prod by yung spoiler
featuring sapphire2001
engineered by me

i quit music im just releasing the songs ive saved up thanks 4 da support guys n gals xoxo

forest98
i dont wanna hear myself i hate nothing more
cant get out of my own head lifes a fucking chore

everyday feels like the damn same
i just say that im fine
i get away but i dont make change
i complain, i dont try

sapphire2001
i swear im trying, got myself crying
what am i fighting, feel like im dying
i dont have much left to say
woke up and it feels like yesterday
im running out of options, cutting out my losses
sticking to the profit, i think that i lost it
im the one to blame, im the one that youre all up against
saying that i changed they all saying that im out of it
digging hella graves, everybody wanna fade me
i dont wanna change and i dont need you to save me

i just wanna turn to dust, im still pushing my luck
they think that this life is fun, i just dont give a fuck

EVERYDAY ft. sapphire2001

my final ep. thank you to everyone who has ever helped me throughout my time making music. love u all <33

MOO MOO MEADOWS feat. luv & sadboyshaq

CORNFLOWER feat. anilla, sapphire2001 & ebb

BUNNY feat. sapphire2001 & deadman

PEACH COBBLER feat. saïna & sapphire2001

thank you @hudylee for getting on this track and mixing my vocals

thank you @savbeatz for letting me record at your house

thank you @aseri for this beautiful instrumental

thank you to everyone who took the time to listen to this

more to come in the future

artwork: mask still life iii by emil noide (1911)

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wanna get out of this shit
say fuck the world while i’m cutting my wrists
been a good a minute since last time i did it 
just know that i did it so i go could numb for a bit
i don’t care about your feelings or your thoughts, no
you don’t really cross my mind, i’d much rather be on my own 
painting a picture wishin i had a better vision 
but my mind is polluted with the all the hate on television
wanna trust a religion but all my thoughts are superstitious  
won’t you answer my prayers and take away the pain i’m given
man, i’m wasting my life theres no one to blame, ay
tell em fine, I’m not okay, ay
abandon my body i can’t escape, okay
and i'm wishing i could just fade away today

war don't live here no more ft. húdy (prod. aseri)

a song about my ex.

thank you @savbeatz for letting me record in your bedroom countless amounts of times and pushing me to improve my abilities.

thank you @holyrain for this fantastic instrumental. can’t get enough of it

thank you to everyone who took the time to listen to this. it truly means the world to me<3

full length ep coming soon. once i decide to not be lazy and mix my vocals

artwork: i have no clue who created this graphic. if you do, please let me know

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girl i hope you know I’m being honest
you the baddest bitch, thats no contest
i won’t break your heart thats a promise
trust my words when i say i got this
making sure your safe yeah I’m on it 
just say my name and I’m on it
yeah I’m just being honest
im just being honest

okay you caught me now, i’ll admit it
always push me to my limit 
hate the fact that sometimes were distant 
i just want your body against me
but I’m
riding round clean with my woes
you on my lap sippin lean while i roll 
riding real cold like december white snow
give a fuck what they think i don’t care what they know
cause its just us
girl, i see it all in you
go and tell me if its true 
i don’t know what else we should do 
about it bout it
tell me all about it while we laugh
we just living in the moment 
so lets make sure that it lasts

girl i hope you know I’m being honest

this chance here, don’t waste it 
i want this forever
I’m a mess, she stays round 
thats real shit, don’t leave her 
all these words lay heavy on me
i feel the pain when i use em
thats the main issue right there yeah i know
and I’m trying to change but old habits die hard
uh yeah and 
I’m just tryna see whats good with you
all in my head but I’m fine with no room 
sometimes i sit back, admire 
my days looking brighter 
i cared for just one, now its two
yeah, thats you, me for real
we in this for real 
can’t do this without you 
i need you for real

honest (prod. holyrain)

melanie blocked me after i showed her my verse. i didn't think it was that bad

listen to the original version of the song that doesn't include my part. wavy af
https://soundcloud.com/paulielep/dreaming

