something ETHEREAL is ​extremely light and beautiful; seeming to belong to another, more spiritual, world.

featured artist:
@1tofer
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featured producers:
@otapxpato
@nvv667

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ETHEREA

@sicb0i & @otapxpato

she told me to come over and spend the night
i got no feelings for her, but she dont even mind
i got good drugs in my coat, mixing up with the wine
lay me down and tell me to relax, choke me till im dead

so choose, bitch
ill let you decide
do you wanna take my life in this heavenly night?

i wont put up a fight, i wont even cry
ima let u decide if u wanna try

You’ll try me
You’ll deny me
I been feeling all alone since I’ve been 18

Surviving’s 
Like dying
Bitch don’t u dare hit my phone 
Cuz as of lately

I’m climbing
I’m thriving
Baby I need to let you go cause I know you a fiend 

I’m finding
The timing
Has never been better cuz I know me and you are weak 

You’re so weak
You’re so weak

Heavenly Night w/ SICB0I (prod. OTAP)

@lil-bleak-239937554 & @aureolamusic

I used to give you all my time 
but ill be fine
yeah, im alright
yeah, i dont wanna be without you
no im not triyng to change

well, i could give you my life
no, im not trying to fight
i just want you to be with me
i want you to be mine

I want you to be my queen
There's nothing else that matter
When you're with me I don't mind so
I don't need my cutter

I'll pick you up, It's cold ouside,
I'll dig a fucking gutter
So I can rest if youre not here,
my life, it doesn't matter

I might take my life sometimes
Cause there is nothing to find
I'll left my demons behind
I'm fucking fine when I'm high

But right now I'm numb
I don't know where to go
Laying down on the floor
I wanna take em all

I'm trying to keep my head under control
You don't understand that

I used to give you all my time 
but ill be fine
yeah, im alright
yeah, i dont wanna be without you
no im not triyng to change

well, i could give you my life
no, im not trying to fight
i just want you to be with me
i want you to be mine

All My Time w/ Lil Bleak (prod. Aureola)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

if you really love me, tell me why i cry every night because of you
and i cant forget all the pain that you made me go through

its burning inside of my chest
you say you love me now but we are not going to last
just want you to be honest with me, let me know what you want
i got so many fake friends, thats why im always alone (lilrav)

you lied to my face, stabbed my back
and i dont want you to stay if you gon do it again
blame it on me, i feel you crawling on my skin
so tell me the price i have to pay for my sins

you tell your reasons to lie, its not enough to believe
if everything is my fault, what do you want from me?
go find somebody else, cause im not playing your games
bitch you will not bring me down

if you really love me, tell me why i cry every night because of you
and i cant forget all the pain that you made me go through

its burning inside of my chest
you say you love me now but we are not going to last
just want you to be honest with me, let me know what you want
i got so many fake friends, thats why im always alone

Always Alone

(PROD. LIL RAV)

im tryna comeback
i know that youre sad
im sorry for everything bae

i made you cry
it was my fault
but u dont undersand the pain
that i have to endure
that i have to endure

and i dont wanna love you
all they wanna do is use and leave me broken
and i dont wanna cry
and i dont wanna take my life

and i dont wanna love you
all they wanna do is use and leave me broken
and i dont wanna cry
and i dont wanna take my life

im tryna comeback
i know that youre sad
im sorry for everything bae

i made you cry
it was my fault
but u dont undersand the pain
that i have to endure
that i have to endure

ik that ur sad

(PROD. LIL RAV)

now I only care about myself
don't ask for help
I won't pick up my phone
I'm selfish

I'm selfish
You're way better than me
I got questions
You're the answer I need

I felt so safe but now I'm falling again
you had your fun, and now you're leaving
I'm still feeling the same

you say you do, but you cannot understand
I'm popping pills and counting racks
bitch I feel like a king

bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die

You think I just came to fuck
I know
I made you love me
Wasn’t trying
Just the way that it goes
You really mean it
You're not just one of these hoes
I got em feening 
The way I’m turning you on

I'm sagging my pants
See the fit
I'm a man
Not a kid
You’d be a fool
To try and step to me

