Prod. NVRRESENT
LYRICS: 
I BEEN ALONE FOR SO LONG, CANT GET OUT MY HEAD NOW, 
I’LL TAKE A MINUTE I WAIT FOR MYSELF BUT IM NEVER MEANT TO, 
FIGURE THE ISSUE, HOW AM I MEANT TO GET OVER IT? 
I’LL DO IT ALONE, CAUSE THATS HOW I ALWAYS WAS DOING IT. 
——————
TAKE ME AWAY I WILL NEVER MISS, 
WHAT YOU TOOK FROM ME AND ITS EVIDENT,
GIRL I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU,
WHATEVER I DID IT WAS NOTHING DEEP,
I ASK FOR DISCUSSION YOU NEVER DID,
VIEWER DISCRETION WAS NEVER MEANT, 
DON’T LAY YOUR EYES OPON ME AND I,
—————
WONT CARE, 
I MIRROR THE THINGS AROUND ME, 
“I WONT AMOUNT TO SOMETHING” 
THATS HOW I FELT AROUND YOU, 
I REALLY DON’T WANT IT TO SOUND RUDE, 
BUT HOW COME ITS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU? 
WHY WASN’T IT ABOUT US? 
YOU DIDN’T GIVE A FUCK OBVIOUSLY.

we are slowly leaving.

PROD BY LIMGERAYA
LYRICS: 
come to me girl yeah I’m over my innocence, 
couple of dirty fuckers with nothing but vileness,
been on my own for too long and I’m staring to, 
realize that i wasn’t meant for you. 
arrow my back and I’m starting to bleed again,
cover it up with fake love and sentiment,
look in my eyes and say you’re not lying too,
maybe it’s fine, but i’ll never know the truth.
——————
look at myself in the mirror,
wonder why it’s been all wrong, 
cannot let go of it here, 
i miss your touch and your care. 
been hella down for the year, 
still haven’t shed a tear, 
maybe it’s me who’s the wrong, 
but i won’t answer myself.  
hoping you give me a call, 
before i end up with the fall, 
something is calling me there, 
“saving myself for the wear” i know. 
i trust your sound right girl don’t ever leave again, 
it’s been a long night getting tired alone once again.

100 ARROWS

LYRICS:
 how are you gonna stop me, 
wait for me i’m right here.
ever since i got here, 
i’m patient waiting for the call. 
i’m over every fucking thing, 
i’m tired of the people here. 
pull me out the grave again,
continue to belittle me. 
fuck you and your company,
get the fuck away from me.
i’m better off alone i see, 
so leave me be i’ll die in piece. 
——————
 alone at the top mountain i’m jumpin off,
someone will save me but no one will hear me fall. 
so come along with me and witness the end tonight, 
there’s only this once then i’m over the fucking line. 
don’t ask me a thing and i promise i’m doing fine,
it’s evident when i’m alone all the fucking time. 
stick to yourself don’t go snooping around a lot, 
cause that shit will lead to something you weren’t meant to find. 
i’ll write it all down in my notes on the dotted line, 
rip out the page and bury it when i just fucking die. 
now this is the end i just want you to know again, 
i’ll be around you don’t ever forget it

I'M ONLY MYSELF AT MY LOWEST

LYRICS:
(Fuck)
I hate you motherfuckers now, 
cause i been moving in silence you’ll never expect it how you’re gonna fit in the mound. 
bloody dismemberment all of myself,
east hill the suicide baby it’s real and i know, 
cause i was born at the base of the hilt,
if your really worried then try to be still. 
hiding the gun with my hands, 
up next is the fall so please do not stop it at all.
i been waiting for the moment to go at again and this is the time, 
gamble away all my sins if that’s what it takes to get the fuck out this place. 
don’t get up all in the way for i am at stake i really have something to blame. 
threw all the dirt in my face and left in a fade she really has no fucking shame.
hell was i supposed to do? i cannot pursue so hurry up tying the noose. 
it’s all a motherfucking game of blame it on who i cannot get through,
but you just found somebody new and told me the news “okay that’s cool”
——————
(Look)
nothing is or what it seems, 
fighting my demons i mean,
don’t step around on the scene, 
quiet on set what i mean,
golden crown is for the king, 
of fucking it up and it’s me 
don’t take advice from a fiend. 
i just wanna do alone cause that’s how i was from the start of the shit, 
met some new people and don’t talk a lot but they still my motherfucking clique. 
presence unknown L I M cold and i’m still frozen past the fucking mist, 
he getting bold of talking that tone he ain’t gonna stand for long cause i don’t miss.

