty baby what u like 
I've been getiin money 
pretty baby what u like

At The Top Of Your Lungs (Prod. Nedarb) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION *

"All My Little Scars" 
 Nov. 2 <33333333
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Prod: https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

dead to me <3 (prod. 4evr)

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when theres nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do
every second awake
every step that I take
is another one back
hoping one day you'll ask
if I'm okay
i'll tell you everything if you care to know
what its like in this hell
hoping your doing well
so numb I cannot feel
anything but this guilt inside of me
blame myself for things I can't change
all because of you
I love the way that you fucked me
hate every something that we could have been
again and again and again and again
why can't you just love me for who I am
why am I always so fucking upset
all of my pain and my love is the same
it comes from a place with no one else to blame
other than me its all self inflected
wounds that bleed inside and no one can see
self destruction is such a beautiful thing
how does it feel to watch me suffering
how does it feel to watch me suffering while i'm
wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when there nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do

baby i'm wishing you well
scratching the walls in my cell
the clarity rings like a bell
if only i could say farewell
to the winds that carry me
into the shadows that follow me
they will treat you well
don't forget to carry me
in your heart 
feed my body to my enemies

self destruction (feat. LOCAL ZERO) [prod. Charlie Shuffler]

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

download

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

game of fate (prod. nick mira)

im trying </3 Ft. Lil Raven (Prod. 4evr)

WHY DON'T U FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM YET HOES :( @JAKKYBOIII
JK LOVE YOU BUT ACTUALLY THO 💖
VIDEO LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qD2tCSQ_CkE

fuck another hoe
i still feel alone
u think that i’m fine but i just don’t let it show
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me 

I was always there
no one really care
don’t act like u did baby don’t u fucking dare
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me, ya

i feel like i’m dead when i wake up in the morning
take it as a joke but should see it as a warning
i’m a pretty boy but so fucked u aint don't see
i don’t give a fuck if i did nobody’d know me 

She just make me feel like these girls did in highschool
throbbing on my heart like a bad bitch I hate you
she gon tell me lies after all that we been thru
I thought it was lust then i started to fall too

DEEP
IN LOVE
u got my heart like beating like on and on and on

GET OUT
MY WAY
i can’t let pain take back the truth
(and) it’s so far gone
can't replace u

Why u gotta mean so much? (VIDEO OUT NOW!)

scraped my knee pt 2 w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

*STARZ* (acoustic)

produced by Cian P

I hate how much I miss it
sick of screaming good night princess
you always sit above my head with
tears and air pods in

and I wonder where you went 
while I’m in the background
how much harder can it get
I’m sorry if i lashed out
I’m always so upset
now I won’t make a damn sound
you’re beating something dead
why don’t you put your hand down

is this how it ends
how could I forget now
I’m honestly impressed
go party at your friends house
I’m so over this
ill just keep my head down
we’ve always been a mess living in a glass house

leaving cracks where I stood
and inside of us
I thought that I could 
fix it every time but
wherever I was
you would find a way to beat me again
against the glass every time
leaving scratches that I would patch and say will be fine
I apologize

beating something dead (feat. fifty grand)[prod. cian p]

All My Little Scars, Vol. 1

I Don't Even Like U

prod by xxajii, jakkyboi and lil aaron

mix/master by neek

art by montana mikes gf

boyfriendz is smrtdeath, lil aaron and lil lotus

BOYFRIENDZ - Text U All The Time

Razor

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

I Don't Even Like U

LIL LOTUS

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