check out melanie: @mmmelanierose 
check out paulie: @smokedoutpaulie

as always, thanks for taking the time to listen <3

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been days since i found out 
you were fuckin with other people 
i’ve been stressed out and losing sleep 
wishin the truth wasn’t real
i’ve been dying inside 
i’ve been hoping one day you would call me 
and i know its no good 
but i hope that its you when i’m buzzing 
and you tell me you love me 
but i don’t believe that you meant it 
say that you do 
well then why you get caught up with cheating? 
see, i’ve been up enough to see horizons 
haven’t seen your face but i can feel your essence
don’t regret the pain cause i just call them lessons 
everyday is great now i just count my blessings 
i be gone

always tryna play games with me
dont think that i can’t do it too

said, 
i can do it 
i can do it 
i can do it 
i can do it too

said, 
i can do it 
i can do it 
i can do it 
i can do it too

said , 
i can do it 
do it, do it 
do it

truth comes out in the end ft. melanie rosé (prod. paulie)

*** music vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWsm85_Cus4 ***

i wrote my verse over a year ago and it took all this time to find people who were willing enough to feature. it's everything i could have asked for and more. words cant explain how proud i am of this

thanks for taking the time to listen. we all put a whole lot of work into it<3
check out my other sounds too if you enjoyed this one

shoutout to the dudes that saw the same vision i saw. make sure to check everyone out:
jxsh: @jxshjxsh
roseboy: @roseboysounds
thadd paris: @thaddeusc
glden: @gldentx

big thanks to divine for producing this beautiful instrumental
@divine

huge thanks to my boy nuhk for mastering this track and breathing new life into it. (update: he wanted me to also throw in the fact that i mixed the track and he mastered it. just in case anyone talks shit about the mixing)
@instinct

one last thank you to my friend daniel. all those countless nights cooped up in your bedroom recording will one day pay off. i know it
@sxvari

if you're interested, check out the first demo version of my verse. i dun glo'd up big time in only a year 
https://soundcloud.com/livingforest/building-blocks/s-aZtN5

artwork: winter landscape in moonlight by ernst ludwig kirchner (1919)

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back now to the basics
only goal now is to get rich 
just take my time no racing 
i know ima make it
see between lines bitch, i know that you lying 
say its just me but theres more on the side 
stop wasting my time why the fuck should i try 
wanna forget but you're all in my mind 
one bad decision leads to more
now you tryna fix what you broke
no use for that, just cut the act
think it’s time now for you to go
i thought you’d commit 
never thought you’d give in
now i just, now i just
don’t know what to do about it

done w u ft. jxsh + roseboy + thadd paris + glden (prod. divine)**music vid in desc**

* music vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSzfTLz3fEM *

this track was supposed to go on a tape i was gonna drop but i scrapped that idea and decided to just drop it as a single. enjoy :)

mixed and mastered by me. im definitely getting a lot better at it lmao

shout out sapphire one time:
https://soundcloud.com/yungsapphire

shoutout ghxst for this killer beat, hope we did it justice:
https://soundcloud.com/ghxstof91

artwork: some skinhead cuck idk lol

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the xanny in the sprite make me feel alright, ay
you can’t have my heart only want you for the night, ay
you can’t hit the blunt, but you can take this pipe, ay
you can take this pipe, ay you can take this pipe

you a dirty little girl and i know just what you like, ay
fuck these motherfuckers they can never take my life
never take my life, they can never take my life
fuck these motherfuckers ima pull up with my knife

it’s a new beginning im a better man 
still painting pictures but i finally found the plan 
see, i been on my grind now i done got me bands 
you watching all my moves i bet you’re missing that

i’ve been all on my own 
i can do what i want 
i don’t need you 
no, you ripped up my heart

pull up ft. sapphire (prod. ghxst)**music vid in desc**

was gonna drop a tape. releasing everything as singles now.

enjoy<3

shoutout downtime for this beautiful instrumental.
https://soundcloud.com/downtime

shoutout everyone who follows me on snap and watches my stories. im sure youve heard this track a million times by now.