Im chasing these bands
Not a clique
Need a hand
Get a grip
I'm flushing pain out
With some Hennessy

Bars after bars
I do it easily
I know I’m in your heart
You opened up to me

Don’t fucking make me start
Don’t try and make it deep
I had you in my arms
And now you can’t get next to me

Bars after bars
I do it easily
I know I’m in your heart
You opened up to me

Don’t fucking make me start
Don’t try and make it deep
I had you in my arms
And now you can’t get next to me

now I only care about myself
don't ask for help
I won't pick up my phone
I'm selfish

I'm selfish
You're way better than me
I got questions
You're the answer I need

I felt so safe but now I'm falling again
you had your fun, and now you're leaving
I'm still feeling the same

you say you do, but you cannot understand
I'm popping pills and counting racks
bitch I feel like a king

bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die

bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like a superstar
bitch I feel like
bitch I feel like ill never die

SuperStar w/ NORUE

(PROD. LIL RAV)

Another day waiting for death
Thinking about all the things I regret
While I'm being haunted by all the mistakes
And the bullshit I had to go through in the past
I don't know why I suffer like this

I'm blaming myself every day
Thinking about the way you ran away
And I am not going to treat you the same
I'm gonna be buried I know it's my fate
I know that you are trying to kill me

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

See me everywhere
Around you
But you’ll never see my face
Where I’m at
No turning back
How does it feel reading my name

Knowing how they gassed you up
I had to put you in your place
Not my ego
Just the truth
How I’ve been fucking up this game

Disrespect me
Yeah I see it
Now I'll tell you stand aside
You’re a sheep tryna be woke
And I could never be that guy

How you envy
For no reason
That's the thing you try to hide
But you’ll never do the work
So you can’t have
Whatever is mine

Took it all down
Just to bring it back
Pouring out my heart now
Everything I have
Walk around the mall
I might drop a couple bags
I remember being broke
Down bad
Bounced back

You tried to diss me
On a couple trash raps
Think I never heard it
Why the fuck you so mad
But it never beef
I never cared for last laughs
I’d probably do the same
The way your songs got lapped
My bad

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

New Dawn w/ NORUE

[PROD. LIL RAV]

I cannot change my ways
I'm at your door
Don't let me in
You really thought that I would feel sorry
Well I don't feel a thing
Yeah they know my name
I'm a superstar

I know that you want me to stay
Ever since I left you in may
All the fights we had over pride
All the shit you said to my face

I think it's hard to notice
Cause you can't tell the difference
It's like a SUPERNOVA
Look up to the sky and see me shine in the distance

Looking at my name
Looking at my name
(just look)
See it in reverse
That's the real thing
(what's good)
Grew up in the city
Repping bk
(I rep)
Grew up no love
Now they need me
(I'm there)

Slender man
Pulled up to the function
Taking notes
Im a letter man
Each song I make
Could be a poem

Now they wanna hate
But if they don't
I did it wrong
You don't even know me
You just know me for my songs

I'm a deadstar
Shining
Cut you up like a diamond
I'm a new star
Hiding
When I show up you wont doubt it
Fast new whip
Zooming past
Low mileage
Crash that shit
I don't give a fuck
Bout it

You know where I'm at
So find me
(just find me)
Now I'm running out of time
I'm dying
(I'm dying, aye)

I cannot change my ways
I'm at your door
Don't let me in
You really thought that I would feel sorry
Well I don't feel a thing
Yeah they know my name
I'm a superstar

It's like a SUPERNOVA
Look up to the sky and see me shine in the distance

Deadstar/Supernova w/ NORUE

[PROD. LIL RAV]

this is my life now
not gonna last long
but I don't give a fuck
it's the life that I chose

just keep it in mind 
cause one day I'ma have to go
you tryna make me mad
bitch that shit is so laughable

you know what's on my head
you know why im taking meds
did you really mean the things you said?
that you regret the time we had

I had hope but
it was pointless
now I hate how I feel
I'm so fucking high I don't know what's real
you know I keep it on me just in case I need to kill
all these demons in my living room are looking for me
yeah, forgive me bae
I'm never gonna go back
this is my life now

