Dude I love how far you’ve come and I look up to you big time 🤘🏽 having so much versatility and being able to conquer addiction. Keep doing good things my dude!

cant express how much i love this song, bless you lotus

lil lotus

https://soundcloud.com/scummusic
PROD. https://soundcloud.com/trxpicvl

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

i don't wanna go out ft. smrtdeath (prod. hkfiftyone)

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

@lilillmusic
https://twitter.com/xXlil_illXx
www.instagram.com/xxlil_illxx/
www.youtube.com/channel/UCfMTV-VY…iew_as=subscriber

@smrtdeath
https://twitter.com/smrtdeath
www.instagram.com/sloppymakeout/
www.youtube.com/channel/UCxM9ymAxUk-JCqeIOEa4tdg?view_as=subscriber

@lederrick
https://twitter.com/LeDerrick_
https://traktrain.com/lederrick#138957

cigarettes and candy feat. smrtdeath (prod. lederrick)

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

Spotify

Is This What They Call Love? [prod mistyh]

can we talk about me for once [prod deliverthecrush]

prod.
https://soundcloud.com/judgebeats

Feat.
https://soundcloud.com/coldhart

Barely Breathing feat. Coldhart(Prod. JUDGE)

Run from you

Feat: https://soundcloud.com/scummusic

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head

Time To Kill (Feat. SCUM )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlLVYZQTiuI

@cpt_sad
@4evrgone

barren
so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep 
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got  purpose 
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
i aint making shit for you
can barely make it on my own
thats a fact 
that im ashamed of
work ethic 
pathetic
these dollars are 
boutta be coming my way
if i keep this on
day to day
if i dont spend my whole
check on another ounce
smoke my lungs out
while it counts
you aint 21 forever
leave some legacy
before you bounce
last two of my name
leave it in a great shame

i dont need to rest a peep
my nightmares come for me
they can keep me wide awake
all night falling
into your arms can’t
shake the bitter feeling
of being at ease
theres many people
out there far worse off 
than me
why can’t i take a second 
to appreciate
the setting ive been born into
struggles can’t compare 
to you
i want to repay
with an anthem or two
grossly neglecting
the thoughts of who
im trying to fight off
that i once knew

so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep 
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got  purpose 
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
you gotta know
what you’re getting into

yesterday
think im giving in today
a bullet to my head 
is like a favor to my brain
spent my last cent 
trynna numb the fuckin pain
everything is fake my reality is frayed

ill do whatever it takes 
to make sure you know
my love it doesnt stay for far too long

you could not account for my lost soul when
im everything u want, at least for the moment

im talking to the ghost of who i was
told him 
"meet me in the back dont cause a fuss
cuz i only got a second and
i want you to know that 
im never coming back 
imma drown in the ocean"

SPOTIFY

while it counts (prod 4evr)

I Wish I Was Better Than I Am

*STARZ* (acoustic)

lyrics:

and i remember last year
that was such a sad year 
feeling like a burden
my soul steady hurting 
tell me what you want now
cause it's getting hard to go on 

and i can't get these thoughts out my head (aye, aye)
and i can't even leave my own bed (aye, aye)
like whatchu even want me to say?
i've been feeling dead for too long
someone get the sand man
i just wanna sleep sound 
i don't wanna be round no more, no more

i'm so sick of it
lately i'm not into it
tryna be more intimate
i don't wanna talk if you're not gonna listen yet

and i remember last year
that was such a sad year 
feeling like a burden
my soul steady hurting 
tell me what you want now
cause it's getting hard to go on 

and i can never tell what you want
baby you can cry in my arms
i swear imma do you no harm
cause you're everything i want 

and i remember last year
that was such a sad year 
feeling like a burden
my soul steady hurting 
tell me what you want now
cause it's getting hard to go on

sad year (prod. taylor morgan & scotty splash)

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Time To Kill (Feat. SCUM )

LIL LOTUS

Recent comments

Rär-Far

User 749109417

Laga Radikal

semppiternal

Related tracks