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Prod. akassshhhiii

Lyrics~

I’ve been so fuckin lost
I been so fuckin gone
All I do is fucking wrong
Then I write it in a song
I dont wanna fuck this up 
But I’ve been fucking up
So I pour up my cup
Because I been fuckin numb

Ive been alone
For so fucking long 
So Where do I go 
When I don’t wanna go on 
Losing my hope 
It’s been getting harder to hold on
I hope you know that
I never meant no wrong

I just wanna be 
Fucking something 
To somebody 
But I’m nothing 
A nobody 
To everybody
When I’m crumbling
Who gon love me 

Where my heart is
I put walls in
Demons guard it 
You won’t harm it
In the darkness 
Where I carve in
My catharsis 
Isn’t harmless 

I was to blame 
For everything 
I loved the pain 
From my burnt blades 

There is no one that can save me
If you try you’ll fuckin hate me 
You’ll just end up fucking breaking 
In my mind that’s fucking fading 
Is a maze that’s ever changing 
And there’s isn’t no escaping 
Overthink n I start shaking 
All my walls are fucking caving 

I just wanna be 
Fucking something 
To somebody 
But I’m nothing 
A nobody 
To everybody
When I’m crumbling
Who gon love me 

Where my heart is
I put walls in
Demons guard it 
You won’t harm it
In the darkness 
Where I carve in
My catharsis 
Isn’t harmless 

Just wanna feel somethin
Ive always felt nothing 
I’m numb from the cutting
Pain left when my blood did
This hell i been stuck in
Its whatever, fuck it
When I get to the summit 
Imma fuckin jump in

Lost

Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I could do this or do that, I'm still gone be fucking wrong
No one can get where I'm at, I know I'm fucking alone
I got some weight on my back, I'ma put some on this song
I'm lost, I can't find my way back, your life would be better if I was just gone

I never know what to do with the shit on my chest, that's why I'm fucking depressed
Wish I could care but ain't got any left, I only know how to mess up
What I have, I ain't ever the best, that's why I get fucking stressed
I try my hardest but it doesn't matter, no matter what I do, I'll just make her madder

I know that I suck
I know that I'll never get back to the person I was
I know that you don't give a fuck about me, not at all
All that I wanted was love

But all that you gave me was pain
All that you gave me was only to make me insane
Cause it's been years since we we're together
Somehow I still think when I'm with you I'm better

Without you I'm bitter
Without you I'm not nothing more than a loser and quitter
Without you it's been getting dimmer
Cause you were my fire and now I'm not even a simmer

Not even an ember of what once was
All that I wanted was love
All that I wanted was you
All you wanted was him, I know that I'll never be enough

I wish you would love me
I just wanna hold you
Why'd you ever hold me
Just to tell me "fuck you"?

You call me an asshole
At least I'm fucking faithful
I could save your life
And I know you wouldn't be grateful

wrong.

Produced by Jacob Lincoln x Steve Crabtree

Lyrics

An arsonist
My heart is burning in
This hell I've made a home
It's getting harder
It's making me think that I 
Am not worth all I know
And I can see the light
It's not so hard to go

I feel a darkness ahead
How can I turn back so far?
Will life make sense when I'm dead?
Do I play only a part?

I fought so hard to get here
But now it's all breaking down
Did all my love disappear?
I think I'll die in this town

I need to get out before
It's all too late for my soul
I see that silver between
It's not enough, I need more

No one else saw what I seen
No one else felt what I feel
I'm sick of all of these dreams
I only want what is real

But I can't tell cause everything I see is never what it seems
I'm stuck in hell but I don't have a seat, I think I'm in the lead
I hear the bells once it gets to three
I'll open up to see
The last thing that I ever will, then I guess I'll leave

An arsonist
My heart is burning in
This hell I've made a home
It's getting harder
It's making me think that I 
Am not worth all I know
And I can see the light
It's not so hard to go

my heart is an arsonist.

