Lyrics:

I think about...
I think about my past.

Things that happened to me,
And I have done,
An endless circle of life.

Falling - Devotion
You are falling into your fanatic devotion.

I'm lying on the bed.
He touches me.
I'm frozen.
Don't know what to do.
It feels like he's burning my skin.
Every touch.
It will be over soon.

Falling - Devotion
You are falling into your fanatic devotion.

Now he's gone,
But I can't get rid of this smell.
It's like he never left.
Washing, Cleaning, Washing, Cleaning,
Washing, Cleaning, Washing, Cleaning!
I can't get rid of this smell!

Falling - Devotion
You are falling into your fanatic devotion.

Devotion

Lyrics:

I'm about to hate you all,
But that's not the way.
I'm about to hate.

I'm about to hate you all.
I want to believe in love,
But there is too much blood.
It's the only way for me: to drown in blood.

"You see me?!"

"No, leave me alone!"

"I will never let you go!"

"Please, leave me alone!"

"You're under control!
Everything you do."

"Please, leave me alone!"

And all I wish is silence...

I'm about to hate you all,
But that's not the way.
I'm about to hate.

I'm about to hate you all.
I want to believe in love,
But there is too much blood.
It's the only way for me: to drown in blood.

Drown In Blood

Lyrics:

I can feel the echos of myself.
They're longing for me.

So much love
So much passion
So much faith

I'm losing contact to myself.

Passion

Lyrics:

I am in darkness again.
I am crying over the sink again.

I am here. 
Feeling myself again.
I am here.
Finally, feeling myself again.

"Oh, I'm feeling myself again.
I don't know what I'm looking at.
I forgot who I am. I forgot!
Oh, this pain I felt for so long.
Now I remember everything."

I am in darkness again.
I am crying over the sink again.

I am here. 
Feeling myself again.
I am here.
Finally, feeling myself again.

"It feels so good.
I can feel my strength.
It feels so good!"

Yes, I can feel myself,
But I want to feel you, too.
How can I find the right way?
In my memories you're always true.

Yes, I can feel myself,
But I want to feel you, too.
How can I find the right way?
In my memories we're always true.

Here Again

Lyrics:

You don't know how I'd love to be with you,
But I can't 'cause you have to find yourself.
You don't know how I'd love to be with you,
But I can't 'cause you have to love yourself.

You think everyone has to feel sorry for you
Just to like you.
You think everyone has to see how broken you are
Just to love you.

So you constantly intend to harm yourself
Just to be loved.
You constantly intend to harm yourself
Just to be loved.

Come on, harm yourself!
I wanna see you harm yourself!

You constantly intend to harm yourself
Just to be loved.
You constantly intend to harm yourself
Just to be loved.

You don't know how I'd love to be with you,
But I can't 'cause you have to find yourself.
You don't know how I'd love to be with you,
But I can't 'cause you have to love yourself.

Absence

Lyrics:

I think I'm dead.
What if this place is like hell?
Are we living in hell? - No.

What do you see?
Is this the place you imagined?
Is it paradise?

Hell

Lyrics:

I'll try to hide from you for as long as I can
Don't want to feel this love again

I thought I found you in this cold world
But now I realize it was just a lie

A lie...
I can't believe it was just a lie
Maybe in another life I will meet you 
And you love me like I do now

I thought I found you in this cold world
But now I realize it was just a lie

Thoughts

Lyrics:

And there is something I feel.
There is something I long for.
And I fall...
Into the endless stream of loneliness.

What do you want here?
Out of my sight!

This is my space.
Get out of my sight!
Just leave me be.
Get out of my sight!

Dark purple waves are flooding my soul
The sweetest embrace
Dark purple waves are flooding my soul
I love this loneliness

Loneliness!

Loneliness

Lyrics:

Should it be like this?
Should it be like this?
How can someone change his whole demeanor?

How can he change himself?
From one second to another
It's like I'm speaking to a whole new person
From one second to another

Will it be like this...
Will it be like this forever?
How can he change his whole demeanor?

I hate myself!
It doesn't matter now
Don't try to safe me!

I hate myself!
I'm doing what i want now
Don't try to safe me!

Demeanor

Lyrics:

You are running away from yourself
I won't stop to believe in you
You have to face yourself
I won't stop to believe in you

Don't run away from yourself
I won't stop to believe in you
You have to face yourself
I won't stop to believe in you

Look at yourself
Try to love you
I want to see you rise
Above them all

Rise

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8QnCec7QSA

Lyrics:

I wanna give up now
Temperance, temperance, come here
I won't give up now
Temperance, temperance is near

You hope to find it inside yourself
But it's not a part of you
Not a part of you

You hope for temperance
But you will never find it
Never find it

You will never find temperance
Just give it up now!
Give it up now!