artwork: drawing of me by my friend emily

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new day same shit 
repeat on 
popping more pills than last time 
and it feels wrong
ive just been tryna find balance
this world is off centered
im starting feel like 
i dont belong

beginning to see all the errors in me 
no im not great im the best i can be 
nobodys perfect we all have our flaws
yet we still putting others right under our feet

im just tryna settle with the demons in my mental
ive been lonely lately thinking how the fuck i let my life go 
i abuse the pills but in the long run dont feel better
tried a couple different solvents but im cracking under pressure

dont dream 
dont fall
dont sleep
dont think 
dont cry 
dont fall in love

ima show you what its like to feel like 
when you drownin your problems in cups
feeling so down you dont wanna get up

cups (prod. downtime)

throwaway track i was really fuckin wit. enjoy <3

shoutout @ghxstof91 for this beat. shit's too beautiful. nice guy too.

shoutout @yungsapphire for telling me to add more to this track. shit was bland as fuck beforehand.

shoutout @instinct for telling me to master the track instead of just leaving it how it was. sounds way more pieced together now.

thx 4 listenin my dudes and dudettes. be sure to share with ur friends. forest strugglin out here :'(

artwork: we boolin out da bando shoutout emo shoutout clique

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i gotta, i gotta 
i gotta, i gotta 
(get away, get away, yuh) 
i gotta, i gotta
i gotta, i gotta 
(run away, run away, run)

rollin up on my own 
hit it and then im gone
reaper he blow my phone 
dont wanna go back home 
told that hoe leave me lone
when im up in zone
dont wanna go back home 
ill never put down the chrome

ill never put down the chrome
reaper he blow my phone
dont wanna go back home

cups and cups you know im pouring it up 
but that wokie tokie got me already stuck 
yo bitch a hoe you know i already fucked
forest forest now they showin me love
im gone

(hook)

if i keep on doing this shit 
i know ima run outta luck 
the demons they callin my name 
keep on sayin my time is up
forest best stop with that shit 
but they know i dont give a fuck 
xannies, take more every time 
but they dont really do too much

dont really do too much 
im runnin outta luck 
sayin my time is up

i got a paper bag full of problems 
i really dont want admit
countin the tears fallin on my wrist 
hoping one day ill be better then 
but now

(hook)

run away (prod. ghxst)

**music vid**
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Byy7ckfH3JU
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fake friends get dropped like bad habits

was making this as a joke. started to go in a different direction and ended up liking it.

shoutout haruhi for this beat. hope i did it justice lol 
@haruhijinju

artwork: some pic off of tumblr lmao

thx 4 listening. love u guys <3

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on my way up
too high cant stop
i know you love
me but i dont

flip phone iphone 
i go you go 
i know we know 
whats wrong whats right 
dont care phil collins 
feel it in the air tonight

yea you know im bout the money now 
yea you know im bout the money now 
got no fake friends now 
you know i had to x them out

dont be scared of the night time 
ill be there itll be fine

i got bands now i got bands now 
pullin up im wearin preme 
you know im the man now 
i did that i did that 
chillin wit your bitch 
givin top in the hatchback

wHo nEeDS fWenDzZ wHEn u hAV mONeYYyY hAhaHA (prod. haruhi)**music vid in desc**

this song took a lot longer to put together than i thought it would. 
3 months in the making lmaoo

shoutout axel and sapphire for the features. yall kilt dis shit
axel: @axel-muco
sapphire: @yungsapphire

shoutout skel for this beautiful instrumental. loved it the second i heard it.
@skel6

my apologies to everyone whos verses i didnt use. i was extremely picky with this track and although your verse was not chosen, im forever thankful for the fact that you took the time to create something for me.

as per usual, thank you for listening<3

thank you phillip for the artwork. absolutely love it
www.instagram.com/philgodart

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remember when i would just sit in the back seat
shy little kid all the hoes would just pass me
now im runnin thru em sorta like athlete
snow bunnies on me thats mary kate ashley

i dont really want this shit to get to me 
but your bitch liking the new me
never did you ever watch what im doin 
now you care just cause im movin

girl i like how you lookin in all of them pictures
tell me what i gotta do to be with you
do what it takes to becoming your mister
heart torn in pieces you know that ill fix it

girl i really want you right now 
never will i do you foul 
i only wanna see you smile
only wanna see you smile

dont waste my time ft. axel muco + sapphire (prod. skel)

shoutout sapphire. 
shoutout euro and nemo.
shoutout the clique. 
shoutout everyone who bothers to listen to my music

