(PROD. LIL RAV)

ill be on my own
ill be on my phone
i dont even know
if im gonna be with you at all
tearing me apart
breaking all my bones
everyday i feel my back against the wall

but what if i could be the one for you?
if you love me tell me why you let me down
i still remember the day you left my room
i want to change, but i dont know how

i cannot see my love
shes far away from me
she took a piece of me
cut through me like a blade
now all i feel is pain
outside i hear the rain

outside i hear the rain

SPOTIFY

Cut Through Me Like A Blade

@sicb0i & @otapxpato

she told me to come over and spend the night
i got no feelings for her, but she dont even mind
i got good drugs in my coat, mixing up with the wine
lay me down and tell me to relax, choke me till im dead

so choose, bitch
ill let you decide
do you wanna take my life in this heavenly night?

i wont put up a fight, i wont even cry
ima let u decide if u wanna try

You’ll try me
You’ll deny me
I been feeling all alone since I’ve been 18

Surviving’s 
Like dying
Bitch don’t u dare hit my phone 
Cuz as of lately

I’m climbing
I’m thriving
Baby I need to let you go cause I know you a fiend 

I’m finding
The timing
Has never been better cuz I know me and you are weak 

You’re so weak
You’re so weak

Heavenly Night w/ SICB0I (prod. OTAP)

prod @otapxpato

ive been alone, ive been on my own
ive been by myself for way too long
wasting all my time with you on my phone
pop another pill, write another song

got me thinking bout my life, about the time that i made you cry
i still think about the time i would give you my fucking life

i dont wanna go, i dont wanna die
i dont wanna fight, i dont wanna cry
i fell in love with you, im waisting my time
help me because im drowning inside of my mind

Drowning (prod. OTAP)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

if you really love me, tell me why i cry every night because of you
and i cant forget all the pain that you made me go through

its burning inside of my chest
you say you love me now but we are not going to last
just want you to be honest with me, let me know what you want
i got so many fake friends, thats why im always alone (lilrav)

you lied to my face, stabbed my back
and i dont want you to stay if you gon do it again
blame it on me, i feel you crawling on my skin
so tell me the price i have to pay for my sins

you tell your reasons to lie, its not enough to believe
if everything is my fault, what do you want from me?
go find somebody else, cause im not playing your games
bitch you will not bring me down

if you really love me, tell me why i cry every night because of you
and i cant forget all the pain that you made me go through

its burning inside of my chest
you say you love me now but we are not going to last
just want you to be honest with me, let me know what you want
i got so many fake friends, thats why im always alone

Always Alone

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I know you're praying for my fall
I feel my back against the wall
cause I got friends that lie to me
But I got plans of being rich
So tell me where did u go this time
Im spending time tryna get high
Im spending time trying to find
you face, so I don't wanna...

Me and you, we are far from over
I don't wanna be a fucking loner
I'm trying to find my purpose in life
I've been wasting my time
we are wasting our lives like this

We're so far from being over
Baby I've been taking too much I'm not sober
I wanna feel your touch can you come a lil closer
Taking all my fucking know it's you that I've chosen

You taking all my pain
I fell in love with your face
I wanna see you today
But baby there's no way

Hear everything that I say
I always want you to stay
I'm taking shots Cobain
Until I think of your name

But now I'm falling again let me I wanna have some fun
I wanna take too much I wanna get fucked up
Loading it up I'm on all kinds of drugs
I need my Shawty for real I never care bout the lust

Me and you, we are far from over
I don't wanna be a fucking loner
I'm trying to find my purpose in life
I've been wasting my time
we are wasting our lives like this

Batendo a cabeça na parede
Quero perfurar toda essa falha
Eu só quero ser assim
Eu só quero ser assim

Far From Over w/ Tofer

(PROD. LIL RAV)

Youngblood thinks there's always tomorrow
I miss your touch on nights when I'm hollow
Youngblood thinks there's always tomorrow
I miss your touch on nights when I'm hollow

You called my phone, you want me around
Hold my cup when I hit the ground
Only thing that matters to me
Is looking for who I used to be

I waste my time, I know we fight for nothing
I want your love, you want me dead, I know it

