Yeah

Let's Just Feel

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
Mix&Master. https://soundcloud.com/jakemarkow

i wanna be the last one
wanna be the one stumblin with u in the dark
and baby im a bad one
but ima settle down and give u my heart
ima be a sad one 
if i let u run off and leave me with a scar 
but baby u a bad one 
i just wanna be ur last one <3

Wanna be ur last one (Prod. 4evr)

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Art:
twitter.com/disintegr8tion
www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

MISSED UR CALL (Prod. JakeMarkow x Lil Lotus) MERCH DROP<3

Prod.
@4evrgone
twitter.com/4evrgon3

Art.
twitter.com/disintegr8tion
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Highschool (Prod. 4evr)

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

"All My Little Scars" 
 Nov. 2 <33333333
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https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

dead to me <3 (prod. 4evr)

follow my bros @supachefm @guardinmusic <3
art by https://twitter.com/joeonexz
thank you all for any support, love u family

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https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-little-bit-of-psycho-feat-supachefm-guardin

lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
______________________________________________

the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

spotify

little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

prod. @notclipped
mixed by @youngburial

imma lie seller price is high figures
got the right hitter 
five figures on my fucking head 
imma do it cheaper
been bitter like whats on my tongue
either pills or liquor
grim reaper round my fucking throat
tryina breathe deeper

i've been drifting in and out 
like busy shitty restaurants 
still drink until the suns up
feel anxious when the light comes
cuz nothing really matters 
at the end of the day
at the end of the day
no one will no our names

on the road again
all alone again
take another piece cuz ive been building tolerance
isnt it obvious?
imma piece of shit
ill just leave you high and dry just like the dealers did

imma lie seller price is high figures
got the right hitter 
five figures on my fucking head 
imma do it cheaper
been bitter like whats on my tongue
either pills or liquor
grim reaper round my fucking throat
tryina breathe deeper

i've been drifting in and out 
like busy shitty restaurants 
still drink until the suns up
feel anxious when the light comes
cuz nothing really matters 
at the end of the day
at the end of the day
no one will know our names

LIE SELLER (prod. Clipped)

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

If You Love Me (prod. reaper)

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

wish you would just call back
i dont know what happened
were moving so fast
and ive been feeling absent
all the time
when you're here im happy 
lately ive been having 
the worst days of my life
wishing you would call back
ive been saying too bad
maybe get a notepad read my mind
i wanna be happy
you know ive been having the worst days of my life

like misery and me when the wind shifts
put me in a grave with your lipstick
on my cheek when you drop me 6 feet
do you feel anything as you leave

and i guess this is how you wanted it
see the mess you could make with my heart against
the floor and your form takes shape of the rain when it pours
now i wish i never started
and ive reached the farthest point from you
why did i do all this when i know
you sit in your apartment crying on your phone

wish you would just call back
i dont know what happened
were moving so fast
and ive been feeling absent
all the time
when you're here im happy 
lately ive been having 
the worst days of my life
wishing you would call back
ive been saying too bad
maybe get a notepad read my mind
i wanna be happy
you know ive been having the worst days of my life

the worst days of my life (feat. blankts)[prod. cian p]

All My Little Scars, Vol. 2

Promise

Fake Love

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

LIL LOTUS

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