<33 ~ nothing but love ~ <33

checkout sapphire:
@yungsapphire

checkout rusher:
@rusher-12

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get me thru the night 
need a shawty by my side
pouring up that purple
now im feeling alright 
no one ever cared 
when i stepped up to the mic 
now im gettin bands 
and im doin just fine

doing just fine 
you know i be on my grind 
roll a 82 just so i can clear my mind 
headin to the top 
gotta make the world mine 
if you aint talking numbers
i aint got no time

like what the fuck you need from me 
forest got the block hot 
tryna hit my line 
but im busy wit my own thoughts 
seein all these o's now 
tryna hold my bros down 
we gon make it got my word now

you know i worked hard for this shit 
aint got no hand out for this shit 
been up for some days for this shit 
now im gettin paid for this shit 
saph and 98

saph98 5evrrr n alwayzz :33 <333 ft. sapphire!! (prod. rusher)

something different

@tilekid

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im trying 
im trying
im trying
where do i go from here

im trying 
im trying 
im trying
thoughts of you in my head

over and over and over im
reminded these vices i dont want them

): trying :( (prod. tilekid)

･*:..｡o○☆*ﾟ+.☆｡+ﾟme n u 4evr i wnt bck dwn+ﾟ｡☆.+*ﾟ☆○o｡..:*･

prods by @officialdee_b

s/o alyssa for lettin me use ur pic
instagram.com/singlefatherof3

thx 4 listenin! <33 :33

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tell me its forever but i see you giving up
gave you all i had but that still wasnt enough
now i guess im on my own 
pour my 'motions in a cup
girl i thought you were the one 
but you were just another one
just another one
girl i thought you were the one

nEvR bAckk DoWnNn ft. euro (prod. dee b)

yo ghxst dis da 3rd time i used 1 of ur beats. u tryna drop a collab tape or wazzup?

dis chune dedicated to all da THOTZ dat broke my fckin heart </3

shoutout @axel-muco
shoutout @ghxstof91 
shoutout causey

engineered by me in case u were curious (probably not)

tanks 4 listenin!!! :33333 <3333

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guess i gotta do this again
down in the dumps but im used to this shit
fucked up too much dont know where to begin
tore up my heart but its better like this, i know

shoulda never gave you all my love like that
never lied to you, never lied to you
but you lied to me, oh

so how you gonna do me like that?
say that you love me that dont change the fact
said a few things, wish you could take it back?
aint hearing that shit cause im already out the door

never really thought that it would end like this 
but im glad it did, but im glad it did
now youre out my head

all these hoes on my dick
but im only wanting you 
so girl, why you keep on playin with me?

on my own
just how i want

you tell me what im 'posed to do
left me in the cold on my own 
thinkin you were meant for me
but i didnt mean shit to you :(

u FukKeD wIt mY hEaDdD (single)

u FukKeD wIt mY hEaDdD ft. axel muco (prod. ghxst)

i wanna be a cowboy baby :33

made this piece of shit in like 30 minutes.

if u bother to read the description, thank u. i luv u!!! <333

music vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1R6m5PaNDg&t=22s

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broke as fuck so im saving all my pennies now
parents hate me havent felt the love since i was young 
kinda sad but i know i did this to myself
waste my life , make mistakes , guess ill never learn

and i know im fucked up in the head
ive never been this low before
but i know one things right for sure
keep on goin , keep on movin

i would get first place
in olympics for mistakes
wait for a better day
but i know it won’t come , no

i WaNnA bEE uHh CoWbOii BaByYy!!! (prod. deadman 死人) **music vid in desc**

last song of 2017. i luv u all. keep ur heads up :')

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all i ever wanted was somebody to love
but i guess’ll never work out for me
i know it hurts sometimes 
but eventually, ill get over it

i know..

all i ever wanted was attention 
all you ever gave me was a friendship
all those drunken nights, i didn’t question
maybe I’m a fool, who woulda guessed it

i dont wanna be alone tonight 
so baby why you gotta do this now 
baby why you gotta do this now
cant imagine life without you by my side

im so sorry i fucked up one more time

iii dOnT wAnTt 22 B uhLonE (prod. sad hours)