I wanna give up now
Temperance, temperance, come here
I won't give up now
Temperance, temperance is near

And I see them crying in my dreams
Crying in my dreams
I can't stand this anymore

And I know I will be at your side
When you lose control
 
I know you will never find it
But I will be at your side

I wanna give up now
Temperance, temperance, come here
I won't give up now
Temperance, temperance is near

And I know I will be at your side
When you lose control
You will never find temperance
And I will be at your side

Temperance

Music Video:
https://youtu.be/tpKtGsBsi8c 

Lyrics:
There is something
I can hear it
It hurts, it can't be good
What is good anyways?
I can hear it
It hurts
It hurts so much

Can you hear the mourning of ourselves
I can't push it away anymore
You don't want to hear the mourning of yourself
Try to push it away

Do you really think you can handle this?
You can handle this?

Do you really think you can handle this?
Then handle this!
Don't say a thing now
Just handle this!
What are you doing now?
Just take back your control!
  
Can you hear the mourning of ourselves
I can't push it away anymore
You don't want to hear the mourning of yourself
Try to push it away

Somehow I like the mourning of myself
I don't want to push it away anymore
I like the mourning of myself
Maybe I should push it away

Do you really think you can handle this?
Then handle this!
Don't say a thing now
Just handle this!
What are you doing now?
Just take back your control!

Mourning

Lyrics:

And I go to that place
Memories over memories

I have to face it now
Give me something
So I can handle that
Handle that

I know it's hard
You have to see
Another black hole
I know, you don't wanna see your pain within

And you see yourself
Did you think you'll see something else 
That will fight you or comfort you?
Fight you - Comfort you

Here are the ghosts of my past
(Fight you - Comfort you)

They will never leave me alone
(Fight you - Comfort you)

I feel them deep in my heart
(Fight you - Comfort you)

I hope they will never leave me alone
(Fight you - Comfort you) 

Maybe I'm wrong
All these memories
All these people
I feel them inside
There's so much pain
Everyone dies inside
And I want to see you now
Don't die without me

Ghosts

Dissociation

Lyrics:
Ich bin allein 
Und werd es immer sein

I believe in myself
I'm strong enough
To take it all

I will never leave myself alone
Why should I? 
That's the reason I exist

I will never leave myself alone
And no one can harm me anymore

No one can harm me anymore

Warum guckst du so?
Was denn?
Was ist denn? 
Warum guckst du so?

Do with me what you want
I don't care
Seduce and abuse me like you want
I don't care

Trauma

Lyrics:
There is something
I can hear it
It hurts, it can't be good
What is good anyways?
I can hear it
It hurts
It hurts so much

Can you hear the mourning of ourselves
I can't push it away anymore
You don't want to hear the mourning of yourself
Try to push it away

Do you really think you can handle this?
You can handle this?

Do you really think you can handle this?
Then handle this!
Don't say a thing now
Just handle this!
What are you doing now?
Just take back your control!

Can you hear the mourning of ourselves
I can't push it away anymore
You don't want to hear the mourning of yourself
Try to push it away

Somehow I like the mourning of myself
I don't want to push it away anymore
I like the mourning of myself
Maybe I should push it away

Do you really think you can handle this?
Then handle this!
Don't say a thing now
Just handle this!
What are you doing now?
Just take back your control!

Lyrics:
Hey, my best friend
Bring me home
Hey, my best friend
Come on, come bring me home

You're my best friend
I know, you'll bring me home
I'm sorry my best friend
Just bring me home

Bring Me Home

Lyrics:
Here comes the day, I feel it
Why can’t you see what they’ve done?
They’ve stolen the light in your mind
They’ve stripped away all that’s true

Reclaim your soul!

You’re not alone
Stand up for what’s right
Let the chains fall, free your mind
We will rise, we will fight!

And they gained power
They promised a way and led them to their doom
With blinded eyes, they marched in line
Now see the ruins, hear the cries

I adore you, brother,
You're stronger than your father 

You’re not alone
Stand up for what’s right
Let the chains fall, free your mind
We will rise, we will fight!

Lucifer

Lyrics:
I am here for you
You have to find a way to cross over
You will be there for me
After you found your way to cross over

Is that silence?
Now? Why is she so silent?
I don't dare to look
Maybe she's gone now
What should I do?
I have to look

I have to be strong for you
You have to find a way to cross over
You will be there for me
After you found your way to cross over

I'm desperate and full of fear
I don't want to let you go
Maybe you're already gone
You're already gone
Aren't you breathing anymore?
Are you there?

I am here for you 
You have to find a way to cross over
You will be there for me
After you found your way to cross over

I have to be strong for you
You have to find a way to cross over
You will be there for me
After you found your way to cross over

Cross Over

Lyrics:
Now that I'm free
It tears me apart
Now that I'm free
I try to keep every piece of my heart

What should I do?
Which way will I go?

