me w/ @crossnecklace prod. @1akura <33

cross - https://www.instagram.com/1crossnecklace/
akura - https://www.instagram.com/1akuraa/
me - https://www.instagram.com/prodflojy

lyrics: 
@flojy
u said im not alright
u wanna see me smile
maybe i fake it just to make it one more time
but you should know that ive been breaking for a while
look at me now
can u even see any signs of life
this fuckin anxiety locked inside my mind
is killing me, im tryin to stay alive

@crossnecklace
was there something i lost on the way?
yeah ive been missin u
u found someone else
yeah u couldnt care less bout me-
something doesnt feel right
think im bouta lose sight
what happened last night
you said u loved me
no, not so fast
i thought you said
you dont detest me,
and that's alright 
but you're the one
who said u need me.
i set myself up but i feel like im falling down
you fuckin left me broken inside yeah
u said u loved me, but im losin my mind yeah
wasting my time yeah, bane of my life yeah
im not alright yeah, and that okay-

not alright (akura)

prod by @lovebitess

@hxroshii
Stains on my jacket I don't really mind.
Silver necklace on my neck, yeah they really shine

if its you I don't mind, if its you I'll be fine
baby girl don't be shy, I'll make sure you gonna shine

and ive been trying not to care about what people say
and im so stuck, get rid of all this fuckin pain
this cigarette doesn't help me relax,
oh my god let me rest!
I hope I don't relapse.

ive been trying to heal, im so stuck without you here
blood mixing with my tears, hurt my wrist I cant feel
scream so loud you cant hear, im so stuck im still here
remember me I cant live if you forget me.

and I cant stand it anymore
and I cant take it anymore
never got a second chance
I could never change the past
relationship that never last
I hope this time it could last

cause ive been busy making CUAN
all this shit is about UANG
baby I don't need your money
I have my own CUAN

and I don't care if you leave me
you're not my destination
and I don't care, I don't need you're affection
I know your love is fake, you giving me heartache
ripped jeans but I still wear it, and maybe I should pray?
and I wish I could stay, but I go far away!
so baby stay away, this is our last day

Story (lovebites)

thanks @1akura @k4rson @angelicxmei


lyrics
and my heart still cold i cannot feel it
seeing blinding lights wish for the healing
give it all my best why cant u see it
wasting all my days the time is fleeing
get it out my chest dont wanna feel it
heart shattered into pieces need a healing
told me pretty lies i didnt see it
memories i hold close are steady fleeing

i cant even see
i cant even breathe
tell me- tell me how u feel when ur right here next 2 me
think i- think i had enough, im still falling down
i still need ur love, but ur not around
someone help me up, up
tell me how to heal
i feel stuck, stuck
told myself that its not real
ill still fight for us, us
even after how u feel
now i keep my heart sealed
now i focus on my healing

can you tell me that im enough baby
you know i just want your love baby
dont know why 
whats the reason that you hate me
i feel like i need you to save me
love me 
i feel you dont your love anymore
talk to me, you dont even talk anymore
you dont want me but 
you said you want me more
i feel rotten to the core, body drop to the floor


and my heart still cold i cannot feel it
seeing blinding lights wish for the healing
give it all my best why cant u see it
wasting all my days the time is fleeing
get it out my chest dont wanna feel it
heart shattered into pieces need a healing
told me pretty lies i didnt see it
memories i hold close are steady fleeing

healing + akura, karson (angelicxmei)

Track 5 - my death in december

u tore me apart but I can't let go
fed me ur lies i shoulda have known
i wanted to stay but u say it's all wrong
my death in december is where i belong
u tore me apart but I can't let go
fed me ur lies i shoulda have known
i wanted to stay but u say it's all wrong
my death in december is where i belong

why do u want me change myself?
u said it's for the better, i should get some help
but those meds will kill me, you know it well
u wanted to end me i know it bae
and now im insane, cause u me threw away
how can u be mad when u made me this way?
n u tell everyone im too depressed
im blaming myself, oh where does this end?

