Ill hold my tomgue if you promise to keep me alive...

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic
https://soundcloud.com/seraphbeats
https://soundcloud.com/runawayghost

i still hear you like you never left your bedroom
and god i miss you but i should just fall asleep soon

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 
i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 

We're the misery we make 
and every worthless breath i take
gets me closer to the day i die
 and they can bury me with you
and i wish you could've stayed 
and i wish you had the strength
but theres nothing that can bring you back 
or take away the pain

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Golden Boy (prod. nothing,nowhere x Seraph x Runawayghost)

**official vid**

https://youtu.be/CwDBNYZpbos

ion think i got that much time left

spotify

everything (prod. ka$ey) *video in description*

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

prod. @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qO0VHljOPSg

they try to copy i don't really see the point tho
if you were me you'd stab your self right in the torso
the reason i ain't done it yet is cus im fucking used to this
sober feels sedated like i popped a fuckin rufilin
fuck now my head hurt i ain't feeling better
im feelin deader im tied down like im tethered
and if i had a glock i would aim it at my ceiling 
and if i could feel shit i would be in my feelings
i guess my times not up cus my hearts still beating
my lungs still work im surprised im still breathing
reaper swingin scythes in my face tryna tease me
bitch im deceased yea but the top still please me
i think she like me hold up i wouldn't like me
we are the same bitch hatreds very likely
have a lot of bands that's why my wrist is icy
do you feel my pain pour some henny in the iced tea
she said she wanna die with me
but baby i promise you don't wanna die like me
die with me im so selfish baby
fuck i think im losing myself again, again no
fuck that sad shit put that ass right in my face
oh shit you got a man well he gone catch the fade
well if this shit get out of hand then you know i got my blade
but regardless of that just put that pussy on my face
put that shit right on my face 
put that shit right on my face 
*me laughing
fuck now my head hurt i ain't feeling better
im feelin deader im tied down like im tethered
and if i had a glock i would aim it at my ceiling 
and if i could feel shit i would be in my feelings
i guess my times not up cus my hearts still beating
my lungs still work im surprised im still breathing
reaper swingin scythes in my face tryna tease me
bitch im deceased yea but the top still please me

i ain't feeling better

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

casper & wendy [prod. frander]

apathy w/ guccihighwaters

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

i fell asleep
swear i woke up dying
think about life
prolly end up crying
tear stains inflated eyelids
i dwell in the dark wide iris
bitches call me daddy
i ain’t billy ray cyrus
spawning all these fake
sad boys like a virus
you can never be double g highwaters
you can’t tread like me you’re underwater

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

i don’t flex like that
yeah i don’t flex like that

i think i’m doing this wrong
cus i wake up sad every time
lack of serotonin in my system
keep a smile on my face the only mission
i got attachment issues
i won’t lie everyday i really miss you
forget it i can through flex
through the pain
hearts on my eyes
right behind the gucci shades
born with sauce
with you can’t aquire
can’t be born with talent
you a liar

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

don’t flex like that
yeah i don’t flex like that

should be

pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

I Wish I Was Better Than I Am

All My Little Scars, Vol. 2

What U Doin Up RN (feat. Drippin So Pretty)

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

I Wish I Was Better Than I Am

LIL LOTUS

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