I can be in a really bad place and never even face the real issues that are making me 
fall from his grace, I’m feeling far from his face so I feel I gotta yell just to get him to listen to me
Holy spirit, father god, are you even there, sometimes I swear I feel like you don’t even care 
why is life never fair? Everytime I get ahead I feel like i can find the devil waiting there!

I got a family to graze, a daughter to raise, and a whole lot of bills that I gotta pay
I even chased @hiddencash in the craze that hit LA in 4 days but it didn’t phase
just a lot of wasted gas and another missed chance at making a change
well maybe one day I’ll stop chasing day dreams and maybe then I’ll learn to obey  
you

beat: http://youtu.be/T1Sg16Ywlo4

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