You called my phone, you want me around
Hold my cup when I hit the ground
Only thing that matters to me
Is looking for who I used to be

I waste my time, I know we fight for nothing
I want your love, you want me dead, I know it

Ghost Of Us

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
I wont pick it up
I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
I wont pick it up
I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
I've been poppin pills and I've been feeling slow
I don't wanna die, I never seen the snow
But I'm feeling cold

I found somebody else and now she treat me right
She listen to my song and then she call me babe
I don't know if she love but I'll be alright
As long as she don't hurt me Ima be okay

I've been reminiscing things I said and I'm not proud of myself
I cannot change the past, yeah I know that

Yeah, I hate that
And you know it
I wont be back

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
I wont pick it up
I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
Ive been Poppin pills and I've been feeling slow
I don't wanna die, I never seen the snow
But I'm feeling cold

Tell me why I'm cold
I don't wanna go
I just wanna hold
Wanna hold you close

I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight
won't leave tonight
won't leave tonight
won't leave tonight
I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight

Nightlight

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I will never see you again
Even if I try, I know it will never be the same
I'll run away as fast as I can
Runaway from every memory of me and you

I hate myself, I hate my life
Just end me soon, I wanna die
I'm far from everyone I know
Been popping pills, I dying slow

Been feeling lonely
Ever since my best friend died I can't go on
I pop a pill and write another song
Accept that I'm not what you want so I keep moving on
I will never see you again
Even if I try, I know it will never be the same
I'll run away as fast as I can
Runaway from every memory of me and you

I hate myself, I hate my life
Just end me soon, I wanna die
I'm far from everyone I know
Been popping pills, I dying slow

Been feeling lonely
Ever since my best friend died I can't go on
I pop a pill and write another song
Accept that I'm not what you want so I keep moving on

I Keep Moving On

(PROD. LIL RAV)

i feel it in my soul
it hurts me inside
cant get out of my head
get out of my life

when im deep in the ground
they will say that im perfect
its pointless
im worth it
ill comeback from the dead   

my heart is on the line
but i could never die
you fucking with me baby
why you crying all the time? 

i know what you want, i can see the way you look at me 
i woke up from a heart attack, im living in a movie screen
phone call from my ex, thats a test, she a fucking fiend
cheated on me, said it was my fault i was 17
now i know exactly what i want, i found me a dream
now i know exaclty how you feel

you need to find yourself a brand new purpose
i wanna know about the things you feel
i know the things youve seen will haunt you forever
but thats just the way it is

i feel it in my soul
it hurts me inside
cant get out of my head
get out of my life

when im deep in the ground
they will say that im perfect
its pointless
im worth it
ill comeback from the dead 

you need to find yourself a brand new purpose
i wanna know about the things you feel
i know the things youve seen will haunt you forever
but thats just the way it is

SIX FEET UNDER

(PROD. LIL RAV)

im tryna comeback
i know that youre sad
im sorry for everything bae

i made you cry
it was my fault
but u dont undersand the pain
that i have to endure
that i have to endure

and i dont wanna love you
all they wanna do is use and leave me broken
and i dont wanna cry
and i dont wanna take my life

and i dont wanna love you
all they wanna do is use and leave me broken
and i dont wanna cry
and i dont wanna take my life

im tryna comeback
i know that youre sad
im sorry for everything bae

i made you cry
it was my fault
but u dont undersand the pain
that i have to endure
that i have to endure

ik that ur sad

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I don't wanna die like this
you left me here, I'm broken now
wanna change but don't know how
I hate these pills
I hate myself
cant recognize
I'm someone else

you left me here, I'm broken now
wanna change but don't know how
I hate these pills
I hate myself
cant recognize
I'm someone else

take me away from this place and I'll be okay
hold me close to your chest cause I don't feel safe

I lost control over my head
past few days laying on my bed
and I don't wanna make you sad
But I'm not gonna make it till the end of the year

I don't wanna die like this
you left me here, I'm broken now
wanna change but don't know how
I hate these pills
I hate myself
cant recognize
I'm someone else

you left me here, I'm broken now
wanna change but don't know how
I hate these pills
I hate myself
cant recognize
I'm someone else

take me away from this place and I'll be okay
hold me close to your chest cause I don't feel safe