MUSIC VID: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulH4VjXXYoM

this song was made for a certain person in mind. i dont know if you really listen to my music at all but i hope you get to hear this. stay strong my friend :')

thank you @hatedyl for producing this

thank you MBTeddyGram for the female spoken word 
www.fiverr.com/mbteddygram

male spoken word + robot vocals are done by me 
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take time making sure that ur fine but i know
nother day, numbin more pain with the bottle
wanna run, always in ya home but ur not home
givin up, feel like givin up u dont want help

we all wanna die at some point but i 
know the pain dont last long cause i
know that u can be strong inside
day by day i know youll survive

ive been thinkin bout u all day 
sittin by my fone should i call u?
but i kno u wouldnt pick it up 
tell me all ur problems 
sittin there in silence
knowin that youll never let me give u my love

love doesnt make sense any more
yet i still try to find a solution 
that will eventually fill the void
in the empty hole humans like to call 
their heart

i will never understand this world (single)

i will never understand this world (prod. dyl)**MV OUT NOW LINK IN DESC**

WE WORKED REALLY HARD ON THIS SONG . MONTHS IN THE MAKING LOL

STARRING :
FOREST98
LIL KUUDERE
LIJ
AJSMETS
SAPPHIRE2001
TAMPA, AS IN THE BAY
ERICK THE GOD

PRODUCED BY -A-MIND

THANK YOU FOR LISTENING

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i dont need a girlfriend, i just wanna luv my friends
need a gold chain, something that fall off my head 
why they all say, talkin but i dont hear hate
cuz we up next, forest and the whole dam gang

think im goin insane
every night im gettin high just to maintain
i be on the right track but the wrong train
all my brothers got my back yea we all the same
i love them

FRIENDS (Single)

FRIENDS (prod. A-Mind)

sapphire2001 and forest98 fuse together to create the dynamic duo known as saph98 eheh owo

samthony took this off his page so im posting on mine luv u brother hope to see u soon even if its the afterlife

produced by jody
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LYRICS
[sapphire2001]

It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight
It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight

Been a burden since a kid, had no friends cause I was shy
Been a burden since a jit, baby all I did was lie
You're the one that finally made me open up
You're the one that helped me not end up a fuck up
Prescriptions, popping pills before school starts
Dip quick, duck behind the fucking Walmart
I'm okay, not okay, maybe less or more
Baby, you didn't see me ducked out in the corridor
Baby girl, you're the one that stopped my shatter
The reason why no more blood drips on my mattress
I wish I’d have walked up to you at first
But you're the greatest thing that happened on this earth
I've been so stuck
Thoughts parading my head
That i just fucked up
Toss and turn in my bed

It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight
It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight


[forest98]

Better on my own I never fall in line
Blowing up my phone, I never hit reply
You are not my brother, had to realize
Fucking with my head, I had to get it right, like
Running out of patience
You a lil pup stick to your day shift
In my city I'm the greatest
Look at all these copies I created
Why is everyday so mundane
Hit a switch like it’s click gotta get away
On a flight, outta sight, I don't hear em say
Used to have some brothers, now my brothers ain't no friend of me
Lighting up my cigarette
Never have my shirt clean
Always down I gotta find a way up
Every day I grow a little bit more


[sapphire2001]

It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight
It's been getting harder just to sleep at night
Weight up on my shoulders, been breaking my spine
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die
Shoot a text, girl no stress, lets just fuck tonight

TONIGHT 4 feat. Sapphire2001 (Prod. Jody)

im learning to love myself day by day. sometimes it gets hard ya kno?? but i think im doing alright

anywayzz huge thank you to everyone who has ever taken the time to listen to what i have to say. i hope at some point in time, you've found comfort and warmth within my words

first verse by sam @yungsapphire
choir vocals assisted by anilla @bcanilla
instrumental created by rrarebear  @rrarebearbeats
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lyrics

[sapphire2001]

