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Alina Baraz & Galimatias - Drift

Another song composed by me :)
I made it in 2 days. I hope you enjoy this emotional and epic song :)

Imagination

. Alexandre Desplat – Dandelions

Infinity / Wicked Game (Carolina Wallace Mashup Cover)

Painting : Niyadbakyr by Kentaro Kanamoto

The Cinematic Orchestra - Arrival Of The Birds & Transformation (Edited)

Cold  - Jorge Méndez (Sad Piano & Violin Instrumental)

A rough rendition of one of London Grammar's most haunting melodies.  

Keyboard and Vocals- Abhilasha Sinha

Interlude- London Grammar (Cover)

Interstellar Main Theme - Extra Extended - Soundtrack By Hans Zimmer

i wanna be yours (5% slower) // arctic monkeys

Birthday Sex

Nicholas Hooper - Dumbledore's Farewell (Extended) (Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince OST)

Make It Rain ( from Sons of Anarchy )

Ruelle's song "Bad Dream" is featured in Pretty Little Liars Season 7 Episode 8 

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BAD DREAM

Ruelle - Storm

Download Song:  https://ronit.bandcamp.com/track/not-afraid-anymore-cover

Video:: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bCFYgdX6NA

Video Created by:

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Thank you for watching my cover of Halsey's "Not Afraid Anymore" from the Fifty Shades Darker soundtrack.  This song grabbed me immediately and as I was singing it for the first time I started to relate to these lyrics, but perhaps on a different level that Halsey had intended.  I realized this was so relevant to my life, and how I'd been feeling about my sexuality.  I've only dated one women in my life, but always had feelings and attraction for both women and men.  But it scares me, scares me to tell my close friends and family, and it the thought of announcing this to the world scares me too.  Will people take me seriously, laugh at me, talk about me behind my back, tell me it's just phase, or even worse say they are going to pray for me.   Well I can't hid forever.  I figured if I'm going to stop hiding, I'll do it my way -- via my art.  

I'm not afraid anymore.  

Further thoughts on bisexuality:  

A lot of people who grow up bisexual may not even realize they are such.  It might take 20 or 30 years or more of their life to even figure it out.  When you have feelings for both men and women its often easier to go for the heterosexual choice - the choice that won’t cause your family or friends to look down upon you, the choice you don’t have to explain to anyone, the choice that won’t get you stared at or gossiped about.  Man + Woman - it’s the easy choice to make.  One day though you’ll have a realization that you have never embraced the other side of your self.  The side that longs to be with someone of the same sex. This side of yourself that you’re afraid to express, that you’ve never explored.  When you finally go there you find a whole world of feelings and emotion that you’ve never experienced before.  But still you are scared, scared to really commit to someone of the same sex, scared of what people will think of you, especially since you’ve been in heterosexual relationships your whole life.  Everything is confusing, you don’t know what you want and what you don’t want.  In love with him but longing for her.  And you wonder, even if you do make the choice you’re so afraid of - will you ever be satisfied or will you always be longing for what you don’t have?

Not Afraid Anymore (Halsey Cover)

Finding Peace

As heard on Lifetime's "Dance Moms" and LOGO's "The Baby Wait"

Losing You

Sad Dramatic Music Instrumental The Masquerade

Move

"The Investment"
Written by Stacey Randol


Lyrics:
Places, places please
In the first scene
Where they meet
They pause, spending time
Investing time, time
The beauty of the new

Now turn to scene two
Courses collide
Living in lies
For what would be the point
Of a story without a fight
Without two sides of the story to tell

The last act takes place afront the curtain
A monologue
lonely ranting
This is the hour where solitude’s found
The deadly convention
Has fleeted away, all’s quiet now

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Lisa Barron