Hate These Pills

(PROD. LIL RAV)

these drugs make me feel fine
when I'm far away from you I feel alright
I got songs in my hard drive
making memories and dying at the same time

I know everything is wrong with me
everything you said, in my head, it keeps haunting me
I don't have any friends, I don't trust, they all lie to me
they all lie to me, trust, they all lie to me

far away from everything 
making the same old "new memories"
far away from everything 
making the same old "new memories"

if she call my phone
it won't be long before I call her back
got me reading texts and reminiscing everything you said

I know what you want
but you don't know what I need
and you talk about your feelings
when it's only you and me

youngboidrama
smoke my pain away
got the same old shirt
got the same old name

say why you mad at me
bb im not fighting at all
I used care but
now only care bout myself

(dont know what i need)
(its only u and me)
(smoke my pain away)
(got the same old, got the same old)

these drugs make me feel fine
when I'm far away from you I feel alright
I got songs in my hard drive
making memories and dying at the same time

I know everything is wrong with me
everything you said, in my head, it keeps haunting me
I don't have any friends, I don't trust, they all lie to me
they all lie to me, trust, they all lie to me

the same old new memories

(PROD. LIL RAV)

now I only care about myself
don't ask for help
I won't pick up my phone
I'm selfish

I'm selfish
You're way better than me
I got questions
You're the answer I need

I felt so safe but now I'm falling again
you had your fun, and now you're leaving
I'm still feeling the same

you say you do, but you cannot understand
I'm popping pills and counting racks
bitch I feel like a king

bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die

You think I just came to fuck
I know
I made you love me
Wasn’t trying
Just the way that it goes
You really mean it
You're not just one of these hoes
I got em feening 
The way I’m turning you on

I'm sagging my pants
See the fit
I'm a man
Not a kid
You’d be a fool
To try and step to me

Im chasing these bands
Not a clique
Need a hand
Get a grip
I'm flushing pain out
With some Hennessy

Bars after bars
I do it easily
I know I’m in your heart
You opened up to me

Don’t fucking make me start
Don’t try and make it deep
I had you in my arms
And now you can’t get next to me

Bars after bars
I do it easily
I know I’m in your heart
You opened up to me

Don’t fucking make me start
Don’t try and make it deep
I had you in my arms
And now you can’t get next to me

now I only care about myself
don't ask for help
I won't pick up my phone
I'm selfish

I'm selfish
You're way better than me
I got questions
You're the answer I need

I felt so safe but now I'm falling again
you had your fun, and now you're leaving
I'm still feeling the same

you say you do, but you cannot understand
I'm popping pills and counting racks
bitch I feel like a king

bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die

bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die

SuperStar w/ NORUE

(PROD. LIL RAV)

Another day waiting for death
Thinking about all the things I regret
While I'm being haunted by all the mistakes
And the bullshit I had to go through in the past
I don't know why I suffer like this

I'm blaming myself every day
Thinking about the way you ran away
And I am not going to treat you the same
I'm gonna be buried I know it's my fate
I know that you are trying to kill me

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

See me everywhere
Around you
But you’ll never see my face
Where I’m at
No turning back
How does it feel reading my name

Knowing how they gassed you up
I had to put you in your place
Not my ego
Just the truth
How I’ve been fucking up this game

Disrespect me
Yeah I see it
Now I'll tell you stand aside
You’re a sheep tryna be woke
And I could never be that guy

How you envy
For no reason
That's the thing you try to hide
But you’ll never do the work
So you can’t have
Whatever is mine

Took it all down
Just to bring it back
Pouring out my heart now
Everything I have
Walk around the mall
I might drop a couple bags
I remember being broke
Down bad
Bounced back

You tried to diss me
On a couple trash raps
Think I never heard it
Why the fuck you so mad
But it never beef
I never cared for last laughs
I’d probably do the same
The way your songs got lapped
My bad

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

New Dawn w/ NORUE

[PROD. LIL RAV]

