big dream

i can’t hear u

quiet water

i love u
1. dj lostboi- Tormenta Eterna
2. Oklou - collapsing
3. Oklou - be with u day n night baby
4. Border Daniel - dream my days away (akustisk)
5. Malibu - come down to us (piano edit)
6. sexwork - Eternal Breakup (1st track)
7. Uli k, bladee - nothing w/o u (vox added)
8. Viancys Attic - sleep patterns 
9. killenjoy - did we ever really talk 
10. Cole longanecker - m sorryim making anew
11. Malibu - Westfield (rework)
https://youtu.be/mTOEVg84L9g

endlessly fused together - mix

Prod me
@im-holo @nitevisions

This life is frustrating, suffocating, the words don't escape 
Staring at my eyelids I lie awake, always think about my mistakes 
Something to numb the pain, I can't see your face, I'm going insane
If it's all just for show, make me, break me, make me whole
I saw a vision, I don't remember, I heard you calling, I'll be here waiting 
Always lose, I can't control my fate, suffering silently Write it on my eyelids, something that I can't see 
Are you even real? I'm going insane, wish that I could feel

faceless and u hate it 
I can’t take it, told u all u had to do was fake it
I look up 2 the sky and all I see is u
Even though I know u don’t want me to 

Love me ur the first to 
But if u knew the real me I don’t think that’d be true

faceless , hate it , can’t take it , had to fake it 

my world's your word
whisper it in my ear
is it written or am i writing it?
plead your innocence til dying breath
no i cannot face you
no i cannot face me
just run for your safety
there's no chance to save me
ok i tried to hide it
but you're always by my side
i know you never lied and
but i know better than
to think that you could be my medicine
too young to go insane i feel like syd barrett
always sick and manic, heart on my sleeve i never wear it
its your will for me to carry on?
this burden has made a beast of me
and if i cannot carry on?
may the worms make a feast of me

faceless

3 days

control(voidrave99)

ft @4ng311 
loving it is so hard
every time I try it pulls me apart 
voices whispering , don’t talk to me
the light doesn’t reach too far
heart is racing, can’t get myself out 
Jus tell me you’ll help now 
everything is falling down 
on us , and I can’t be trusted
all they do is talk but they don’t mean shit

I’ve waited for so long 
But the static won’t disappear
Running out of time
How did we end up here
Isn’t this everything I asked for
Im losing myself
But I keep wanting more
So addicting
I cant get enough of it
But its all in my head 
Breathe me
Don’t wanna lose this feeling
But I can’t stop spinning

 so addicted, laying here in my bed 
suffocating and I can’t get out my head
the locks too big
(loving it is so hard)
we jus won’t fit
everytime I try it pulls me apart
& I fall to the floor
make me want it more
you’re not new I’ve seen it all before

jus tell me you’ll help me
u could free me . .




[guitar by unlucky drums by me]

free me (unlucky)

so tired.. l’ll let u go 
.. the me that u don’t know
look at the photograph, yea it’s still in my bag
it never stayed the same, ur heart u want it back? 
look & you’ll find me and the crow
he doesn’t let it snow
so tired, can’t hide it 
I’ll never be there for u
i make it come true, rip my face off ; brand new

say I’m gonna leave but u know I can’t 
can’t talk to me so u write it on my hand
nothing to see, it’s all a dream
i’m obsessed w u 
ur love in my bloodstream
i want something I can’t escape that makes me feel this way
before I put it in my pocket, I kiss it ; I lock it
blood medallion ; every step it swayyssszzZ

bloodmedallion.wav [nono g beats]

underspring [seal]

nothing [pekarot]

3rd person [reaprr]

air [pawl4k]

almost july [holo]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6kGZH85TnA
https://www.instagram.com/noah808.flp/
https://m.soundcloud.com/user-372528705

nothing [noah808 remix]

they’re never enough [brody]

i wait forever
locked out together, climb right over
and we'll beg the world to start over
my eyes don't fall
no one as tall
a new kind of heart
that you cant discard
i lean inside, the scores never tied
i lean inside, the scores never tied
i lean inside, the scores never tied
my eyes don't fall
no one as tall
a new kind of heart
that you cant discard

climb

well

never wither, with each other, alone together

no matter what
i lie with it, every night 
the light bleeds through my eyes
never dark when it’s night 
i dream of the smell, dropped all the petals 
they fell down 
watching it come back
I live to hear the sound
why’s it so hard to not go back and forth 
hold my phone but I can’t see it
hands going numb, drag them down my face
if I touch my lips will I feel it
I wait forever to get to this place
i dream of the smell, dropped all the petals 
they fell down 
watching it come back
I live to hear the sound

petals

And there's never a night I sleep
With the dreams that I'd have if u never decided
Decided to leave
Decided
Decided to leave
There's never an ounce that I breathe
Without thinking about
Who i could have been with you
You say we can learn from this
But I just don't know
What to do without you anymore
You say it isn’t my fault
8 years were never enough
I'll wait for you
If you'll never change
I will be okay
But I'll still stay up for you
Just in case you make the time for the right move
And there's never a night I sleep
With the dreams that I'd have if u never decided
Decided to leave
Decided
Decided to leave
There's never an ounce that I breathe
Without thinking about
Who i could have been with you
There's never an ounce that I breathe
Without thinking about
Who i could have been if you didn’t leave

[come home - estk]

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