favourite songs in order

//
always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

🙌 ~COME BLESS MY SOUL~ 🙌
☀️ ~ETERNAL HEALER~ ☀️

— @alexanderpanos

— About the project:

“Over the past few years, Shane and I have become good friends and, due to our mutual love of progressive house/uplifting trance, have always wanted to write something together in that vein. Eternal Healer started as a simple synth jam of mine with some admittedly random vocals recorded overtop. Upon hearing this little demo, Shane took it upon himself to draft an entire arrangement almost overnight. With a few more weeks of production work on his end and vocal work on mine, the song had finally come to life. Not only that, at an emotional level, its seemingly arbitrary lyrical content somehow now made sense. We’ve been sitting on this one for a while — hope you enjoy!” — Alexander

"Alexander and I always held a particular bond with trance and progressive house music. Our enthusiasm for both genres sparked many passionate conversations between us. One commonly brought up was the idea of making a track together, though we never discussed it in seriousness even though we wanted to collaborate. One evening, Alexander sent a short tune he made in our Discord titled "Come Bless My Soul". I immediately fell in love with the groove and feel of the track. Upon listening to it on repeat, I began accumulating ideas in my head. I started with incorporating percussive elements in an attempt to compliment its odd time, although rough on the first draft, there was something there. After fleshing everything out, I presented my rendition of the song to Alexander. He expressed immense joy and interest in what I made, which ultimately led us to our first collaborative project, Eternal Healer. We could not be happier with the result, and we hope you enjoy this labor of love." — Shane

Eternal Healer (Feat. Alexander Panos)

What was it like?
Collapsing every-time
You had sublime and divine
In your own life

I know there's no price
They call it free will in this time
Roll my soul up in cloud nine
But make sure it doesn't get too bright

Sorry I don't know what you think
You see my face, but can you read me?
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
I can't stand on my feet
I just wanna be free
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Nobody's alive
Nor they got motivational drive
Something we all need to revise
Don't rely on your device
You should have pride
Don't be so dry
People will come and see you shine
Trust yourself you'll be just fine

Sorry I don't know what you think
You see my face, but can you read me?
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
I can't stand on my feet
I just wanna be free
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Oh this might take
Your lows away
The one thing you still have is your brain
Just believe me
The world is overthinking
Nothing has to feel like a dream
Just need a way that we can feel free

Sorry I don't know what you think
You see my face, but can you read me?
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
I can't stand on my feet
I just wanna be free
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Oh, oh I don't know how to see
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Stream

we all return to the same place so that's alright.

vocal stem: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1IrVeR6wkoFy2UixhVqL8nMp-hmJBtUH5?usp=sharing

lyrics:
拝啓、土の匂いがする。

拝啓、僕はここにいる

遠くへ行こう
遠くへ行こう、とするよ

ああ僕らは生きていつか
土になるんだ

それでいいさ

ああ何故か懐かしいな
ホップステップで

拝啓、いつかの僕へ戻る
泣いて、君に会いにいく

春あらしが吹く
ほのめいた、僕の躰
宵の花

いづれこの心臓が
朽ち去ってしまうとしても

ない答えを
大切にして

遠くへ行こう
遠くへ行こう、とするよ

でも、ここにいよう
ここにいよう・・・

ああ僕らは生きていつか
土になるんだ

それでいいさ

拝啓、土の匂いがする。

//////////////////////////////////////////

Dear me, it smells like earth.

Dear me, I'm here.

I'll go far away.
Far from here, I'll go.

We live, 
and one day we gonna be earth.

That's all right.

I don't know why I missed it.
Hop-step to the ground.

Dear me, I’ll be back someday.
Crying, I'm coming for you

Spring storms blow
Night flowers bloomed on my body

Even though this heart will eventually decay,
Cherish the answers you don't have

I'll go far away.
Far from here, I'll go.

But I'll stay.
We'll stay...

We live, 
and one day we gonna be earth.

That's all right.

Dear me, it smells like earth.

土の匂いがする

土の匂いがする / smells like earth

Album Info:
Release Date - 2022/04/24 春M3

More Info：
https://hxn-001.ffffffrecords.com/

XFD：
https://youtu.be/hyvPxeLx_Yg

- Diverse Direct: https://diverse.direct/ffffff-records/hxn-001/
- TANO*C Store: https://www.tanocstore.net/shopdetail/000000002945
- Akibahobby: https://shop.akbh.jp/products/2100000127894

Track List:
Disc 1
1 ARForest - The Unattended
2 Nego_tiator  - An Innocent Breeze
3 はがね - Mossy Glow
𝟒 𝐄𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐭 𝐇𝐬𝐮 - 𝐅𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐲 𝐎𝐟 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐈𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝
5 Yu-dachi  - Hollow Green
6 ああああ - LOSTORY
7 Harito - Bravery
8 モリモリあつし - Mechanical Rhapsody
9 Street - Impatience
10 EmoCosine - Daybreaker
11 ginkiha - Latent Memory
12 削除 - Small Greatest Journey
13 mamomo - Calling (feat.marok)