I guess that this is my life now
you know that I chose this
baby I chose this
I chose this

you try to make me mad
but that shit doesn’t work
I only wanted you
I never wanted to hurt

you think your so fucking perfect
you made me feel worthless
I could of showed you love
could have gave you a purpose

you tried to fool a legend
without knowing its me
Im always staying humble
so you thought it would mean
that maybe I wouldn’t mean shit
now that you’ve seen it
your questioning it all
could you really believe it?

all those days
I made it through the struggle
I could never be a lame
but if I’m gone fall
then the world might change
and if I’m gone ball
then I’d rather start today
cause you know I can’t wait, bae

I had hope but
it was pointless
now I hate how I feel
I'm so fucking high I don't know what's real
you know I keep it on me - need to kill
all these demons - looking for me
yeah, forgive me bae
I'm never gonna go back
this is my life now

I Chose This w/ NORUE

(PROD. LIL RAV)

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

counting racks
making tracks
shake that ass
make it last 
call me rav
shake for me
yeah tell me bae

on the edge
all the time
spending money
getting high
tryna be young
tryna die old age

said she wanna, said she wanna die so soon 
I told her baby "we can sit and watch the moon"
I hoped that u knew that I'd never lie to you
let time do the work, and it will heal your wounds

i don't give a fuck about nobody but me
they ask me how I feel I only tell em "its lit"
that lil bih playing all my tracks I tell her give me a spin
you may not fuck with me, but u gon fuck with the fit

I got new pants
they cool as fuck
im looking fresh now
you know wassup

what about the time that we lost?
just carry on now
burning all the bridges with ppl
im all alone now

im feeling in lost in the rhythm under streetlights
got a couple pills in my cup and now I cannot see right
she hit me up
shit reminded me of the good times
back when I worried about my grades and wore those blue ties

2 lost souls, meet me in the dark
speakerphone, baby I don't wanna FaceTime 
twisted cold world, I'ma play my part 
I got an 8 shooter and a cold black heart

Speakerphone

speakerphone

(PROD. LIL RAV)

*much luv to NEO - (NORUE/BONESKIN/SEMI SIREN)

lyrics:

[My friends tell me you’re a joke
I tell them that I’m over you
But I don’t really know
If I post myself
As a thirst trap
Would you be crawling back?
Because you know
I’d enjoy the attention]


I won't change your mind
don't try to say it's all my fault
you're projecting

I won't change your mind
since I was 13 
I've been feeling rejected

under pressure
feel my presence
now I wanna try to be myself
won't you hate that?

nighttime
it's my time
I follow the rain

[Not to mention
Every time I talk to other girls
You’re always in my direction
Buy you what you want
You know my money
Needs spending
Struggled with my life
I’ve gotta beat my depression]

Nighttime

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
I know that you don't get it but you act like you care
been smoking dope and then I get a sip of that lean cause
I know that they don't even give a fuck about me

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
they wanna see me dead cause they envy what I got
all the memories I made in this little town is nothing 
don't even know myself
to try and be what I was

try to have what I had
try to fix these fucking problems
what's wrong with my head?
it's sad, yeah
know it was my decision
don't regret but I miss you
you can't say it's my fault
i didn't wanna fake my feelings 
I don't love you anymore

yeah I'm losing myself 
been lost in my mind
bitch I'm living in the shadows
and I'm hard to find
and she's kissing all my tattoos while I'm tryna get high 
I take a hit and all the pain disappear

give me a minute bae
girl I got some things to say
if you stay, I'm gonna change
I'm sorry I never did
I'm sorry I never talk
I promise I'm going home
eventually you gon remember me as a ghost

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
I know that you don't get it but you act like you care
been smoking dope and then I get a sip of that lean cause
I know that they don't even give a fuck about me

I got shit I'm tryna get off my chest
they wanna see me dead cause they envy what I got
all the memories I made in this little town is nothing 
don't even know myself
to try and be what I was

My Heartstrings

(PROD. LIL RAV)

wish I gave a damw
wish I never hurt you
so many things that I wanna 
get off my chest

everyday I wake up and I feel like I'm dying (2x)

hate to be perfect
hate to be this way
would you love me
if I wasn't?