HELLO FROM EVERYWHERE

LYRICS: 
seen in your eyes i seen through em fine,
saw everything that you wanted to hide.
so i wont mention to tear it apart, 
but who am i just to say you’re alright. 
for your own sake i just want you to know, 
just want you to know,
that i’m only one call away from you now,
so don’t proceed don’t you fall to the ground.
talk to me now everything is allowed,
scream it aloud just to voice it around. 
you know i will listen but i know i know, 
you’re not comfortable now. 
dark in the light how you’re feeling right now, 
depression takes over you’re feeling so far,
sit with yourself at the edge of the bar.
emotional cloud hanging over your crown, 
want it away but you’ll never know how,
all in your head it’s attached to you now.
open it up and just pour it all out, 
call out for help but it’s silence for now. 
call out for help but it’s silence for now. 
——————
see through my eyes and witness it too, 
i am so lonely when I’m without you. 
tearing me down but i’ll stand up again, 
talk to myself just to ease it a bit,
yeah that shit hurt i don’t wanna admit,
what you did to me i will never forget, 
holding a lantern you’ll see through the mist. 
holding my face on my hands once again, 
contemplate everything i would’ve said,
give it a chance to come to you i beg, 
left in past like i usually am,
nothing will change holding onto a faint, 
smell of perfume that i always will hate, 
L I M torn from the pages of fate.

RAIN IS ONLY RAIN AFTER IT FALLS

LYRICS:
fall into place when i’m overwhelmed, 
wearing fake faces just to keep you around, 
can’t go any longer cause it will not amount, 
to anything guess you’re leaving me now. 
i been alone at the edge of the wall, 
will you come back to me after a call? 
will you just watch as i go for the fall?
maybe i’m wrong. 
despite everything that i wanted to say, 
you never cared so i kept it away, 
hidden from you forcing it just to fade, 
say it aloud. 
where am i now i don’t know, 
it’s so cold dark alone.
can you hear me calling out? 
reaching my hands for you. 
——————
hold me closer and tell me i’m,
tell me i’m alright.
honestly i don’t feel fine, 
like something voided my life. 
oh my oh how so terrible, 
you found me there face down. 
don’t flip me over cause you don’t know, 
that i’m already gone.

OK, WHATEVER

LYRICS:
holding my arms on top of my head, 
it all feels wrong is it something i said? 
you’ll never believe i’ll tell you the truth, 
the line growing thiner avoidant from you, 
take all you want cause i’m tying the noose, 
we’ll have a talk maybe come to a truce, 
but that shit won’t help cause i’m losing you. 
______
losing my patience i’m tearing apart,
consistently argue with you every night, 
but it never made me forget where we start, 
look in your eyes i’m seeing my mark, 
never meant anything other than stars, 
you were so precious i want to you know, 
keep protecting your heart. 
______
moving on away on my own, 
stay to myself i’m all alone, 
i’m not sad but i’m not happy,
i’m glad i walk this earth but sadly, 
you’re not here i guess it’s better, 
there’s no more issues to mention, 
i wish you the best forever, 
just leave me be and we will prosper.

GROWTH ISN'T ALWAYS COMFORTABLE.