Call my phone and block my number, let me sleep, interrupt my slumber
If I say I'm fine, I'm not, baby please just let me rot
I've fallen in love all over again
Not with you but with a bottle of xans
Baby I'm not alright but you won't listen to me
I can't fall asleep, I'm still fucking counting sheep
Hold my hand, would you let me go
I'm not fine, just alive, I'm just alive, and I guess that's fine


[forest98]

I'm falling in love with someone who doesn't want me
Crying at night over silly little petty things
But I can not stop my thoughts, I spiral down, I spiral down
I'm scared of judgement, I don't want to feel like I'm a problem, but I know I am
I'm curious what boys taste like but I'm too scared to try
Constantly keeping my head under water
I'm losing sleep all of the time, cant cope with what they'll say
Time and again lost in my head, I wear your folded crown
Say that you never meant what you said, you always let me down
Never stop manipulating, won’t acknowledge your own errors
When you look at your reflection, do you see yourself

Baby don't cry no more, don't shed a tear
You'll forget the pain of yesteryear
You need all the love that you can get
I know better days, i know

Good morning
The sun shines down on me today
I'm happy and I'm alright
Good morning
The sun shines down on me today
I'm happy and I'm alright

HUMAN BEAN feat. Sapphire2001 (Prod. Rrarebear)

[forest98]

Cocaine cowboy out the west side
Hit a 180, do a turn and hit ‘em with no surprise
Got my goth bitch, looking slick with her thick thighs
I be on the road with my bros, they my best high

Got the money on my mind like an addict
Told that lil bitch, we ain't smoking ‘til you match it
I'm just tryna chill, hit the blunt, now I'm gassing
Face an 82, now it’s gone, call it magic, magic


[erick the god]

Young God, grew up on the south side
Word to 37, everybody know I'm outside
All these rappers talk about respect, I’ll die about mine
I'ma live forever cause they say that legends never die


[forest98]

Cocaine cowboy out the west side
Hit a 180, do a turn and hit ‘em with no surprise
Got my goth bitch, looking slick with her thick thighs
I be on the road with my bros, they my best high


[dirtg0d]

Shawty wanna try it, I told her come buy it
All my drugs are loud, I can’t walk around with silence
Got gold on me, I'm pirate, oh I think she like it
I could tell she used to boats just based off how she ride it
Got packages they flying, I can make it snow in every city
And you so off that Gucci bean and now you think you pretty
And my dick a chop, coke ain't chop, think I'm Diddy
And my bo ain't prop, I'm in the club, I think I'm 50
Molly water make that pussy water, hit a jet ski
And I got gang and we got bang so come and test me
And I got some drank, I'm on with forest and the best trees
And I can’t reciprocate no feelings, why she left me, dirtg0d!


[sadboyshaq]

Every time that I’m high, I miss you
Every time that I'm sober, don't wanna kiss you
Bitch I'm throwing spears and I probably won’t miss you
Cocaine cowboy, bitch I can’t kiss you
You stole all my drugs and you fucked with all my plugs
Popping these pills in my bed, I feel snug
I want the pistol, put me on the rug
Blow my brains out, then leave the house, act like nothing happened
Please light a match and watch me burn, then you can start cracking
I am delirious, i'm not serious
I feel like my name is George because I'm curious
You spouting out the lies like bitch, are you hearing this?
I be all in my head at times
Cocaine cowboy from the west side


[forest98]

Cocaine cowboy out the west side
Hit a 180, do a turn and hit ‘em with no surprise
Got my goth bitch, looking slick with her thick thighs
I be on the road with my bros, they my best high

COCAINE COWBOY feat. Erick the God, Dirtg0d & Sadboyshaq (Prod. Aquinaswc)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FM0koab9r8o

[forest98]

Posted on the corner selling crack like my daddy
At least that's what these white boys thinking when we ride in the caddy
Like you ain't ever seen a spic living his life in the valley
I had it up to here with this, I'm boutta chew em like taffy, I got
Too many problems in this bitch, too many problems with my bitch
Too many thoughts on my conscious, too many hoes all on my dick
Now pardon the blood on my mattress, devil on shoulder in white dress
It kinda look like my reflection, never will pardon my madness
Where the fuck you think you going homie, what set is you repping
How much you paid for that jacket, I like those shoes that you wearing
You got some beef with me lil homie, you deaf is you stupid
I told you to empty them pockets pussy don't keep me waiting
Fuck I might just snap in this bitch, yo why you keep on staring
Thought I made this shit crystal clear, I want them kicks you wearing
Bitch I got a gun to your head, you think I won't bang that pistol
Better say your prayers little bitch and hope that your friends will miss you


