this is not my home 
I won't let them bury me here

City As The Definition Of Loss (first Demo)

This is my first ableton project but i am about to lose it because it smh got un-cracked and now i can't save nor export :") so this may be my only chance to have this whole together, but i still lag at times and i apologise for this also. everything on this was recorded for the first or at last second time. Maybe one day I can get a decent export of this. I really put my time into writing for it and i am actually quite proud. anyhow i hope you enjoy. 

Liars (demo)

one single day i want/walked away from these lies/eyes

I am frightened of my own hair brushing against the pillow
I’m frightened of my mother dying
I am frightened of my internal organs
I am frightened of the diseases I carry
I’m afraid of my body in the mirror
I am frightened of little noises at night
I am frightened of the door creaking
I am afraid you only live in my head
I am frightened of my future
I am frightened of the past
I am frightened of myself 
And frightened of the others
Specially you

I am afraid you’ll never leave my head
But I’m forgotten so soon in yours instead

I never want you to see me like this
I never wanted you to see me like this
I’m sorry
I am frightened out of my life about everything
I don’t know
 it wasn’t supposed to be like this

I can not not know 
I will never know

I Cannot Know

Made abusing the sounds of someone in danger : ambulance sounds
Also a voice recording of myself woken up in the middle of the night to record statements from my dream + beats n stuff

…and I don’t know, what the f*ck was I doing

A short one. Just something that was true that rhymed:

Descend into agony I might be a savior 
Descend into boredom I might be a traitor
Descend into fear

descend

This is inspired by the events that occured on september 8th 2018, Tehran, Iran
i am uploading this hoping it would be the start of it eventually. I'm neither a good songwriter nor a musician. although i love to explore and experiment and i love poetry and music. I hope you like this and i hope that id continue to upload stuff here. thanks.

MEAN IDEA

A Night At Ab Anbar

Brouillard

Panic In The Mirror

another project trying to incorporate more and more instruments in a song. i dunno if I've done a good job here, sometimes it feels a bit off. i hope you guys enjoy nevertheless

Memories (Demo)

I was sad so I made this.  If it makes no sense, I'm sorry

Judgement

I wrote about how my love is turning into a submarine.

Submarine

Im a poet and video/visual artist based in Tehran, Iran.
I am sharing experiences which i thought were worth to document, reanalize and make art out of.

N3V0

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