LYRICS:
wait, 
staring ahead i am blank, 
open your eyes never blink, 
terror coming you would think. 
but nothing is there want it, you reach out for nothing the top of the summit, i hate to tell you everything but you earned it, don’t look for me now, just jump off the mountain. 
——————
how come you’re all by yourself?
come down around and meet me
with the fall, 
looking around not familiar how? 
you wished you were here just a moment ago.
don’t play dumb with me don’t you think i don’t know, 
all by yourself and the funerals closed, 
the blade in my hands’ the ones that will show, 
if i wake up bury me in the snow. 
——————
i walk alone in this desolate place, 
how come you won’t look me right in the face?
i’m right in-front of you open your eyes, 
cold all around me i’m and i’m terrified, 
i’m holding on, is this real life? 
bringing me back in facade of some flies, 
will you hear me when i call out tonight? 
listen for me how i listen for you, will i reach out when the mood, 
gets to a point when it’s just me and you, or am i fool, 
for thinking i’m normal when you’re seeing through, i’ll play it cool,
meet me somewhere outta here, i’ll guide you down you’ll see me around.

KEEP YOUR EYES STEADY.

LYRICS:
SHADOW GARDEN WAITING FOR THEM UP TOP,
ABOVE IT ALL I JUST SIT THERE AND WATCH, 
CONSTANTLY FIGHT OVER NOTHING AT ALL,
WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON’T KNOW WHEN TO FALL? 
PUT TO YOUR HEAD AND LET GO OF IT HA, YOU WANNA END UP NO PROBLEMS I GUESS, 
DON’T EVEN WORRY YOU’RE DYING OF STRESS, 
TOO MANY THINGS ON YOUR MIND WHEN YOU LAY, 
FLAT ON YOUR BACK ON THE PAVEMENT TODAY, 
LET IT ALL OUT ITS BEGINNING TO FADE, 
VISION GOES DARK YOU’RE ALL OVER THE PLACE,
YOU’RE ALL OVER THE PLACE I CAN’T HELP YOU NO MORE, 
GRAB ONTO ME AS I GUIDE YOU ALONG, 
I’LL BRING YOU HOME LAY YOU RIGHT INTO BED, 
SOME WILL JUST SAY THAT ITS ALL IN YOUR HEAD. 
——————
NOW YOU’RE ALONE,
IT’S GETTING COLD, 
TRAPPED IN A STORM THAT YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW, 
SOMEONE IS COMING BUT THERE ISN’T HOPE, 
TRY TO SCREAM OUT BUT NOTHING COMING OUT, 
RUN AROUND PACING WHAT WILL YOU DO NOW? 
PLEASE STAY CALM AND FIGURE IT OUT, 
MORE THAT YOU TRIP IS YOUR TIME RUNNING OUT. 
WEIGHT IS SO HEAVY ON TOP OF ME NOW, 
FEEL LIKE IM BURIED WHEN IM ABOVE GROUND, 
THERES REASON TO IT BUT I DON’T WANNA SAY, 
ILL KEEP IT IN BRING IT RIGHT TO MY GRAVE.  
LOOK AT MY EYES THEY’LL TELL YOU THE TRUTH, 
I DON’T HAVE TO SPEAK SO IM WALKING RIGHT THROUGH, 
LEAVE ME ALONE I HAVE NOTHING FOR YOU,
I’M ON MY WAY THERES NO TIME FOR A COUP.

ARE YOU READY TO TALK?