Produced by gaxillc

Lyrics

Fuck what I did cause I hate what I'm doing
Is life really worth it? I feel like it's stupid
Detmer told Garrett "Shut the fuck up and do it"
Ken is so useless, unknxwn. just wants music

I found a fire but I been so cold for so long
Something tells to put this bitch out
Lost my desire, I don't wanna hold anyone
If the songs that I made ain't about

Misery loves company, why am I lonely?
If my life has only been miserable
My life will only be memorable
When I no longer belong to the side that is physical

I really thought I'd be better by now but I guess that I won't ever be
Thought I could leave behind what's keeping me behind but I guess Detmer just won't ever leave
Don't look at me like I'm crazy, I'm exactly what she turned me into
We're still both breathing, I'm hurting, I guess the answer is simple

I don't need a phone if your numbers not inside it
I don't need a home if it's not where you're residing
I wish I was gone, I don't wanna be alive
Need a bullet in my dome, shouldn't come as a surprise, shit

I wanted her, she wanted you
You'll never love her the way that I do
I wasn't sure, didn't know what to do
I give up trying, I guess I'll just lose

I'll never win back her love
I'll never be who she wants again
I think I've dealt with enough
I won't ever feel that love again

Fuck what I did cause I hate what I'm doing
Is life really worth it? I feel like it's stupid
Detmer told Garrett "Shut the fuck up and do it"
Ken is so useless, unknxwn. just wants music

I found a fire but I been so cold for so long
Something tells to put this bitch out
Lost my desire, I don't wanna hold anyone
If the songs that I made ain't about

Misery loves company, why am I lonely?
If my life has only been miserable
My life will only be memorable
When I no longer belong to the side that is physical

miserable.

Produced by velvet

Lyrics

I don't wanna go home
There I feel much more alone
I'll stay out all night with friends
I know they ain't even friends for real, at least I can pretend

My bed's gonna be a grave
If the thoughts inside my head don't soon regress and go away
I keep fighting for the day that I can say that I'm okay
But I keep waking up and breaking down, don't know if that day is gone come around

We been doing this a while
You don't wanna see me smile
I think I'll just go and leave
Put headphones on and walk for miles

Till my feet
Can't carry me

My legs gonna be in pain
Till the blood from in my feet leaves the soles in my shoe stained
I'll keep walking till the day that I can say that I'm okay
I'm gonna be walking till the day I'm in a grave

I won't ever understand how the fuck I ended up right here
This shit was not the plan
I guess that's what I get, I'm so sick of this shit
They say home is where the heart is but I don't know where that is either

my bed's gonna be a grave.

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Think I'm losing my hope, think I'm losing my faith
Wish you could see my soul but you just see my face
Heart cold, I'ma fold, my life only a waste
And you can't change my mind girl, I don't care what you say

No I don't care what you say, yeah I don't care what you do
Cause my life ain't much if I can't live it with you
If I can't live it with you then I won't live it at all
Look what you made me do, could of avoided this all

If you had cared at all, we wouldn't be on this path
If you had cared for me then I wouldn't be this bad
Now I'm more than bad, now I'm more than sad
Now I'm more than evil, you gonna feel my wrath

Want back what I had
I don't care what's next cause I still miss my past
And I don't wanna move on, no I don't wanna do that
I wish I could go home but I don't know know where it's at

Girl, I don't know where you at and you won't call me back
I just need one sign and you won't give me that
You just wanna forget, you don't want me back
I can't let you go, I miss what we had

Got a heart so cold, who's gonna get through to that?
Oh you think this a joke? When I die will you laugh?
I don't like where I'm going, I just wanna go back
They think this shit a song but this is all that I am

i want you to see my soul but you just see my face.

Produced by coupdotcom

Lyrics

I wish I knew what she wanted cause I'm not what she wanted
I wish I knew what she wanted cause she's all that I wanted
I wish I knew what she wanted cause she's all that I need
I wish I knew what she wanted cause that girl don't need me

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