I cannot change my ways
I'm at your door
Don't let me in
You really thought that I would feel sorry
Well I don't feel a thing
Yeah they know my name
I'm a superstar

I know that you want me to stay
Ever since I left you in may
All the fights we had over pride
All the shit you said to my face

I think it's hard to notice
Cause you can't tell the difference
It's like a SUPERNOVA
Look up to the sky and see me shine in the distance

Looking at my name
Looking at my name
(just look)
See it in reverse
That's the real thing
(what's good)
Grew up in the city
Repping bk
(I rep)
Grew up no love
Now they need me
(I'm there)

Slender man
Pulled up to the function
Taking notes
Im a letter man
Each song I make
Could be a poem

Now they wanna hate
But if they don't
I did it wrong
You don't even know me
You just know me for my songs

I'm a deadstar
Shining
Cut you up like a diamond
I'm a new star
Hiding
When I show up you wont doubt it
Fast new whip
Zooming past
Low mileage
Crash that shit
I don't give a fuck
Bout it

You know where I'm at
So find me
(just find me)
Now I'm running out of time
I'm dying
(I'm dying, aye)

I cannot change my ways
I'm at your door
Don't let me in
You really thought that I would feel sorry
Well I don't feel a thing
Yeah they know my name
I'm a superstar

It's like a SUPERNOVA
Look up to the sky and see me shine in the distance

Deadstar/Supernova w/ NORUE

you will never know my side
ill never let you know the way
i truly feel
the scars you gave
will never heal

you will never know my side
ill never let you know the way
i truly feel
the scars you gave
will never heal

whyd you got me feeling so numb?
i hate doing drugs
yeah they heal me and they kill me
at the same time

my dad told me that I gotta grow up
he didn't realize
that I wanted to be just like him

i said what I had to say
now I'm gonna walk the fuck away
you can put the blame on me for your mistakes
but you can never say that I didn't try

I'm falling
you're broken
this cycle won't end
now watch me through your phone
bb cause im walking away

I'm falling
you're broken
this cycle won't end
now watch me through your phone
bb cause im walking away

you're never gonna understand what I feel
you're never gonna be the one for me
I never understood the way that you act
and I've been waiting here since the day you left

Grotesque (Prod. Aureola)

[PROD. LIL RAV]

this is my life now
not gonna last long
but I don't give a fuck
it's the life that I chose

just keep it in mind 
cause one day I'ma have to go
you tryna make me mad
bitch that shit is so laughable

you know what's on my head
you know why im taking meds
did you really mean the things you said?
that you regret the time we had

I had hope but
it was pointless
now I hate how I feel
I'm so fucking high I don't know what's real
you know I keep it on me just in case I need to kill
all these demons in my living room are looking for me
yeah, forgive me bae
I'm never gonna go back
this is my life now

I guess that this is my life now
you know that I chose this
baby I chose this
I chose this

you try to make me mad
but that shit doesn’t work
I only wanted you
I never wanted to hurt

you think your so fucking perfect
you made me feel worthless
I could of showed you love
could have gave you a purpose

you tried to fool a legend
without knowing its me
Im always staying humble
so you thought it would mean
that maybe I wouldn’t mean shit
now that you’ve seen it
your questioning it all
could you really believe it?

all those days
I made it through the struggle
I could never be a lame
but if I’m gone fall
then the world might change
and if I’m gone ball
then I’d rather start today
cause you know I can’t wait, bae

I had hope but
it was pointless
now I hate how I feel
I'm so fucking high I don't know what's real
you know I keep it on me - need to kill
all these demons - looking for me
yeah, forgive me bae
I'm never gonna go back
this is my life now

I Chose This w/ NORUE

[PROD. LIL RAV]

black shoes
black shirt
brand new jacket
peep on my phone
same old habits
fifteen reasons why you hate me
nineteen I thought you could change me

I've been talking to myself about it
you tell me you hate me
but can't live without me

well, im sorry 
I know I'm not good
please hold on to the memories of me and you

black shirt 
black jeans
angel on my sleeve now
black skirt
off her
I do it with my teeth wow
black limousine
pulling up to my dream house
I don’t want to grow old
dead before I’m senile