don't mistake me for the old me
I'm a whole different person (2x)

tell me what you want
and I show what I can do
share your secrets with me
let me listen to the truth

she say she don't fuck with
don't fuck with my attitude
baby I cannot listen 
cause my ego
is BULLETPROOF

understand the way I feel
ain't nobody tryna pay for my meal
ain't nobody putting food on my plate
ain't nobody tryna hear what I say

I been hustling cause I didn't have a choice
I'm not like you

but now I'm a grown man
and I'm tryna change that
I just need to understand
what you want from me

I'm making these song, yeah
they help me eventually
but usually I've been on my own
depressed as shit

but now I'm a grown man
and I'm tryna change that
I just need to understand
what you want from me

I'm making these song, yeah
they help me eventually
but usually I've been on my own
depressed as shit

don't mistake me for the old me
I'm a whole different person (2x)

tell me what you want
and I show what I can do
share your secrets with me
let me listen to the truth

she say she don't fuck with
don't fuck with my attitude
baby I cannot listen 
cause my ego
is BULLETPROOF



Bulletproof

(PROD. LIL RAV)

fuck me till I'm dead
I'll never let you get away from me
I love it when you hurt me
I'm a motherfucking masochist
you're so hot tonight yeah
burn me with your hands
put the fire on my skin
I call her 
ultraviolet
tear me apart
break me and 
hide all the pieces
cut me 
and hurt me
don't tell me the reason
season has changed 
my heart is the same
so I'll dye my hair and 
then change my own name

Ultraviolet [INTERLUDE]

I don't wanna waste your time with nothing
my feelings ain't worth the while
I'd rather just waste my life
I just woke up with a bad sight
took another xanny
hope I wake up in another life
hope I see you on the other side
yeah
But I promise I'ma be alright
you don't want me to say that I'm sorry
we both know you're fighting for nothing
all the things that I've planned
see them slipping through my hand
tripping over problems that I couldn't solve
And I'm tryna pop pills
I ain't tryna make friends
they're both gonna stop my heart
you think that if you come back it 
will be the same
and I'ma do exactly what you want me to
on my own now
by myself now
I know exactly what I have to do
all the things that I've planned
see them slipping through my hand
tripping over problems that I couldn't solve
And I'm tryna pop pills
I ain't tryna make friends
they're both gonna stop my heart
I don't wanna waste your time with nothing
my feelings ain't worth the while
I'd rather just waste my life
I just woke up with a bad sight
took another xanny
hope I wake up in another life
hope I see you on the other side
yeah
but I promise I'ma be alright
you don't want me to say that I'm sorry
we both know you're fighting for nothing
you think that if you come back it 
will be the same
and I'ma do exactly what you want me to
on my own now
by myself now
I know exactly what I have to do

Bad Sight (prod. Nvv)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

Kurt Cobain: Technology will be that good
You know, there will be like
Virtuality junkies
Finding them dead on their couch

Wrote these flaws on my skin
Got the ink in my body
You don't wanna try me
Cold-hearted shawty

Blood all on my eyes
Seven chains holding my body
Tell me that she wants me
Back the fuck up off me

Used to hurt me like no one
Filled my head with drugs
Now I wonder why

You're acting like you healed
When I cry with my lips sealed
Out in the cold
I got poison in my veins still

All the pain I endure is what made me
The mistakes that I hate have created this
Till I'm dead, bitch
It's a wrap it
Never meant to be like this
But fuck it I enjoy being
The one they choose to hate
I'm like that
Hit me up
Just like the plug
When I'm alone
In my bed
Got them singing all my songs
Like I put drugs on my tracks
If you feel just like I do, man
My bad

Wrote these flaws on my skin
Got the ink in my body
You don't wanna try me
Cold-hearted shawty

