losing patience

spirits in my bedroom

i will be there soon

spirits in my bedroom (spirit mix)

break down

dream janitor

prod. happytrench wait till yall hear his project

lyrics:
goodnight momma i love u ill see ya tomorrow
them the last words that i said till i found out she dead and my spirit went dark
that's when i lost my emotions
that's when i found out im open to pain
september 2015 when i found out the house that im in it aint safe

(yeah!) thinkin bout shit that i did
i was alone at my momma house with my brother just thinkin bout shit
that's the first place i fucked a bitch
the first place they recorded a hit
last words i ever spoke to my mother again
really it hurt just sittin there
thinkin bout shit in my past that i never could change
really it hurt just sittin there
thinkin the house i grew up in was never the same
goodnight momma i love u ill see u tomorrow
dad woke me up talkin bout son we gotta go to the ER
i seen my momma dead on a hospital bed
shit really changed me
i talk to evil spirits in my head
thinkin they angels
people gon post on they story and act like they had yo back
but really they strangers
they just want some likes on they pages
that social media shit changed us
i wish u werent lyin
i need somebody to talk to
used to put on a smile
act like i was doin fine but im not
it was just me im alone wit my thoughts
then they gon ask me why im back at school
wit what i been thru
that aint sum i wanna get into
but now i guess i gotta tell u
when u all alone thats when the spirits get loud
i just showed up here to turn em all down
ion even really wanna live in the house that im stuck in
the one i grew up in
dont wanna sleep in the bed momma used to tuck me in
lately pops leavin me lone cause he cant sleep here either
i was just 15 3 in the mornin in my house all alone
september 2015 way before i even had a phone
spirits talk to me they tell me get up and go find that gun
they dont want u here your dad dont even want a fuckin son
just kill yoself and get it over with so u can see yo mom
the angels must be watchin over me it clicked it wasnt even loaded

goodnight momma i love u ill see ya tomorrow
them the last words that i said till i found out she dead and my spirit went dark
that's when i lost my emotions
that's when i found out im open to pain
september 2015 when i found out the house that im in it aint safe
september 2015 that's the month when a part of me died
september 2015 left me numb now i cant even cry

september 2015 (happytrench)

runnin in circles (2UKKO)

tell time (shjn)

patience

losing patience

isho

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