I jus wanna put my head straight thru the door

yyyyyyyyyyyyy

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lyrics:
bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

face it 
doomed to run it up 
inside a basement
wasted 
wasting all the time
I'm getting wasted
x2

think it's caught up with my body
it's all of the medicine
all of the medicine now

light that boy up
thomas and edison
if u miss me
u should know it gets worse
I can't fix everything
some people hurt
never knew me
ain't no weight 
in your words
and its two for the feature
and three for the verse

bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

too much going down deep
too much and its taking over
I tend to bite my tongue
until my stars align together

I’ve been outside (vid in desc)

((alt.Mix)) prod.@whitearmor1
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ECCO2K - guardianAngels((NO2))

mixed by Andrew blvck


I wanna let u kno that ur really beautiful
I just wanna kno if u like me tho
thinking I be with u is so criminal
thinking u could be with u is so painful
I really wish that u were mine
maybe in another life
maybe that's why I might die
so I could be with u next life
I really wish that u were mine
I just wanna be by ur side
wishing u were tonight
wishing I could hold u tight
I really wish that u were mine
baby girl it's gon be alright
promise I ain't these other guys
I will never lie to u or waste ur time
I kno u don't really feel the same
I wanna let u kno that's okay
cus I promise that one day
you'll be using my last name


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I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

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'We may never meet again , but we'll never forget eachother' 

Artwork by @Evanxflow
Mixed and mastered by Ronnie Scocozza

@yungscuffonline - Getting Worse ft. Lil Lotus (Prod. Zippy)

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

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im good at being lonely cant u tell

i spoke to the demon that lives in my nightmares
he told me that life wasnt fair

he taught me how to hate myself and hide it
he showed me how to die behind my eyelids

im pretty sure he doesnt have the best intentions
and i think i really need an intervention

ill go out
all alone
with a smile on my face
and i promise
im not scared of you
im not scared of you

i spoke to an angel that blesses my conscience
she told me i shouldnt have fear

she taught me how to love myself
but i didnt listen
now ive become too self aware

ill go out
all alone
with a smile on my face
and i promise
im not scared of you
im not scared of you

say bye to all my friends
waiting for the end
this is the path ive chosen
i cant pretend
that everything is fine
my lifes a fucking lie
the demon on my shoulder
has one this time

i spoke to the demon
he murdered the angel
and now ive got blood on my hands

demons & angels

ft. @ihateshinigami & @youngburial
guitars: @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
prod & mix @93feetofsmoke
master @youngburial

- shini - 
Jollyranchers in my mouth
now she fell in love with me
give me sugar baby
you're so sweet 
i want you here with me
kiss me on the cheek
so I know you're coming home with me
blunts in the cadillac, imma get that money back
feel like FM fuck everybody run it back
wait wait wait wait run it back
casting magic on the track
you don't understand 
you don't get it
you not with the shits
smoke a backwood then i dip
datasquad we run this shit

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

- 93 -
I been taking so much acid
I don’t fit in 
Hit my juul so much
I never really feel it
Every pods
Another labyrinth
I’ve been locked in 
Soul in gauntlet 
Imma run this every season 

Nevermind 
I’m way too high 
To even link up 
Fuck my life
Air Force muddy
Needa clean them 
Watch your mouth 
Tell my teeth 
Before I brush them 
From the south
But I’m burned out
On the lean ya 

I see fiends 
Nah
I don’t fuck with your team
Bruh 
FUKK IM CLEAN ur a stain
And blood is bleach 
Yup
Marble counters
I’ve been working 
OCD
Huh
cut off quick
So it’s less painful to bleed out 

I got digiracks encrypted in my 6s
wonder why I’m so stressed
Giving skin and gaining pavement
Losing patience 
3am I’m faded
guess I’m chasing 
Sunlight from the basement 

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked

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never come back ft. Shinigami & fats'e

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbsOizVRjWA

ft. @ihateshinigami & @93feetofsmoke
prod. @ghostrage & @jakkyboi
mix/master @youngburial

old me w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod ghostrage & jakkyboí)

stella // @edacityy

7.  over you
feat. lil lotus
mix by brody 
prod splashgvng & brody

[Lil Lotus]
Fuck your new tattoos
And your sweater in my room
It still smells like you
And there's nothing I can do

I was just waiting for something more
And I guess that you were too
So I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you again

[Edacity]

I'll be a fly on the wall watching all of your pitfalls
Every time im comin down i think about you
If anybody ever calls askin what the fuck im on
You better not tell ‘em all the things i do

The ways i move
The words i choose
When im beside you
When i try to be alone

Mirror mirror on the wall
Whos the fakest of them all
Took a moments time to paint a picture like you
If anybody ever calls Askin what the fuck im on
You better not tell them All the things i dooo

What do i do?
Ill remind you
Im beside you
When i try to Be alone

Come on out here why you doin this 
We be on that good shit like 
yeah yeah we doin this 
Come and throw it down like you done do this 
Got my shit together i got iced wrists  

But this glass heart it stays broke
Hell its endless 
Youre heartless i'm choking
How dare you come around 
when you just know that 
Life will end this 
And we're so damn hopeless 

I want to breath life into misery 
I’ve spent enough nights alone at peace 
Never knowing where i’ll be
Not coming to terms is on me

I'll bury all these bones from our history (it's an artifact)
It took 3 years to feel complete
Never knowing where i'll be
Not coming to terms is on me

over you (ft. lil lotus) [prod. splashgvng & brody]

written recorded produced & mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE
mix by @polearm

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

To be honest,
I don't think that I'm on it
but I fake it 
and I flaunt it
why's it so hard to be honest?

To be honest,
I don't think that I'm on it
but I fake it 
and I flaunt it
why's it so hard to be honest?

50 pounds
sew it in the couch
dig it out
imma tax the town
hadda stunt
i get what i want
9 of clubs
3s to pick it up

only hit me up
when you really need
i dont wanna talk 
bout a god damn thing
only hit me up
when you really need
i dont wanna talk 
bout a god damn thing

To be honest,
I don't think that I'm on it
but I fake it 
and I flaunt it
why's it so hard to be honest?

Friends on read
In my pocket
Disassociate inside of a target 
Wanna hit em back
But my finger's so lethargic 
Why u gotta hate
Why u see me as a target?
Why these bustabrowns
Suburban boy barkin?
Internet poison 
Slangin on the market 
I was sellin 4's
Hella broke jus larkin 
Hadda Lotta jokes
Till his nose
Was on the carpet

To be honest,
I don't think that I'm on it
but I fake it 
and I flaunt it
why's it so hard to be honest?

uhhhh

To be honest,
I don't think that I'm on it
but I fake it 
and I flaunt it
why's it so hard to be honest?

only hit me up
when u really need
i dont wanna talk
bout a god damn thing
only hit me up
when u really need
i dont wanna talk
bout a god damn thing

To be honest,
I don't think that I'm on it
but I fake it 
and I flaunt it
why's it so hard to be honest?

SOFUBI

to be honest,

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

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