LYRICS:
EAST HILL THE SUICIDE CUT IN MY SKIN,
DOING IT NOW I WON’T KNOW WHEN IT ENDS,
FEEL LIKE I’M RUNNING ALL OUT OF MY TIME, 
KILLING MYSELF OVER NOTHING I FIND,
TOO MANY PROBLEMS COMING WITH THE LIES,
GET ME AWAY FROM THESE PEOPLE I BEG, 
NOBODY LISTENS TO WHAT I HAVE SAID, CONSTANTLY WRITING DOWN ALL OF MY FEELINGS ALL OVER THE PAPER WONT TELL YOU OUT LOUD,
YOU’LL NEVER LISTEN WHEN I COME TO YOU AND TRY TO TELL YOU ABOUT ANYTHING NEW, 
FEEL LIKE IM TRAPPED WITHIN MY OWN HEAD, 
I STAY IN MY ROOM I FEEL BETTER INSTEAD, 
SAY IM SO QUIET JUST LIKE I AM DEAD, 
DISAPPEAR AND YOU WON’T SEE ME AGAIN. 
——————
I’M WAISTING MY BREATH TRYING TO MAKE IT ALL GOOD, 
WHY AM I TRYING I KNOW THAT I WONT, 
FLEE TO MY SPACE AND JUST GET ON MY PHONE, 
I’M FEELING BETTER WHEN ITS ME ALONE,
BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE TO WORRY ANYMORE, 
KEEP TO MYSELF I WON’T OPEN THAT DOOR, 
WHY ARE YOU TRYING? DON’T PUSH ANYMORE. 
SORRY I WON’T OPEN UP I DON’T WANT, 
SOMEONE TO USE ANYTHING I DON’T WAN’T,
TO BE KNOWN IM KEEPING IT HOME, 
SO I DIGRESS JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. 
NOW THAT I MADE MY POINT I WILL GO,
COVER MY TRACKS IN A PLACEMENT OF STONES, 
DON’T EVEN DARE TO FOLLOW ME THERE, 
I’LL WALK ALONE I DON’T NEED ANY CARE.

YOU INSPIRE ME TO BE NOTHING LIKE YOU.

LYRICS: (LIMGERAYA) 
HANDLE ON MY OWN I WANT YOU ALL AWAY,
LEAVE ME BE ILL TELL YOU EVERYTHING OK. 
I CANT STAND TO LISTEN TO THE THINGS YOU SAY, 
DOUBT ME THEN I DOUBT YOU GUESS WE ARE THE SAME.
I TRUSTED YOU AND YOU JUST THREW IT ALL AWAY, 
TEAR ME LIMB FROM LIMB IF IT WILL EASE THE PAIN, 
HANDING YOU THE KEYS AS I FADE AWAY, 
TAKE CARE OF MYSELF, IT WAS MY SEAL OF FATE. 
(NieRRemedy)
GIRL FROM THE LOST COAST , PLEASE COME AND GUIDE ME.
NIGGAS FROM MY CITY, 
THEY CAN TRY BUT THEY CAN’T FIND ME. 
BITCH I’LL GIVE YOU PITY, COME STAND RIGHT BEHIND ME. 
(BITCH YOU CAN’T FIND ME X2) 
YOU RIPPED THE LIMBS OFF OF LIM,
SHOUT OUT MY BROTHER HE A (KILLER FROM SINX3)
EHT$ HE SHOWED UP WITH HIS MOUTH CAVED IN.
DROP AND GIVE ME 10 NIGGA,
FUCK.
YOU LUCKY YOU AIN’T DEAD NIGGA, 
LIKE FUCK.

I CAN'T STAND TO LISTEN TO THE THINGS YOU SAY. FT NieRRemedy

YESTERDAYLAND.

LYRICS: 
YOU TOLD ME I’M ALRIGHT, 
YOUR ARMS AROUND ME TIGHT, 
LOOKING INTO MY EYES, 
A FALSE HOPE OF SOMETHING LIGHT. 
I BELIEVED YOU I DID, 
EMOTIONAL, GIRL I HID, 
MY PROBLEMS FROM YOU OH NO, 
I’M TEARING AWAY REAL SLOW. 
——————
AND I CAN’T BRING YOU BACK HOME, 
SOMETHING FEELS OFF ITS WRONG, 
CRYING ALL SUMMER LONG, 
I’M SORRY I DIDN’T KNOW. 
I SHOULD’VE STAYED BY YOUR SIDE, 
NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU’D CRY, 
WE DIDN’T SEE EYE TO EYE, 
BUT I PROMISE YOU WERE MY LIFE.