Disc 2
1 Rigël Theatre - NORN
2 Jun Kuroda - Remains of the Day
3 Capchii - One Last Thing
4 Aoi - Eggdrasil
5 Juggernaut. - Antler
6 ESPITZ - Arlesium Forest
7 Sobrem - Koli
8 Frums - Polaris
9 Ice - Desperate Souls
10 BlackY - Vestige
11 Blacklolita - 杜の国
12 satella - Sanctuary
13 An - Telophase

-------------------------------------------------------
☆Album Staff:
🖊 Produce: ARForestーhttps://twitter.com/ARForest_main
🖊 Mastering & Co-Produce: Chester Parkーhttps://twitter.com/SoySauceStudio
🖊 Design: weissーhttps://twitter.com/weissatelier
🖊 Illustration: Sin:cKーhttps://twitter.com/1341obire
🖊 Novel: habiーhttps://www.instagram.com/habi_write
🖊 PV: inukoroーhttps://twitter.com/inukoro_wanwan
🖊 Japanese Translate: ulsaeーhttps://twitter.com/ul_cms
🖊 Web Design: shiftpshーhttps://twitter.com/shiftpsh
🖊 Web Design: weissーhttps://twitter.com/weissatelier
🖊 Special Thanks: EmoCosineーhttps://twitter.com/EmoCosine

The Unattended

Frailty Of The Isolated

More Info

[The Unattended] Frailty Of The Isolated

I saw a web of light pulling in and out.
It's just like us, I thought.

lyrics:
忘れてた
痛んだ可弱い僕の意思を

ふと思いだす
湖畔に揺蕩う
コースティクス


高い波に飲まれて
呼吸もすべて忘れて
砂に溶けてみたい

忘れてた
浮かんだ記憶の中の一個

網に沿って
ゆらゆら

それらは
僕らを穏やかにつなぐものと
おなじ


高い波に飲まれて
呼吸もすべて忘れて
砂にとけてみたい

////////////////////////////////////////

I'd forgotten
my will was sore and fragile.


I suddenly remember
The caustics swaying on the lakeshore


I want to be swallowed by the high waves,
forget all about breathing
and melt into the sand.

I'd forgotten
One of those floating memories

Along a web of light
Shimmering

They are the same as the ones that loosely connect us


I want to be swallowed by the high waves, 
forget all about breathing 
and melt into the sand

caustics

コースティクス / caustics

an older track from around 2018-2019. inspired by Joe Garston. 

hope you enjoy :)

Neon

seeingthings

a thousand miles

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

old song

If the sun won't rise up again
Who gets the last call pushed up at the end
Once more you're crying tears of regret
Why is it so hard for you to rely on your friends
Cause underneath it all
You know it's hard to grow
But you should hang around
It's tempting just to go
And I'm so sorry you built all that resent
For myself
But it's okay
Cause at the end of the day
We'll meet the end
Again and again
What could've happened if you weren't just a man
Waste all your time yet
Still I wish you well

to you

2001

I started writing this song in the spring of ’22. This time was spent listening to the music of Yuki Kaneko and Manuella Blackburn while immersing myself in the flowering local grasslands. I was struck by the delicate, secluded intimacy of Yuki’s album “rut”, the jaw-dropping detail of Manuella’s “Formes audibles”, and how this music accentuated the surrounding landscape. I tried to capture this feeling and the sense of renewal it inspired while honoring these wonderful artists.

https://alexanderpanos.com

art in collaboration with Zachary Schwadel
instagram.com/zschwadel/

includes a sample of the title track from "rut" (and/OAR, 2008) by Yuki Kaneko
instagram.com/yuki_kaneko_bd/
https://www.and-oar.org/moar_2.html
many thanks to Yuki for generously allowing its inclusion

aperture, for meadow

‘kite song’ is a tribute to the kind of music that pulled me into writing music in the first place many years ago - sparkly, celebratory, dense with colorful motifs and bright palettes. Thanks for listening and I hope you enjoy <3

kite song

Pre-order The Veldt EP: http://smarturl.it/theveldtep [Released: 24th June]. 

deadmau5 feat. Chris James - The Veldt is out now at iTunes: http://smarturl.it/theveldt

deadmau5 feat. Chris James - The Veldt (Radio Edit)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6XOcdoPPXRucBkP5G9S8cD?si=Dum2CABXT7Wt_Ayr6X-R9w

Don't Touch the Ground

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Purity

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Chewing Cotton Wool

Something Has to Change

“But sincerely: Can’t you feel what I’m feeling?”

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