Blood all on my eyes
Seven chains holding my body
Tell me that she wants me

That shit for real, for real like...
ETHEREA

Virtuality Junkie

I used to look for answers in the stars
but they never talk
think my nightmares are real
I woke up with new scars
I knew I never meant
nothing to them
now I'm bleeding through the messages
I wish I never sent, damm
I'm bruised
I need to deal with all this pain
tell me that it's really worth it
convince me, please
I used to look for answers in the stars
but they never talk
think my nightmares are real
I woke up with new scars
bleeding out, yeah
I feel weak
but I'm searching for peace
pop some pills, I go to bed
I write a song and repeat
b-b-bitch I treat my scars
like they're medals
dealing with this pain, yeah
I know I'll never settle
tryna move on
baby hold on
I'm tryna stay awake while I write a new song
got 2 messages
got new messages
got 2 messages
they're on my phone
(she won't hit me up)
got 2 messages
got new messages
got 2 messages
they're on my phone
(she won't hit me up)

Two Messages (prod. OTAP)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

let me be, yeah let me go
girl, I don't wanna lose control
yeah, let me bite a touch your body
like nobody else could
let me be, yeah let me go
girl, I don't wanna lose control
yeah, let me bite a touch your body
like nobody else could
let me bite your neck
I'ma use your blood as sacrifice
I'm breaking all the chains
let these bitches know I'm free
these motherfuckers tryna be me
these motherfuckers tryna be me


Sacrifice w/ Tofer

(PROD. LIL RAV)

forever
I'll be gone
hear my voice 
I just wanna talk
is there anyone?
lock me in my head when
you close the doors
nothing is the same ever since you
chose to stab me
yeah
throw it all away
act like you don't even fucking know my name
I'm drowning in the pain 
I take the long way home
so I can smoke a cigarette
the pain taught me not to quit
the chains left me bruised a bit
bitch, I don't wanna
be fucking blamed for what I never did
you just need somebody to tell you you're right
I just need my clothes, my dope, my ride
and I don't ask for nothing
so respect my pride
eventually you'll see me as a ghost
ghost
ghost
forever
I'll be gone
ghost
ghost
ghost
forever
I'll be gone

I've Always Been This Self Destructive

(PROD. LIL RAV)

they lock me in my room
until I make another song
don't put this pressure on me
I know right where I belong
I'ma do my thing, people change
I don't change at all
yeah, I struggle with this shit
got my back against the wall
I talk about my feelings on these tracks
life is harder than you think
when you got water on your neck
always been this way that don't impress
my depression gotta wait
cause I've been running after checks
man, I got it on me till I'm dead 
all these pussy bitches jealous
tryna mess with my head
I can speak my feelings
that don't make it any different 
putting poison in my system 
I know that you'll never get it
I don't want yall to understand
yeah, I don't need yall to understand shit
and they acting like they know what's going on
don't be giving me advice 
if you cannot be on your own
fucking toes by yourself
do I look like I need your fucking help?
I think it's time I need to follow my path
I know I'm going to last
think this shit is funny
bitch, shit aint funny at all
they lock me in my room
until I make another song
don't put this pressure on me
I know right where I belong
I'ma do my thing, people change
I don't change at all
yeah, I struggle with this shit
got my back against the wall
I talk about my feelings on these tracks
life is harder than you think
when you got water on your neck
and I'm drowning

I Belong Here

(PROD. LIL RAV)

Kurt Cobain: well it's just a mixture of every emotion
it's everything, it's anger, it's death, it's absolute
total bliss, you know, every song feels different

feels like every direction goes straight to your heart
stare inside of my soul
you know I'll tear you apart
I will stab you in the back like nobody did
please don't trust me 
I'm a monster
I'm a sinner
she gave me her feelings and then I broke her
like they broke me
and I couldn't break the cycle
I'm cursed with the sins
I'll never move on
if I die tonight
hope I see you on the other side
hope I can be right by your side
hope I see you on the road tonight
hope I crash and then fucking die
hope I see you on the other side
hope I can be right by your side
hope I see you on the road tonight
hope I crash and then fucking die


The Other Side [INTRO]

(PROD. LIL RAV)

you can say it to my face if you got problems with me
I rest my case, I gave a fuck about nobody in days
I take a look around me, nothing tryna get me to change
my mind is poisoned by the traumas in my DNA

blame it on my habits, blame it on my lifestyle
promise to my momma that I wouldn't take my life
sometimes when I wake up I feel like my hands are tied
man, I gotta leave this country, I don't really wanna die

out here
OD
don't touch my wrist
yeah, that shit bright
I'm bleeding diamonds

if you want me you can find me
just look for me in the nightlights

tell me that it's over
I cut my ties
cause I don't wanna hold you
been dealing with since I was 17
I keep it on me know that you don't wanna fuck with me
I keep it on me, know that