you almost convinced me i mattered

LYRICS: 
THERES NOTHING LEFT OF ME NOW I’M JUST RUNNING IN PLACE, 
STARE AT THE MIRROR DON’T KNOW WHO THAT IS ANYWAY, 
YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME BUT I HAVE TO TELL YOU YOU’RE LATE, 
EROSION CREEP UP ON ME AND I AM SHACKLED IN CHAINS. 
EAST HILL THE SUICIDE BABY I WAN’T NOTHING TO CHANGE,
I’VE BEEN SO FUCKED WITH ALL OF THIS SHIT ON MY PLATE, 
SHADOW GARDEN WHISPER EVERYTHING YOU WANNA SAY, 
PROMISE ME YOU WILL NOT CARE WHEN I’M GONE WITH NO TRACE.
——————
I’VE BEEN ALL OVER ALONE I DON’T WANT ANY HELP,
YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME TO LET YOU RIGHT IN WITHOUT TELLING ME HOW, 
“I THINK YOU’RE OVERREACTING WHEN SOMEBODY TELLS YOU OUT LOUD”,
I DON’T WANNA HEAR SO SAVE IT AND SHUT YOUR MOTHERFUCKING MOUTH. 
I DON’T CARE ENOUGH TO LEARN HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT ME, 
“DON’T COVER YOUR EYES IF THERE IS SOMETHING MEANT TO SEE,
YOU CAN KEEP IT ALL IN IF YOU WANT IM JUST TRYING TO HELP”,
OH FUCKING WELL I DON’T CARE JUST LEAVE IT I’M OUT.

THERES NOTHING LEFT HERE.

-PRODUCED BY WOLFMARSH-
LYRICS:
DON’T EVER LISTEN, DON’T EVER TALK, 
DON’T EVER KNOW.
BLOODY MY EYES, FROM ALL THE CRIES, 
IM FALLING APART. 
CALLING FOR YOU, WHERE ARE YOU NOW? JUST OUT OF SIGHT. 
LOSING MY MIND, LEACHING TO SIDES, LIKE A PARASITE. 
CAN YOU JUST LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TELL YOU’RE GONNA BE FINE,
JUST CAUSE IM GONE DON’T MEAN YOUR ALONE IM SORRY YOU WON’T, 
EVER SEE ME AGAIN BUT I CAN PROMISE THAT I WON’T FORGET,
YOU WERE THE BEST THAT I EVER HAD BUT IT WASN’T MEANT.
——————
NOW IM ALONE AGAIN, 
DREAMING OF SOMEBODY STEPPING RIGHT IN AND SAVING ME NOW. 
IM NOT A NORMAL MAN, 
I SIT HERE AND PROMISE THAT I WILL NOT DO YOU LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. 
LET ME PROVE IT AGAIN,
I’LL GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED AND EVERYTHING MORE. 
I JUST WANT YOU AGAIN, 
I PROMISE THAT WE’LL TAKE IT SLOW AND I WON’T EVER EVER LET GO.

MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY

LYRICS:
I AM THE KNIFE AND THE WOUND AND I PROMISE IT WONT HURT ALRIGHT,
KEEPING MY NAME OUT YOUR MOUTH IS A LUXURY DON’T EVEN LIE. 
I WONT SAY AGAIN, SO HURRY UP LOOK ME IN THE EYES, 
WRITE IT ALL DOWN IF YOU WANT IF YOU WONT IT DON’T MATTER YOU’LL DIE. 
TELL ME YOUR WORRIES, LET IT ALL OUT DON’T EVEN CRY, 
YOU’LL BE ALONE, COLD AND AFRAID AT THE END OF THE NIGHT. 
LIGHTHOUSE WILL GUIDE YOU IF YOU’RE LOOKING DOWN AT THE COAST, 
A LITTLE BITTER WITH THE TASTE, WAKING UP FEELING LIKE MOLD. 
__________
DRIFTING AWAY IN THE SEA ERODING CONDITION WONT LEAVE,
LEAVE ME ALONE AND I PROMISE I’LL COME BACK AS SOMETHING YOU’LL NEED.
MAYBE A BELT OR A LACE CAUSE YOU USED TO WALK OVER ME,
ACTING LIKE I WASN’T REALLY A PERSON THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN.
TELL ME RIGHT NOW IF YOU NEED ME IF NOT THEN IM WALKING RIGHT OUT, 
DON’T KNOW WHY IM ASKING CAUSE YOU’LL NEVER TELL ME SO WHAT IS THE COUNT? 
IT IS A BATTLE BETWEEN YOU AND ME ITS GETTING DRAWN OUT, 
BUT I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I’LL MISS YOU SO SAVE WON’T FOLLOW YOU OUT. 
---------------------------------------
JOHN FAWKES: blade on the floor
got too many thoughts with ya hands on my body
now I’m dead at the door
edge of the world is a life I can taste
these wounds from the shore
give youth for a view and to somebody 
wanna cut and get more
got too many problems get the fuck out my face

