I think I might just need some space
These fears they do intoxicate
Those bearing teeth and starving sighs
Grubbing for these money lines 

They were distant from the bottom 
But as I climb I feel them near 
In their suits and in their ties
In their smiles and in their eyes 

Man fuck the rich, they fuck the poor

I wonder if I came up well
Baby sometimes you know I can't tell

But I've been hungry my whole life
Take my bread and grab my knife
Spice means nothing without salt
And in the end I'll have it all

I feel that crawling pain of guilt
For all the backs on which I've built
I've worked with every aching bone 
But maybe I should work alone

I might just turn around and leave
I've got enough hearts on my sleeve
Protect my soul with chain and lock 
Before I buy in on your stock

Man fuck the rich, they fuck the poor

I wonder if I came up well
Baby sometimes you know I can't tell

But I've been hungry my whole life
Take my bread and grab my knife
Spice means nothing without salt
And in the end I'll have it all

Sometimes I wonder if I'm posing, posing/I'm on my promotional devotional
I'm always desperate seeking forward motion/Where money seems emotional
I'm always running all alone/I'm falling in an ocean full
I'm always running with no home/Of thoughts that make the potion null
But everybody knows I'm posing, posing

The Pell Grant Recipient

Bloody Come Up

The wind's only gettin' colder
And I'm only gettin' older 
And if you drag me down
I guess I'm goin' down with you 

My sole satisfaction
Your soul's split into factions
With nothing but madness in between

The light's growing more refracted
And my soul's more distracted
And if you run me round 
I guess I'm goin' round with you

My heart's all filled with hail 
And your love's just a jail
With not a thing to break the walls

The frame's shifting from focus 
And my thoughts have no locus
And if you slow me down
I guess I'm in slow motion with you

I'm weary and tired
The guns all got fired 
There's nothing but sadness in the air 

Each word polarizes
And we're trapped in disguises 
And if you stab my back
At least you've touched my heart

There's no peace in this land
And I won't take your hand
It won't pay back what you've taken from me

I wasn't originally going to put the rain sounds on this track because I was worried it would sound too busy. I then realized you could hear my roommates walking around in the background and decided that busy was better. Still considering taking out the rain and giving the roomies featuring credits.

Allegiance

When I said I loved you I'm sorry I lied
All of the rain in my heart

You know I am clever, you know I am canny
But baby, y'know I'm not smart

I haven't an idea, I haven't a penny
But darlin, I'm built just like art 

I want you to know that we're not trapped on Earth
Someday we'll all be free, someday we'll all be free

And all of the people are trying for heaven
All of their souls need a lark

And though I have memories I only go forwards
All of the ghosts in the park

When life grows uncaring I never get weary
Too many lights in the dark
I see so many lights in the dark

I want you to know that we're not trapped on Earth
One day we'll all be free, one day we'll all be free

Ghosts in the Park

I didn't come to save you
I didn't come to break your chains
I only came to love you
But I guess if I must, I might

I wouldn't want to cure you
I wouldn't try to slay demons
I only came to hold you
But I guess if I must, I might


Neurotypical

I was born, I will die
And I won’t escape that truth
I don’t waste any time 
Even what I spent on you

I'm in love with everybody 
Gonna put me in the ground
When your spirit's flowing through me 
I get caught up in the sound

You astound me, you amaze me
I’m so blessed to meet your soul
Won’t grow tired, won’t get lazy
Won’t be ripped up, take me whole

And I must speak my mind
I fear life is violent
And I won’t be content
Till I leave this world behind

I know that I’m a restless woman
Always moving like the sea
But a moon grounds all my tides 
And my roots grow like a tree

And you know that I am constant
And you know my heart is kind
And my feelings always tearing 
at the corners of your mind

Showed my face, I won’t hide 
I'm gonna spill you from inside
There won't be any pride 
Cause I've torn away my hide 

I was tangled in the city
You were rained out from the storm
Yes my world is full of ash
But the fires keep me warm

Yes my world is full of ash
But the fires keep me warm

Cover art by Anjali Patel. Instagram: @anjalissart 

Extroverted

I think I got got good this time
Another crush, it's such a crime
But I know it was worth my while
Cause I can say I made you smile

And I could put you back, kick you into your place
But I think that you're just pretty great
And you could pay me back with your hoodies and eggs

I'm sunnyside up, you're scrambled boy
In vino veritas, you play it coy
And you say that you feel like a jerk
But I just see how hard you work

And I could put you back, kick you into your place
But I think that you're just pretty great
And you could pay me back with your hoodies and eggs

Buy me flowers, take your time
Play that beat, and drink your wine
Wrack your conscience, read your books
Make your jokes, and shoot me looks

And I could put you back, kick you into your place
But I think that you're just pretty great
And you could pay me back with your hoodies and eggs

Hoodies and Eggs

"She's pitchy but she's got spirit!"
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Lyrics/melodies are original but all instrumentals are remixed royalty free music.

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