[luv]

That your friends will miss you, that your friends will miss you
Yes, I can’t relate, my own friends don't miss me
That your friends will miss you, that your friends will miss you
Yes, I can’t relate, my friends they don't miss me, wait
Where the condom, guess it’s fuck the world raw
I might fuck you and your bitch and put that shit on Worldstar
Now we viral, smoke myself my eyes low
Preach to me to keep you live but you ain't got no bible
So annoying, and you know it
Really who taught you that, I could make fun of that
They don't make fun of me
Gimme my losses back, gimme my coffin back, no wait


[forest98]

Yes, I was there but I am not a witness
I am not a suspect, yes I blew his thoughts out
I had to outlive him, promise I'm the victim
The whole world’s against me, everyone unfriends me
Ran his pockets, paper chasing, now the world so friendly


[luv + forest98]

Everything is full of shit, why my body so empty
No one really gets me, I don't even get me
I wake up like every morning thoughts of my own ending


[luv]

So annoying, and you know it
Really who taught you that, i could make fun of that
They don't make fun of me
Gimme my losses back, gimme my coffin back, no wait

COFFIN feat. Luv (Prod. Yuki) *MV IN DESC*

i feel so empty and i dont know how to change that. i feel so stagnant in life and the progress i do make is so minimal. i dont know what im doing with myself. to whoever still cares, please dont be sad when i go

prod by tristan
mixing by me

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i got demons in my skin, hard for me to fight them
pain is in my soul and i'm never feeling excitement
demons in my skin, hard for me to fight them
pain is in my soul and i'm never feeling excitement

thought that i got better but i just switched up my vices
dirty up my mind when i'm thinking bout flying kites and
never answer calls, my whole family know i'm not like them
i be on my own, know it's better to die in silence, i'm a ghost

momma blow my phone, i don't answer, i know she hate me
i would hate me too if i took the path i'm on lately
"forest, keep your calm, shit, i know you hate this"
every drug i try wont make anything any better, i'm depressed

i got demons in my skin, hard for me to fight them
pain is in my soul and i'm never feeling excitement
demons in my skin, hard for me to fight them
pain is in my soul and i'm never feeling excitement

i'm depressed (under pressure, under pressure, under pressure)
i'm depressed (under pressure, under pressure, under pressure)
i'm depressed (under pressure, under pressure, under pressure)
i'm depressed (under pressure, under pressure, under pressure)

i'm so fucking empty

fucking up my life, i feel like dennis the menace
always on my mind, i wish i did it, i didn't
but i started coughing up, my brother saw me tweaking
and my momma more concerned about the carpet stains i'm leaving, got me fucked up

started coughing up my brother saw me tweaking,
my brother saw me tweaking
my brother saw me tweaking

i don't leave my room enough to know the people that i'm living with

i got demons in my skin, hard for me to fight them
pain is in my soul and i'm never feeling excitement
demons in my skin, hard for me to fight them
pain is in my soul and i'm never feeling excitement

i'm depressed
i'm depressed (it was a nightmare)

deMonZz iNn mY sKinNn (prod. tristan)

wish i could still talk to my mom and have things feel the same

written, mixed, recorded by me in my bedroom
instrumental provided by the magnificent low.key
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(lyrics)
i made a sandcastle to sleep on
poured buckets of water in the moat
i see faces surround me, they laugh and point
i'm safe behind these walls

my drawbridge never comes down
only penetrated by the sun
and all the seagulls and crabs keep me company
wont judge, me never hurt me

when ocean waves come crashing down
i'm left with piles of mud
i take my bucket and shovel
down the beach, i move horizontal

i build all alone
i want nobodies help but my own
biting my tongue, i work til i'm covered
by my castle where i slumber

and i'm still here i'm learning how
to let go of the thought
that i'm better off alone in my fortress of sorrows
building castles

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