u tore me apart but I can't let go
fed me ur lies i shoulda have known
i wanted to stay but u say it's all wrong
my death in december is where i belong
u tore me apart but I can't let go
fed me ur lies i shoulda have known
i wanted to stay but u say it's all wrong
my death in december is where i belong

my death in december (jayysoul + dami4k)

prod. @yashio20k
shout out @luc3nt, lovely vocals <3
shout out @usatire for mixing lucent's part

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SfqqDBDKdk&pp=wgIGCgQQAhgB

@1sunsuu
I can not stand it
the way that you left me in the dark
I can not manage
the pain that you cost me leave a mark
inside my heart
girl you left and let me bleed with all this scars
don't understand
the way that you changing you acting up

and I just wanna go away
all these pills to numb the pain
girl stop throwing me your hate
I swear to god I'll go insane
please girl stop playing pretend
I promise I won't do it again
got some words inside my brain
yet all this words I can not say

just give me one more nights for me to fix it up
oh girl just one more chance I wouldn't fucked this up
but everytime I try I always ended up stuck
I need myself a hand to help me get me out
oh don't you know that I'm useless thats without a doubt
oh girl I'm bleeding inside with all your fucking cuts
I need myself sometimes for me to make things right
I promise I didn't lie I need you by my side

@luc3nt
i swear i cant lie
i need u by my side
fucked up too many times
u got me hypnotized
but what i mean to u
just a person in the crowd
u split my heart in two
but i still need u around
feel so stuck up
might just spill guts out
i feel my blood gush out
i guess im not cut out
just wanna feel ur touch now
my team hit a touchdown
what are u doinn to me
and im tired of u losing me

proise

promise

promise w/ luc3nt (yashio) *AMV OUT*

first song on this page!!
tysm to @xternalz for working on the instrumental and mixing <3

— lyrics —
i get it if you don’t love me 
the words you dont say still cut me
i dont know how i let it get into my head
that i could be enough for you

and i already want you back
even if you hurt me i cant stay mad
i dont know why you kept it from me
all i wanted was your love to be real

i ran out of luck, you tear me apart
i swear all i want is to be held in your arms
please dont let me go
but i felt it from the start
i just wish i could have your heart

and i already want you back
even if you hurt me i cant stay mad
i just want you back…

i get it if you don’t love me 
the words you dont say still cut me
i dont know how i let it get into my head
that i could be enough for you

severed (xternalz + me)

prod @spaceboyry

4am n ur textin another guy

lyrics :
i couldnt get u back
i been rollin under i been feelin sad
all those times bby that we had 
u left me here sading away in the dirt
wanted 2 change but bby now ur gone
everything in my head felt like a blur 
i wanna know if u would give me ur all ?
baby yeah everything we had

falling in love has always been a bad time
im looping back in my head i couldnt call u mine
its 4am ur textin another guy
im back on my own i think i #wannadie
x2

put up the mask against all ur fkn lies 
dont want u 2 see me down ya boys dont cry
ya baby like u think that i am lame
but ur the one that pushed me far astray
and i been sad im stuck up in my ways
taking the knife ya i got the rollerblade
i been sad like i dont feel kay
rolling over sad like u think that im a lame
couldnt change myself 4 u
i couldnt see it gun 2 my head baby but u cant believe it
i #wannadie baby thought death would take me
i been sadin away i dont feel my heart lately

ya she think im a lame 
im stuck in second place
i jus #wannadie ya jus forget my ways
ya fk this life baby ill depart oneday lately
i been sadin away wld death jus take me

speedrunnin 2 my death im not tryin
speedrunning 2 my death i cant fight it yaya
dont feel my heart beating baby
wld death come 4 me wld it take me ...

fallinginlovehasalwaysbeenabadtime (spaceboyry)

air chair

RETRO DREAMS

Graduation Day

YOU is an album I have spent an UNBELIEVABLE amount of time on. Friends of mine will know this is the biggest piece of work I've done, ever. I'm extremely happy with the end result. 13 tracks headed your way right now. I'd appreciate feedback on this album in the comments! I'm glad to be back to music :D

severed (xternalz + me)

anka

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