Traumatically Enough

(PROD. LIL RAV)

yeah, whatever
life goes on
yeah, whatever
whatever
life goes on

walk into a room with my friends
look around, no one there

wish I had some time to rest
but I'm busy with work
and it's killing me 
killing me 
killing me slow

wake up then I go to sleep
wake up then I just repeat

wake up then I go to sleep
wake up then I just repeat

wake up then I go to sleep
wake up then I just repeat

wake up then I go to sleep
wake up then I just repeat

I'm never gonna say the words
That you want
I'm never gonna feel the shame
Like you do
I'm never gonna stretch my shape
To be with you
I only need you for a day
'Cause I only wanna be your
Saturday saviour
I can be that
Saturday saviour
I will be your
Saturday saviour
I can be that
Impostor in your bed

Saturday

nor can I ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
but you won't take away my pride
no, not this time

you take away my pride
you wanted me to die
I'm sipping cause my heart 
can't handle the pain 
and been thinking about
what you said last night

I wanted to forget 
about every single text
been feeling like a mess
please delete me now
just delete me now
just delete me now
don't you hit up my phone line
don't you hit up my phone line
bitch

I've been doing this shit all by myself
I'm a grown man now
don't be asking for help
and ever since I took decisions
that would hurt somebody's feeling 
I knew that I couldn't go back
to my old shit

old friends
old town
I was on my own
now I got 
big things 
big crown
and that shit heavy
like the scene that I carry 
don't hit on my celly when I get big
man just let me know
that you don't fuck with me
yeah

you take away my pride
you wanted me to die
I'm sipping cause my heart 
can't handle the pain 
and been thinking about
what you said last night
I wanted to forget 
about every single text
been feeling like a mess
please delete me now


delete (prod. 2ELI & nico_wav)

(PROD. LIL RAV)
(bass played by Nvv)

yeah, trusting my feelings
I'm blinded in chains
I was left here to rot

cutting me deeper
stab me in the back
till I bleed out and die

you don't understand pain
you don't understand the way I feel
what I feel is not what you think

my feet bleeding 
been walking on broken glass
they called my name, or maybe not
been  holding on a persona that didn't last
where is my time 
think I forgot that

every time I used to pray
ask these thoughts to go away
I've been living life in chains (in chains, yeah)
just let me go

cutting me deeper
stab me in the back till I bleed out and die (2x)
stab me in the back and then leave me to die

shouldnt have trust my
shouldnt have trust my feelings with you

shouldnt have trust my
shouldnt have trust

yeah, trusting my feelings
I'm blinded in chains
I was left here to rot

cutting me deeper
stab me in the back
till I bleed out and die

yeah, trusting my feelings
I'm blinded in chains
I was left here to rot

cutting me deeper
stab me in the back
till I bleed out and die

you don't understand pain
you don't understand the way I feel
what I feel is not what you think

you don't understand pain
you don't understand the way I feel
what I feel is not what you think


Not What You Think

Cry Your Heart Out w/ Zoe Beaufay

convince me plz w/ Soflo James

prod by @otapxpato

She's calling my phone, yeah
I should've been there, but
I have been giving too much
I have been giving enough
All of my problems are solved with a couple of bucks
Don't give a fuck bout the hoes
I have been grinding since I was a jit
Don't understand why they hating on me
Bitch, you can't even fathom the shit that I've been through
My family asking for help and I'm being the man
Like my father taught me to
This music not paying the bills
But I'm working every day
I can never stop
They're all making fun of me
Cause my shit is sad
Won't you make me smile then
Been on my own
I have been doing what I wanna do till the day that I die

T-talk that shit to my face
Have some courage to say
Think I don't know the price
Cause you never see me pay
Think I don't know the lies
I see the way you behave
Motherfucker I try
You see the scars on my face

I've done it all for a reason
Like I live life on a mission
Can't even relate to my shit cause you've been doing nothing
Can't even relate, yeah
Can't even relate, yeah
Can't even relate to my shit
Can't even relate to the things that I say
You a bitch