Now that I'm free
It tears me apart
Now that I'm free
I try to keep every piece of my heart

And I try to remember
How it started
What was the beginning of it all?

And I'm here inside that void again
I see myself
Helpless and alone
I want to cherish you
You are a god of yourself
Helpless and alone

And I don't want to feel
I want to heal
I don't want to feel
I just want to heal

Is it almost coming?
I'll do what I can!
It starts to hurt now
I'll do what I can!

I'm almost there!

Tell me, How long do I have to do this?
Tell me, how long?!
I hear my voice
I hear myself crying

I'm almost there!

Is it almost coming?
I'll do what I can!
It starts to rain now

Now that you're done
It tears me apart
Now that you're done
Is there a place for me in your heart?

I know I did it right
Did you like it?

You will never forget me

Maelstrom

Lyrics:
Here, in the dark of the sea above
See you here.. here!
And I can see them dissolve into tears
I know, I'll disappear in the dark of the sea of fear
I believe it happened to me here
I will disappear in the dark of the sea of fear
So, I will leave and dissolve into tears

Dissolve

Echoes of Sorrow

Lyrics:
Death is life
Life is death
I can do it 

Death is life
Life is death
I can do it 

I long for an honest relationship
Honesty leads to endless love
And I will feel that love
But I won't see whats good for me

I think I can see death from up close
You can smell it
You can feel it

I think I can see life from up close
You can smell it
You can feel it 

I feel my life turning black
Whats going on now?

Where will that lead me?
Is this a new beginning?
Why did you leave me?
Lead me!

Death is life
Life is death
I can do it 

Death is life
Life is death
I can do it 

Feel it!
Why don't you live your life for death?

Death

Lyrics:
I watch myself talking
About things I don't really mean

I didn't want you to see me like this
This is not who I am
I just didn't know how to say it
It is not who I am

I know it's always a matter of perspective
And it feels like
Someone is speaking through me

I didn't want you to see me like this
This is not who I am
I just didn't know how to say it
It is not who I am

Someone is speaking through me

(I am forsaken again)

"O Götter, warum liegt ihr so auf mir?
Warum verwüstet ihr mich so? 
Warummuss meine Kraft in mir gelähmt sein?
Warum bin ich lebendigen Leibes wie ein wüstes Gefild?
Und diese Nessel!
Diese Nessel wächst aus mir heraus! und ich hab nicht die Kraft zu jäten!
Warum geschieht mir das?"

(Forsaken)

I didn't want you to see me like this
This is not who I am
I just didn't know how to say it
It is not who I am

I didn't want you to see me like this
This is not who I am
I just didn't know how to say it
Maybe it is who I am

I just didn't want you to see me like this
Is it who I am?
I didn't know how to say it
I think it is who I am

Who I Am

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Lyrics:

And you pray to feel safe again
He won't save you now!
Show me the way

I know I will always fall into the cage of what I believe
Is there a way out of this?
Show me the way

You see the way to feel safe again
He won't save you now!
You see the way to feel safe again
He will never save you!

I always saw the signs
It's like I can't unsee what they did to me
What they did to me

I know I will always fall into the cage of what I believe
Is there a way out of this?
Show me the way

Leviathan

Ascension

Elusive

Sorrow

Calamity

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0Z4e1c_Hys&t=25s

Lyrics:

I see it, 
the tear that leaves your eye, 
slowly it glides across your cheek. 

Why? 

I feel it, 
the anger you carry within, 
leaping from your soul. 

Why?

Tears

Tears (Music Video on YouTube!)

Lyrics:

Will you reject me?
Will you abandon me?
Will you forget me?
Forget me.

The self unites us.
Me and You - You and Me.

Unity

Fear

Lyrics:
I wait for the decision,
wait for the sense.

I wait for the change,
wait for the sense.

In my fantasy
you're perfect.

No one is perfect,
yet hope leaves us faith.

Sense

A new world awaits us.
Don't believe.
Think.

Thanks to Runa for providing the vocals.

New World

Rituals

Lyrics:

Don't want to fall in love with you,
I am so afraid to hurt myself.

And when I fall in love with you,
Will I take your hand?
Will you feel again?

And when I fall in love with you,
Will you stand by my side? 
Will you be my saviour?

And when you fall in love with me,
Will you be afraid to hurt yourself?

And when you fall in love with me,
Will you take my hand?
Will I feel again?

And when you fall in love with me,
I will stand by your side,
I want to be your saviour.

Disunity

Music Video "Rain" on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjFh_0X5JGE

Lyrics:

There is something about you
I can't get it out of my head
And it's all about you

This is not what I wanted
And it's all about you
This is not what I wanted
And it's raining down my face
These tears I cry only for you

And everything feels so meaningless without you

Rain

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