The Only Way To Live Is To Belong

Scared yet

On Deaf Ears

My Heart

Mr Hole

In Truth

coded and whole

A Silent Sound

Gili Paradise

a song written in solidarity and respect for my colleagues in the ambulance service and the wider NHS family whilst fighting the covid19 pandemic on the front line in 2020.
the most challenging and difficult time i have ever experienced both in my time of practicing emergency medicine, and in life in general.

i feel we will all carry trauma from this horrendous time with us moving forward. but i am so proud to have stood along side these amazing people at this time. x

our government should be ashamed of their disgusting behaviour throughout..... but of course they are not. 

An ambulance prayer (a verse in green).mp3

Who me?
Im just as confused as everybody else.

I am an ambulance EMT working in an Ambulance Service in the UK. This is something i feel very proud and passionate about. but due to my personal political and social beliefs and experiences, those being reflected in some of my music, i am unable to make anymore connection. this is my own mind. as a human being. not an organisation or service.
i thank you to respect that when im sharing my music. this is me processing my world..... and you are welcome to listen.x

in between my shifts i write produce and record music at home.
I have been making music for as long as my terrible ravaged memory will allow me to remember, but for the past few years i have been focused on my work as an EMT, leaving little time to get out here and share my noise with you.
It has more rather been a private 'just for me', endeavour. My medicine.
i feel its about time i do something with this noise I have on my computer, and make this page a public one.

like many, I have become increasingly frustrated and angry at our current political and social system.

I am seeing more and more people struggle and crumble under governments who do not hold human life as valuable.

Im experiencing first hand, the reality of austerity and its impact on everyday working people. I am feeling the frustration of being part of a service that is being strangled and stretched to breaking point under these austerity measures, and im seeing first hand the deaths and hardship they have caused as a direct result of cuts to much needed services deemed unnecessary by a privileged, wealthy, out of touch ruling "elite" resulting in further pressure on remaining services. ALL OF THIS BY DESIGN, and in the interest of the FEW making profit by exploiting the MANY!   

This is unacceptable.

I am Joe Brown. nice to meet you.

littleshow