I am not a snake
all your secrets
yeah I’ll keep that
I can’t be a fake 
kicking back
how I relax
if I ever bleed
I wont tell you that I relapsed
what ever you need
If it’s mine you could keep that

black shirt 
black jeans
angel on my sleeve now
black skirt
off her
I do it with my teeth wow
black limousine
pulling up to my dream house
I don’t want to grow old
dead before I’m senile

black shoes
black shirt
brand new jacket
peep on my phone
same old habits
fifteen reasons why you hate me
nineteen I thought you could change me

well, im sorry 
I know I'm not good
please hold on to the memories of me and you

High School Me Would've Hated It w/ NORUE

(PROD. LIL RAV)

And they stole my lies
You were right before
And they wanted to run around all night
They stole my lies
Stole it all
They have been the ones to see enough

I dont understand the feeling
all this loneliness is killing me and I
I just cannot fall
I dont wanna go back at all

Im not gonna go back
everything that you said
i can't do it again
even though i promised u

Im writing all about the pain in my head
I feel the icy breath of death upon my neck
I dont wanna fight, I dont wanna lie
but Im just tired of changing for you 

you know Im fighting all these demons ahead
my life is nothing and I just wanna end it
Im tired of hating, Im tired of faking
Im feeling so faithless, my feelings are fading

they went back on us
I could know him to come over when
it's the thought that emerges
I could never love, your eyes have changed

I dont understand the feeling
all this loneliness is killing me and I
I just cannot fall
I dont wanna go back at all

Im not gonna go back
everything that you said
i can't do it again
even though i promised u

Im dont wanna go back
everything that you said
i can't do it again
even though i promised u

It Stares Back At Me

I was a ghost
Halted in flight
Kneeling
There of the heart
(songs about the pain)
(drugs to numb my veins)
(blocked you on my phone)
(you're never gon see me again)
God undertow
(never gon see me again)
(never gon see me again)
Feeling
(you don't deserve all this treatment)
(he can't do better than I did)

close the door
turn the lights out
grab my heart
burn it right now

got so far
feel like dying
whole place crowded
screaming my name

ayy 

it's when you love me
you touch me
but now you don't wanna fuck me
I never get her to trust

I keep it on me she knows it
I keep her safe when she's with me
and now she

she says that she wants me 
they told me that
I would never get this far
now they be asking for feats

ask for a verse in my song
shout-out to everyone making my beats
yuh, shout-out to me

and fuck them
and fuck what they think
we're saving the game
we're saving the scene

y'all motherfuckers lame
you'll never be me
you'll never understand and know 
what it means

we are not the same
you wanna be me
you can only complain

I learned this shit all by myself
don't need no money and fame
they tryna fuck with my gang

y'all call it rap
y'all call it rock
they say Lil Rav is a king

songs about the pain
drugs to numb my veins
blocked you on my phone
you're never gon see me again
never gon see me again
never gon see me again
you don't deserve all this treatment
he can't do better than I did

close the door
turn the lights out
grab my heart
burn it right now

got so far
feel like dying
whole place crowded
screaming my name

ayy

it's when you love me
you touch me
but now you don't wanna fuck me
I never get her to trust

I keep it on me she knows it
I keep her safe when she's with me
and now she never gon see me again

I was a ghost
Halted in flight
Kneeling
There of the heart
God undertow
Feeling

I was a ghost

I was a ghost (prod. Sauron)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

counting racks
making tracks
shake that ass
make it last 
call me rav
shake for me
yeah tell me bae

on the edge
all the time
spending money
getting high
tryna be young
tryna die old age

said she wanna, said she wanna die so soon 
I told her baby "we can sit and watch the moon"
I hoped that u knew that I'd never lie to you
let time do the work, and it will heal your wounds

i don't give a fuck about nobody but me
they ask me how I feel I only tell em "its lit"
that lil bih playing all my tracks I tell her give me a spin
you may not fuck with me, but u gon fuck with the fit

I got new pants
they cool as fuck
im looking fresh now
you know wassup

what about the time that we lost?
just carry on now
burning all the bridges with ppl
im all alone now

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

Speakerphone

speakerphone

(PROD. LIL RAV)

