(Lyrics & Credits)

You left me, did what I wanted all along
But somehow, it all feels so wrong
I wanted to be free, depend on just me
But now I see that with you I wanna be
I need you here, I need you in my arms,
You help me with my fears, hold me tight and keep me warm
In the last couple months, I ain't treated you right
But I swear it's different now, I wanne be with you tonight
What am I saying? While the latter is true
My mind could playing tricks and I don't wanna hurt you
Again cause after some months of joy
I might stare at other booties like some new toys
And I'm still just a boy, not mature enough
Letting go is hard, yeah it sure is rough
And life is tough, that's the way it is
But I don't wanna let you go and be his
He being your next guy, fuck it, I wanna be him
But being your ex guy, chances are slim
Cause I could go to your house and try to make you take me back
But if I break your heart again that'd be more than whack
That'd be selfish, selfish as hell
Can't treat you like a shellfish, who throws off his shell
Just to find that he wants it back, but after some time
He sees another one, that's when he changes his mind
And throws off his shell, that had supported him three times
Nah I'd rather sit and think and write down these rhymes.

So I'm sitting here and still don't know what to do
Have this sadness sticking to me like it was glue
And even though there's the risk of hurting you
I feel we should be together cause our love is true
I can't be alone, I need you by my side
Cause it's you, babe, who makes me feel alright
And it just doesn't feel right to not give it try
Cause if I said I didn't want you back, that'd be a lie.

Two days later and I'm still sitting here
You're in the same city but you sure ain't near
Decided not to go to your place and win you back
Cause I knew I wasn't thinking straight, kinda off track
But still I feel the same, I feel I need you
But then again I gotta heed to
Be right with these decisions cause this back and forth
Is what made you get up and leave and walk out the door
And tho the feelings why I wanted to be single are weak now
But if we get back together they might creep out
And I can't hide the fact that I'm sad now
But I might just be sitting under a bad cloud
And it might be cause my ankle is sprained
So I'm chained to my house and the freedom I've gained
Cannot be taken advantage off
And it's got me feeling all weak and soft
And when I'm feeling down, that's when I needed you most
And as I'm healing now, girl I need you close
And it's tough that along with the physical pain
I got a heartbreak which makes me go insane
Cause I can't go outside enjoy myself freely
All I do is sit at home and miss you deeply
But is it just the fact that at I'm home
Or the fact that I'm alone
Or do I really need you and wanna be with you
I don't know girl, I can't figure out this issue
And I can't think straight, better wait
A couple days and hesitate
To do something I'll regret cause it's never too late
To get you back if it's meant to be like fate.

Girl I miss you
I wanna kiss you
So bad but I'm not sure
Should we get back together
Is our love is pure?

Girl I miss you
And is it meant to be
Were you sent to me
Is our love meant to last a century
Or was it just for the time we worked it well?
I don't know, girl, guess only time will tell.

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Instrumental/Beat: "Luv Sic Pt. 2" by Nujabes

Vocals & Lyrics, Mastering & Mixing: Kai Fleischer
https://www.facebook.com/livephilosophy

Photography by Amelie Kahn-Ackermann
http://cargocollective.com/ameifotos

You Left Me (Prod. by Nujabes)

(Lyrics & Credits)

Well hello it's mister do it better
Tell me who spit fresher, and who's a flyer dresser
Don't want no beef but I ain't all about the Cheddar
So cool still I keep it hot like a sweater
Or a coat made of wolf skin fur
These wack cats made it but lost their soul in turn
My goals to learn as much as I can
And when it's my turn you know that I'll be the man
Dig deep find gold in this heart of mine
And keep my soul even when I finally start to shine
Like the stars in the sky or the motherfucking sun
Serious about my art but still I have some motherfucking fun
Cause when it's fun no more, that's when you're done
Work hard but unnecessary stress you should shun
That's why I'm always on the move but never on the run
Keep it tight, do it right and drop the hook on the one

(Hook:)
Don't stress (na na na)
Don't regress
Don't forget what's inside your chest
Find your own happiness (yeah yeah yeah)

God damn, could you please stop stressing me?
Feel so dried up, like man where the dressing be?
Always checking me, correcting me, dissecting me
Sometimes it's like y'all should do a bit more of neglecting me
Cause I know it's all love and I appreciate the concern
But momma please understand there's some things I gotta learn
On my own, on my grown shit, gotta try to understand
The world and them girls and what it means to be a man
And I can't do that if there's always someone stressing me
Need my peace of mind, and some time to set it free
To clean up my thoughts, I need some resting please
Need to find out what the curses and the blessings be
And I need to slow down cause this life is always testing me
So just today, could you please just let me be?