Can't even fathom the shit that I've been through
My family asking for help and I'm being the man
Like my father taught me to
This music not paying the bills
But I'm working every day
I can never stop
They're all making fun of me
Cause my shit is sad
Won't you make me smile then
Been on my own
I have been doing what I wanna do till the day that I die

Talk that shit to my face
Have some courage to say
Think I don't know the price
Cause you never see me pay
Think I don't know the lies
I see the way you behave
Motherfucker I try
You see the scars on my face

I've done it all for a reason
Like I live life on a mission
Can't even relate to my shit cause you've been doing nothing
Can't even relate, yeah
Can't even relate, yeah
Can't even relate to my shit
Can't even relate to the things that I say
You a bitch

real... (prod. OTAP)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

never get tired, yeah
never gonna feel the same
you know the reasons why
I feel the way that I feel
and you know that I'm used to this pain

I ain't never gonna change
I am never gonna act like I'm better
even if I get the fame that I want
I deserve everything
I'm on another level

put your feelings on my bag now
take a hit until I black out
next stop
buy more
she hits my phone up
fuck her
take drugs
been on my own for
maybe a week
next time I'll be doing morphine
hear my song and call the police
tell em I'm selling, it's only me

I don't wanna let go
won't you ask me how I feel
I know that you never cared bae
I know that you never wanted
I know that you never miss me

left out, blacked out
she wanna steal my soul like a demon
face time me every time that I'm feening
you know that I'm down bad for you as well

left out w/ Tofer

(PROD. LIL RAV)

Dead inside but my fit too clean
Chrome Heart tag and some off-white seams
I was off beans, now I keep it hunned
Life goes on and it seems so sudden
Raining in my cup, that shit don't ever get dry
Nights too long and I don't ask why
I got brand new kicks that I keep untied 
I'm a cold mf you don't wanna know why

Walking through the city with a back switchblade 
Drugs on my pocket but I aint really tryna smoke it
Shawty be lying cause she thinking that I wont notice 
But sometimes I get high instead of living in the moment
Say less
Bitch I got talent, yeah you know I've been blessed
And I've been working
don't you ever forget
If I get money, bitch you know I'ma flex
and all these haters tryna judge me but I love it like that

Dead inside but my fit too clean
Chrome Heart tag and some off-white seams
I was off beans, now I keep it hunned
Life goes on and it seems so sudden
Raining in my cup, that shit don't ever get dry
Nights too long and I don't ask why
I got brand new kicks that I keep untied 
I'm a cold mf you don't wanna know

Through the city with a back switchblade 
Drugs on my pocket but I aint really tryna smoke it
Shawty be lying cause she thinking that I wont notice 
But sometimes I get high instead of living in the moment
Say less
Bitch I got talent, yeah you know I've been blessed
And I've been working
don't you ever forget
If I get money, bitch you know I'ma flex
and all these haters tryna judge me but I love it like that

chrome heart

(PROD. LIL RAV)
(Bass played by Nvv)

for what I've done
every single night in my bedroom 
tell me, did I give you enough?
my heart is numb 
and I still have a scent of your perfume 
smells like I can't let go of you
you fuck me up 
and you found a way to portray me
that I couldn't really believe
it's not my fault
people don't really talk to my face
unless they really want something from me

can't be saved, don't try
I've been on the edge, I ain't stepped inside
seen too much, now I keep my sight
told myself "stop"
but my brain said "wut"

been a ghost, I can't feel no weight
Ieen up all night that's how I lost my days
the lights hurts my eyes, so I put my shades 
cause my eyes too red, but my heart too gray

for what I've done
every single night in my bedroom 
tell me, did I give you enough?
my heart is numb 
and I still have a scent of your perfume 
smells like I can't let go of you
you fuck me up 
and you found a way to portray me
that I couldn't really believe
it's not my fault
people don't really talk to my face
unless they really want something from me

been a ghost, I can't feel no weight
Ieen up all night that's how I lost my days
the lights hurts my eyes, so I put my shades 
cause my eyes too red, but my heart too gray

Lil Rav

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