*much luv to NEO - (NORUE/BONESKIN/SEMI SIREN)

lyrics:

[My friends tell me you’re a joke
I tell them that I’m over you
But I don’t really know
If I post myself
As a thirst trap
Would you be crawling back?
Because you know
I’d enjoy the attention]


I won't change your mind
don't try to say it's all my fault
you're projecting

I won't change your mind
since I was 13 
I've been feeling rejected

under pressure
feel my presence
now I wanna try to be myself
won't you hate that?

nighttime
it's my time
I follow the rain

[Not to mention
Every time I talk to other girls
You’re always in my direction
Buy you what you want
You know my money
Needs spending
Struggled with my life
I’ve gotta beat my depression]

Nighttime

beach house w/ Lobus & SICB0I

ty @belethtriplesix & @user-59057568

LIL RAV: 
creeping in the dark
I kiss your neck
like a vampire
ima steal your blood 
to make a pact
and buy a watch, yuh

I'm a deadstar 
shining in the night
bitch, I cut you like a diamond
fw me I take your life

loosing sight
I drift away
no one to blame
they call my name, yeah

since I was 13
been feeling like I was different
my homies switching up on me
don't know why I believed them

LOBUS:
fucked up Imma cry right here
Ima die right here 
I’ll be fine right here
in the shadows I cannot see clear 
weird figures appear 
I’m haunted with fear

fucked up Imma cry right here
Ima die right here 
I’ll be fine right here
in the shadows I cannot see clear 
weird figures appear 
I’m haunted with fear

Dyre:
there ain’t silver linings 
no light behind my eyelids 
no love for you while I live 
no fucking sense of timing 
I tried to right my wrongs 
I tried to mend your heart 
I lied again I’m not 
right here I’m fucking gone

you must be kidding right? 
I can feel my dimming light damn 
fuck it let it ride
razor in my fuckin right hand 
hope I did right 
bleeding on my fucking white vans 
let me catalyze my emotions 
with red diamonds  
I can’t feel a thing 
I took the pills up off my night stand 
I don’t pray but I hope 
I don’t make it wake up goddamn 
I don’t feel alive 
baby, I can see you’re frightened 
she gon be alright after all I met her by chance

LOBUS:
fucked up Imma cry right here
Ima die right here 
I’ll be fine right here
in the shadows I cannot see clear 
weird figures appear 
I’m haunted with fear

LIL RAV:
burn the memories of your face
numb my pain with my addiction
I don't even got nothing else to say
close my eyes, I drift away

burn the memories of your face
numb my pain with my addiction
I don't even got nothing else to say
close my eyes, I drift away

ALUCARD w/ Lobus & Dyre (prod. gmf)

these drugs make me feel fine
when I'm far away from you I feel alright
I got songs in my hard drive
making memories and dying at the same time

I know everything is wrong with me
everything you said, in my head, it keeps haunting me
I don't have any friends, I don't trust, they all lie to me
they all lie to me, trust, they all lie to me

far away from everything
making the same old "new memories"
far away from everything
making the same old "new memories"

if she call my phone
it won't be long before I call her back
got me reading texts and reminiscing everything you said

I know what you want
but you don't know what I need
and you talk about your feelings
when it's only you and me

youngboidrama
smoke my pain away
got the same old shirt
got the same old name

say why you mad at me
bb im not fighting at all
I used care but
now only care bout myself

these drugs make me feel fine
when I'm far away from you I feel alright
I got songs in my
I got songs in my
I got songs in my hard drive

Lil Rav - the same old new memories (acoustic)

I cannot change my ways
I'm at your door
Don't let me in
You really thought that I would feel sorry
Well I don't feel a thing
Yeah they know my name
I'm a superstar

I know that you want me to stay
Ever since I left you in may
All the fights we had over pride
All the shit you said to my face

I think it's hard to notice
Cause you can't tell the difference
It's like a SUPERNOVA
Look up to the sky and see me shine in the distance

I'm a deadstar
Shining
Cut you up like a diamond
I'm a new star
Hiding
When I show up you wont doubt it
Fast new whip
Zooming past
Low mileage
Crash that shit
I don't give a fuck
Bout it

