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Invisible - Abandoning Sunday Cover (Zar)

LYRICS: 

Verse 1: (Lil Zar) 
Woke up again fucked up
I don’t think I can do this shit again
Memories of you haunt me
And my brain is constantly medicated 
I remember all the the times you hated 
When I said no 
I remember all the years wasted 
Tryna fix what’s broken 

Chorus: (Lil Zar) 
I can’t forget you 
Wish I could hate you
 If only you knew 
The damage you put me through 
You tugged at my heart strings for years 
Now I am held hostage by all of my fears 
These demons you left me 
Forever haunting me 

Both Zar & Hex:

You gave me PTSD!!!!

Verse 2: (Lil Hex)
And it fucked me up 
I was feeling better when I’m off the fuckin drugs 
So I blow away my feelings when I roll it up 
And I mix the Hennessy with cola in my cup 
Just to get drunk 
Fuck love 
Fuck love 
Ima need your ass to back up , back up 
I can’t trust another bitch that ain’t love enough 
Cuz when times we’re fuckin rough you ain’t help me up 
So it’s fuck love 
When I woke up 
I was wishing I could hate when you when I’m sober 
But I never could forget you if you notice we 
Cuz these demons haunting me like I’m a soldier 
Feeling so numb 

Chorus: (Lil Zar)

I can’t forget you 
Wish I could hate you
 If only you knew 
The damage you put me through 

You tugged at my heart strings for years 
Now I am held hostage by all of my fears 
These demons you left me 
Forever haunting me (2x)

PTSD ft. Lil Hex

I'm sleeping on the edge 
It's so cold, it's so cold
I'm hating that you left
Me alone, me alone
I miss you yeah, I miss you
But I know I shouldn't call
But I'm drunk awake at 4 am
Waiting at my phone

Yeah, you're always on my mind
No matter how hard I try to find
Some clarity
Some form of peace inside of me
But it seems like I'm the one lost at sea
With no lifeboat coming to save me
From the mess that you made me
Every bone in my body is breaking
And my heart is just left aching

I'm sleeping on the edge 
It's so cold, it's so cold
I'm hating that you left
Me alone, me alone
I miss you yeah, I miss you
But I know I shouldn't call
But I'm drunk awake at 4 am
Waiting at my phone

I left you all alone
My mentals on the edge
I'm sorry I had to go
I'm fighting my head
And it's not like you'd understand 
I'm better off alone or dead
I just want the drugs that's it
I don't want no love that's dead

I'm sleeping on the edge 
It's so cold, it's so cold
I'm hating that you left
Me alone, me alone
I miss you yeah, I miss you
But I know I shouldn't call
But I'm drunk awake at 4 am
Waiting at my phone

On The Edge (Unreleased)

Running, running, running

Running from my mind, yeah, yeah
Running out of time, yeah, yeah

I lost myself in the drugs
Cause I couldn't get lost in your love
Cocaine makes everything feel okay
Just a temporary escape
I wanna run away from all my pain
From my pain 

And I'm running, running, running from my mind
From my mind, yeah
And I'm running, running, running out of time
Out of time, 
All these demons in my brain
All these voices in my mind
Can't move, can't speak 
Cause I'm fucking paralysed, yeah

Track star running through lanes
Running from my brain, running from my pain
But I can never escape, nothing seems to change
Close to the finish line but I end at the
Beginning again and again and again

Again, and again and again
No matter how much I pretend, I pretend, I pretend
Again, and again and again
No matter how much I pretend, I pretend, I pretend

Again, and again and again
Again, and again and again
I try to change but I can't 
Change but I can't 
Go through the same shit again
Take a pill, try to play pretend
Another line, I'm fine again
Shit, I lost myself again
Myself again
Myself again

And I'm running, running, running from my mind
From my mind, yeah
And I'm running, running, running out of time
Out of time, 
All these demons in my brain
All these voices in my mind
Can't move, can't speak 
Cause I'm fucking paralysed, yeah

I lost myself in the drugs
Cause I couldn't get lost in your love
Cocaine makes everything feel okay
Just a temporary escape
I wanna run away from all my pain
From my pain

Running (Unreleased)

for sasha

REVAMPED

Demi Lovato - Skyscraper (Rock Version)

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2 (og version)

sixteen lines (og version)

Lace It (with Eminem and benny blanco)

Id rather overdose - honestav

Lyrics: 

Looking back on all the times you told me to get out of bed
I said I’m trying, I’m fighting my head 
I’m sorry, I’m trying not to take my life 
I’m trying, to find the light 

I promise I’ll get better
I promise I’ll see brighter days 
I’m sorry that I am so up and down 
Be patient with me, I’ll come around 

I know you’re tired, I get it I’m tired too
I’m tired of fearing , days without you 
I can’t help it, just  the that way I am 
And I just hope you understand 

I promise I’ll get better
I promise I’ll see brighter days 
I’m sorry that I am so up and down 
Be patient with me, I’ll come around

PTSD ft. Lil Hex

lil zarh

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