shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

Under the Same Playlist is a tender, modern electro-pop song about connection across distance, two hearts miles apart but still pressing play on the same songs.
It captures that feeling of being linked through music, memory, and timing, the invisible rhythm that keeps people close even when they can’t be together.
With floating synths, pulsing bass, the track glows with nostalgia and warmth, like hearing someone’s laughter through your headphones.
It’s a love letter to shared sound, where music becomes the bridge that distance can’t erase.

Under The Same Playlist

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I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

Gallows

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

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@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

@supachefm @notmorgn

ive been feeling lost through my days
think about the times when i could go and fly away
if they wanna know im alone aint a thing
i stay in my lane getting money been the same shit
she gon get up on me get to show me what i want
i feel like im drowning never wanted nor involved
it feel like I'm costing and you begin for the profit
im not even bugging i just gotta keep it honest
bitches love to run around and do the taunting
im astonished never been the one to
eva fall in im the one who started
who exhausted ima keep on falling
x2

keep on falling
ima keep on falling
you aint even shed skin
why you keep on talking
idek fuck wit you like anyway
ive had better days trapped inside these memories

ima ghost
its unknown
what am i supposed to feel when im alone
its like the pressures on me when I'm home
I'm staying stoned ima die inside the smoke

ima keep on falling
getting money regardless
yungins and we ballin
smokin when i want
bitch i smoke whenever i want
watch the smoke come outta the sun roof

show me what i want (prod. notmorgn)

pulled up so late that i missed the whole party

ft. @steadysuffer & @violeteyezmusic

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me one time
collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunch time
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall 
spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol
always burdened by my actions
can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
convince myself they never happened
memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
this throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
it's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
my shoulders have an angel and devil
he's so good at persuasion
but my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation 
she gave me a paper bag for respiration
he handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

steadysuffer:

ya you told me i was nothing like they said
you told me I was better off dead
now i gotta pull up to the function all red
pull the trigger now i'm dead
(ya ah)

she don't wanna talk no more
pedal to the metal & the suicide doors
got a coper on my ass so i kick it in sport
no breaks just gas cause life is short

i'm sippin lean all day
and my sprite bottle lookin like a goddamn grape
get the fuck up out my way 
don't tell me we're the same
i'm in another state with my shawty on facetime

ya I ain't been on a date in a long time
if I fuck up i'll accuse her
you must think i'm a loser 
if i can't keep a conversation 
i'm sorry

violeteyez:

Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend 
pick you up on the back of his brand new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?

And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes: in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this-
lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
emotions give me anxiety

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

Stream on Spotify

panic attack ft. steadysuffer & violeteyez (prod. mothfries)

Lil Lotus- Nothing Left (feat. Scum) (prod. 5head)

rip me open w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Video: https://lillotus.ffm.to/nevergetaway

Never Get Away

art by ncg https://twitter.com/nocopyrightgirl

watching this pass by 
were all too tired
i’ll just stay inside
stomach tied like wires

i guess summers over  
pull me back to the fall
sink my head into the covers
laying up against the wall
watch them bleed into each other
every moment as they come
painted people blending colors
wish that i wasn’t one of them

i shouldve known 
i am a let down
always so close
trying to show how far ive come
all for nothing now

all that I know
i am a let down
im sorry don’t
think this is about you
i feel nothing now

letdown (feat. scarypoolparty)[prod. brody & curtains]

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

LIL LOTUS

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