You know where I'm at
So find me
(just find me)
Now I'm running out of time
I'm dying
(I'm dying, aye)

I cannot change my ways
I'm at your door
Don't let me in
You really thought that I would feel sorry
Well I don't feel a thing
Yeah they know my name
I'm a superstar

It's like a SUPERNOVA
Look up to the sky and see me shine in the distance

Lil Rav - deadstar (acoustic)

all i really know is that ill die alone
when im not right here they will not even miss me
you would not even kiss me
please forgive me
i gave you all that i had and you told me leave and move on

but i know what you want, yeah i got it right here
you think about me every night, why cant you see?
he aint quite like me, you aint quite like this
everytime that youre with him you only think of me

when its half past nine you only think of me
and when its bye bye time, you wanna be with me
which is it, is it the fucking wine or the drugs that you miss?
cause ive been taking my mary, smoking jane in a spliff

cause i still remember the time you wouldnt let me in
and how you spoke of him, and how you wanted it
its funny how you thought the grass was greener on the other side
haha to you, bitch bye bye

Lil Rav - miss me (acoustic)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
I know that you don't get it but you act like you care
been smoking dope and then I get a sip of that lean cause
I know that they don't even give a fuck about me

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
they wanna see me dead cause they envy what I got
all the memories I made in this little town is nothing 
don't even know myself
to try and be what I was

try to have what I had
try to fix these fucking problems
what's wrong with my head?
it's sad, yeah
know it was my decision
don't regret but I miss you
you can't say it's my fault
i didn't wanna fake my feelings 
I don't love you anymore

yeah I'm losing myself 
been lost in my mind
bitch I'm living in the shadows
and I'm hard to find
and she's kissing all my tattoos while I'm tryna get high 
I take a hit and all the pain disappear

give me a minute bae
girl I got some things to say
if you stay, I'm gonna change
I'm sorry I never did
I'm sorry I never talk
I promise I'm going home
eventually you gon remember me as a ghost

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
I know that you don't get it but you act like you care
been smoking dope and then I get a sip of that lean cause
I know that they don't even give a fuck about me

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
they wanna see me dead cause they envy what I got
all the memories I made in this little town is nothing 
don't even know myself
to try and be what I was

My Heartstrings

now you're just a memory
a part of my existence 
deceive me when you touch
cause you don't wanna fight the distance 

I'm building up the courage 
need to tell you what Im feeling
I wrote inside a notebook 
when sitting around the tree leaves

now you're just a memory 
a part of my decisions 
gotta focus on myself
instead you're still reminiscing

I got where I wanted
but I could never heal
don't call me ungrateful 
you don't know how I feel

teach me about the meaning of pain
tell me why I think that feeling bad is okay

I think that I am going insane
when I close my eyes I imagine your face

Could Never Heal (prod. Neverforever)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

wish I gave a damw
wish I never hurt you
so many things that I wanna 
get off my chest

everyday I wake up and I feel like I'm dying (2x)

hate to be perfect
hate to be this way
would you love me
if I wasn't?

don't mistake me for the old me
I'm a whole different person (2x)

tell me what you want
and I show what I can do
share your secrets with me
let me listen to the truth

she say she don't fuck with
don't fuck with my attitude
baby I cannot listen 
cause my ego
is BULLETPROOF

understand the way I feel
ain't nobody tryna pay for my meal
ain't nobody putting food on my plate
ain't nobody tryna hear what I say

I been hustling cause I didn't have a choice
I'm not like you

but now I'm a grown man
and I'm tryna change that
I just need to understand
what you want from me

I'm making these song, yeah
they help me eventually
but usually I've been on my own
depressed as shit

but now I'm a grown man
and I'm tryna change that
I just need to understand
what you want from me

I'm making these song, yeah
they help me eventually
but usually I've been on my own
depressed as shit

don't mistake me for the old me
I'm a whole different person (2x)

tell me what you want
and I show what I can do
share your secrets with me
let me listen to the truth

she say she don't fuck with
don't fuck with my attitude
baby I cannot listen 
cause my ego
is BULLETPROOF



Lil Rav

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