You better check the rhyme cause I rhyme the best
You know you like my vibe like a tribe called quest
And you know I bring it live so alive no stress
And the ladies wanna ride, tight thighs no dress.
(Oh yes)

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Beat, Mastering & Mixing, Rap: Kai Gong
"Yeah Yeah Yeah"s: Michael Tezak

@beatsbygong

Don't Stress

(Lyrics & Credits)

Hot town, summer in the city
Winter finally left with weather that's shitty
Find a park, chill with wine for a bitty
Smoke a bit of weed till ya mind get witty
Then freestyle some nice rhymes like Chiddy
Put ya shades on like Ray Charles or Diddy
Have fun like only a lil kiddy could
Party day n' night just like you know you should
You know it's all good
Cause the sun is shining, have a fun time and
No rewinding, only looking forward
Tho the war pigs prolly already booking more wars
And you thinkin of them problems just like I do
And you want change but sometimes you gotta try to
Just relax, kick it back and maybe spend a dime
On something nice, drinks on ice - yeah it's summertime!

(Sample hook)

All you need is spoonful of love
Let the sun and the moon shine above
Let your spirit fly high like a dove
That positivity fits like a glove
Cause everybody looks better when they're smilin
Happy for a while and chillin, freestlyin
Doing their thing, feeling like a king or queen
And not like they're stuck in between.

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Beat produced by CM Studios
https://soundcloud.com/cmstudios

Rap written & recorded by KAI

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Summer In The City (Prod. by CM Studios)

Take this little lullaby and lie down, child
Block out the noise from the town for a while
Slow down, it's fine, your body and mind
Both need to rest, so it's for the best
If you just relax and fall asleep with a smile.

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A quiet improv-piano-peace and a little poem to calm your mind and help you drift off into the land of dreams.

Late Night Lullaby

A little beat with sunny vibes. No samples, all instruments recorded by Kai Gong.

@beatsbygong

Sunny Beat

Just a fun little track with a good amount of silly swag and witty wordplay I recorded to a beautiful beat by the insanely talented @citygrl. Scroll down below for lyrics and credits.

Lyrics:
Feel stressed, roll myself a Namekian, see, Kai ain't playing,
Get super high before I catch some Zs - ya know what I'm sayan?
Super fly when I chill on the couch with no motherfucking dues that need paying
My throat’s dry, need a tea and peace fuck the shoes, yeah you know Imma stay in
Feeling macho, tell my girl hun, go to the kitchen and put the water in the pot, love
Tell her don’t forget the honey, sugar, when you get back  to the bed we gon make hot love
Indeed, feel the heat in the sheets rising up like the water in the boiler
Your beauty’s so sweet from your head to your feet - yeah you know I gotta spoil ya
And that’s why Imma let you get the teacuppa but later on Imma cook us some supper
With ginger, onion, chives, vegetables and a whole lotta butter
Cause I’m your lover and you are my girl
Feeling right at home, we don’t even need to try, girl

(Hook:)
They wonder how I stay so sharp, never lagging?
Bitch, I have the balls of a dragon.
They wonder how I get all these girls that I'm baggin
Bitch, I have the balls of a dragon.
They wonder how I can be so bold, always braggin?
Bitch, I have the balls of a dragon.
And why it look like my pants always saggin?
Bitch, I have the balls of a dragon!

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Beat / Instrumental:  City Girl
https://city-girl.bandcamp.com/track/ji-euns-sunset
Lyrics, Vocals (Recording, Mix, Master of those): Kai Gong Jin

D R A G O N B A L L S (Prod. by City Girl)

Singer-Songwriter, Rapper, Multi-Instrumentalist, Beatmaker, Basketballer, Philosogangster.

https://soundcloud.com/beatsbygong

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