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just like that you come along like rain,
drop by drop you washed me down the drain
flooding through the sunlit window pane
she’s a hurricane, of love and laughter

trying hard to not be, so ungrateful
cause i know just what that means
trying so hard to be, a different kind of boy
the type you really need

just like that i messed it up again,
valentine is turning in his grave
i’ve got too much on my mind, i’ll say
she’ll forgive again, because she’s like that

trying hard to not be, so ungrateful
cause i know just what that means
trying so hard to be, a different kind of boy
the type you really need

trying hard to not be, so ungrateful
cause i know just what that means
trying so hard to be, a different kind of boy
the type you really need

valentine

you used to be so gentle and kind
now there’s a monster inside you
you’re not sure what’s all up in your mind
you’re in need of a breakthrough

now you want someone to fix you
when you know what needs to be done
and you say you’re not the issue
have you thought about growing up?
well.. no
shsh good talk

you’re bringing everyone down
“i need to sound”
you say as you’re breaking all the doors and windows
nobody cares about
your stories and doubts
you're breaking your house with every little missile

and even i don’t know why
you obsess over everything
and even i don’t know why
you’re talking to yourself like you’re not me
it’s a fear of confrontation
i cant even keep one conversation
maybe that’s why (why!)
maybe that's why i don’t see invitations

now you want someone to fix you
when you know what needs to be done
and you say you’re not the issue
have you thought about growing up?
i mean no
exactly that's what i thought

its a good talk when you don’t talk
thoughts and shots start then they don’t stop
shh its a good talk when you don’t talk
thoughts and shots start then they don’t stop ayyy

Good talk

rush in/volcano/milotic???

starling - 5:1:22, 8.32 PM

bubbles are in my room
bubbles reflect my gloom

I’m having a hard time finding the motivation to overcome the tribulation
so hard to swallow
keeping me hollow
(bubbles are in my room, bubbles reflect my gloom)
I’m so scared of losing my imagination
the thought of losing the sensation of creation
(bubbles are in my room, bubbles reflect my gloom)
so hard to swallow
keeping me hollow
like a bubble

Bubbles 2.0

free download and available on spotify+ apple music 

laying in the dark hoping ud respond to what I said 
abt how nothing rlly ends
an empty seat next to me on a flight to switzerland
it coulda been yrs we coulda gone swimming in the woods
walking thru the creeks like we did when u were home 
before the dozen girls that look like me hate themselves equally 
and i know when i walk im just falling and catching myself
and i know 
when i die ill be thinking of someone else
and i know im not always secure im unsure and unsafe 
but if yr the one caring i think thats enough and ill be ok
laying in the dark hoping youd respond to what I said 
abt how nothing rlly ends
an empty seat next to me on a flight to switzerland
it coulda been yrs we coulda gone swimming in the woods
walking thru the creeks like we did when yu were home 
before the dozen girls that look like me hate themselves equally 
at yr highschool reunion ull drink wine and laugh and in conversation my name comes up and soon itll pass
and ull have a dog then 2 kids and a wife there to stay
but if my names in yr mouth darling, that is enough and ill be ok

nothing ends!

A Brief Return

when a family gets too close
well eventually it'll implode
it will spread across the country
with no plans to make it home

when you fail the ones you love
you know you really fucked up

time moves slower
when youre hungover, babe
i was so happy yesterday

time moves slower when youre hungover (DEMO)

wolf alice cover bc who doesn’t love wolf alice

bros

empirical laws are probably right
id hope were not predictable like that
but if we are
Id know if we are
And id feel helpless like a little kid
I get a sentimental feeling
but remembering is just believing in something
Make up the past to fill in the gaps
Between where you know and what you forget
And that is that: a memory
 
When I look at the stars
I dont see who we are
I just feel helpless like a little kid
But when I lay and look with you
It feels like more than just us two
It feels like forever on a bed
I feel your warmth             
I feel your lungs too
Rising and falling in sync with mine
And as the planes fly above
And the ocean waves crash
We make sense in those moments like they do

I can watch you perceive me
that’s when we step out of our bodies
And see that youre alive
And im alive 
And if we’re not
The who gives a fuck
Cause I am here. And I know that           

If I freak out tonight well I want you by my side
And If I pass out tonight I still want you by my side

I dont mind these bits of you
The one you left with me
The one you took with you

And you dont mind these bits of me
The one I left with you
the one i took with me

Bubbles 2.0

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