lookin for love it was written in sky
the heart that you hold is your own when you die
the world is a wave on a cyclical tide
full of the brave and those just getting by
give me your time and I’ll give you my soul
written in blood of the rhythmical code
given the knife you can take what is owed
amount that I trust is how deep you will go

I AM BOTH KNIFE, AND WOUND ft. JOHN FAWKES

LYRICS:   
LIMGERAYA: A THOUSAND IS NEVER ENOUGH AND I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW,
CUTTING ALL OVER YOUR SKIN AND YOU’RE FALLING LIKE SNOW,
I PROMISE IT WON’T COST A THING IF YOU TALK TO ME NOW, 
I UNDERSTAND IF YOU DON’T WANNA JUST KNOW THAT I’M HERE.
A THOUSAND YEARS TO GET OVER WHATEVER YOU FEAR, 
SIT IN YOUR ROOM AND YOUR THINKING IT’S BRINGING YOU TEARS, 
OPEN YOUR EYES AND HURRY ASCENDING THEM STAIRS, 
I PROMISE YOU IT’LL BE BETTER IF YOU COME UP HERE. 
——————
ALONE INSIDE OF THIS HOUSE PLEASE  DON'T COME NEAR, 
I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT CAUSE I ALREADY DID,
FEEL LIKE A THOUSAND YEARS SINCE I LET YOU INSIDE OF MY HEART,
NOW YOUR A GHOST IMAGINATION AND I’M FALLING APART.
TELL ME AGAIN I PROMISE I’LL LISTEN WRITE IT ON MY ARM, 
OR IF YOU DON’T YOU CAN SEDUCE ME USING ALL YOUR CHARM, 
YOU KNOW YOUR EYES PULL ME RIGHT IN I CAN’T EVEN DENY,
YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND YOU DON’T KNOW IT I PROMISE YOU ARE. 
———————————
WOLFMARSH:
I STEP OUT THE HOUSE IN ALL BLACK
WE GONNA TAKE OVER THE CITY LIL BITCH, 
WE PUTTIN LC ON THE MAP
MY SKIN GOT SIGILS THAT CARVE INTO ME 
AND THE WALLS GOT CHALK IN THE SHAPE OF A SPAS
THERE AIN’T NOBODY WHO EVEN COME CLOSE TO THE COAST 
MAN I SWEAR EVERYBODY JUST TRASH
I MOVE IN THIS BITCH LIKE THE SUN-
SHINE SO BRIGHT AND I VAPORIZE EVERYBODY CAUSE
 I JUST DO NOT FUCK WITH THE SCUM
AND PEOPLE JUST LIKE TO GO SNAKE ON A MUHFUCKA',
 I ALREADY SEE ALL THE CUTS ON THEIR TONGUE
AND YOU CAN SEND 1000 MUHFUCKAS AT ME, 
AT THE END OF THE DAY THEY GONE SAY THAT I WON

A THOUSAND IS NEVER ENOUGH ft. WOLFMARSH

˙ʇɹɐ ɟo ǝʌol ǝɥʇ ɹoɟ ʇı op
˙ǝpıɔıns ǝɥʇ llıɥ ʇsɐǝ
-LOST COAST-

LIMGERAYA

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