She broke up with me too hookup with her ex😭

banger is ALL ways. well done my friend. #sadboylife

went from songs in my bedroom nowadays imma poster

this literally is my all time favorite lil lotus song. rip zubin.

🦼

heaven sent skeleton

is this over
am i closer to what i want
sit at home with the tv on
always alone whenever you're gone
pull me closer and break me off
am i closer
to peace of mind getting older
is this waste of time
on the coldest nights
ill be by your side
or should I

im goin 180 they turning 360
i hit a new 40
need a new bitch
need a new woahdy
need a new clip
fuck is your homie
just gotta new beam
all on my lonely
we is not bros at all
fuck is you talking about
i cannot fuck with yall
i do not fuck with yall
everyone sus me out
i only trust a few
skin a bit stronger now

hang my head when you come around
scared to death in an empty house
holding my breath when i see you now
come again just to break me down

is this over
am i closer to what i want
sit at home with the tv on
always alone whenever you're gone
pull me closer and break me off

closer (feat. fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE) [prod. jay vee]

D-Block Europe & Lil Tjay - Just Took A Raid (Speed Up)

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
blue blood inside your veins
mine stay red always will

girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
you say you're over me 
but can we keep things real

I know theres something
she's only bluffing
how long can we lie to ourselves
I know theres something
you said you loved me
would you just tell me the truth

girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
blue blood inside your veins
mine stay red always will

girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
you say you're over me 
but can we keep things real

I can't take anymore of this
all I can think is of you amidst
all the bullshit
can't let go if I can't forget you
maybe I never meant to
Maybe I didn't try yet
close my eyelids forever
but if I can't forget her
 stuck in the center
of those brown eyes
pull together and sever our ties
try to remember memories are better than nothing
been lying to myself again
im a fuckin mess
try my best not to regret
all the time that we spent
girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
blue blood inside your veins
mine stay red always will
girl I fuckin hate
the way you make me feel
you say you're over me 
but can we keep things real
I know theres something
she's only bluffing
how long can we lie to ourselves
I know theres something
you said you loved me
would you just tell me the truth

always will [prod. Nversad]

mixed and mastered by Adam Horrocks.

lyrics: https://www.genius.com/lifehold-lilac-lyrics

SPLIT - EP

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lilac

Smudged

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

prod. @ghostrage
mix/master @93feetofsmoke

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

In the back of your thoughts
like the ghost in your hall
I’m the first one to leave
You’re the first one to call 
Hope that table is gone
The initials moved on
you keep friends for a week
Guess a month was too long 

I bite down on my tongue 
u always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
whipping tracks and rentals 

say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

Ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

I bite down on my tongue 
ur always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my. schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
back to whipping tracks and rentals 
 
say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face (prod. Ghostrage)

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbsOizVRjWA

ft. @ihateshinigami & @93feetofsmoke
prod. @ghostrage & @jakkyboi
mix/master @youngburial

old me w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod ghostrage & jakkyboí)

All My Little Scars, Vol. 1

I Don't Even Like U

Never Felt Better

~2/4~
thanks for listening :)

LISTEN TO NICOTEEN NINYO-
https://soundcloud.com/nicoteenninyo
twitter: https://twitter.com/NicoteenNinyo

COVER ART BY LLOGAN
twitter twitter.com/llogansux
soundcloud: @llogansux
(hit him up for art and listen to his music!!! ) :)

MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/beatsbyhorizon

LYRICS:
(hollowbody)
I cannot look a person in the eye
I cry in a voice that isn't mine
You can bet your ass i'm drowning myself in this shit
know that  im gonna be burning in hell for this

so I try,
try and savor the taste of you on my lips
the routine "head tilt to tighten the tourniquet"
i'll lose my mind before I ever find happiness
 today
I cried in the bathroom for an hour straight
im turning to a ghost
I wanna distance myself from the ones I love the most
its so fucked up but this world is not my home 

I cannot look a  person in the eye
I cry in a voice that isn't mine
You can bet your ass i'm drowning myself in this shit
know that  im gonna be burning in hell for this
You can bet your ass i'm drowning myself in this shit
know that  im gonna be burning in hell for this

(nicoteen ninyo) 
[lyrics coming soon]

(hollowbody)
why the fuck do I always end up hurt?
is it karma for the shit I did before?

i'm not scared to die
(I've been thinking about shooting up)
i'm not scared to die
all I wanted was to feel your love

i'm not scared to die --i'm so scared to die
(I've been thinking about shooting up)
i'm so scared to die
all I wanted was to feel your love

i'm so scared to die
i'm so scared to die

(i'm going to hell for this)

losing faith in the world around me

im (not) scared to die [feat. nicoteen ninyo]

Last One

deathinheaven - wish you well

All My Little Scars, Vol. 2

What U Doin Up RN (feat. Drippin So Pretty)

Ohio Is For Lovers by Hawthorne Heights (Pvrception Cover)

Performance and Production by Tristan of Almost Famous Friends
https://www.instagram.com/almostfamousfriendsatx/
https://www.facebook.com/AlmostFamousFriends/
https://twitter.com/officialaffatx

Screams by Remy of The Wayfarers Club
https://www.instagram.com/thewayfarersclub/
https://www.facebook.com/The-Wayfarers-Club-637058353035677/

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new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Never Felt Better

LIL LOTUS

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