didnt know the guitars a lil off beat sorry 😭


now i know theres nothing left
i know ill just have to end up dead
crying over all your texts
because i am all alone again

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

im crying in my room
i dont know what to do
ive lost interest
in everything i did with you

ive lost control and now
lifes crashing down
where am i supposed to be?
im such a pity

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

i wish i was perfect

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2DU5UlO4rjy1y0KTqOgVzJ?si=b9713580965246ca

I went and called you
You went and treated me like I was just a freak
Thought you would have pulled through

But it turns out I just really hate you
And it felt so good knowing you couldn't stop me
And that's the truth, isn't that the truth, isn't that the truth
I'm such a fucking mess
After what you did 
I'll try and just digest all the shit you put me through
Fuck this time I won't talk to you

Fuck this time I won't talk to you
I won't talk to you
I won't talk to you

i just really hate you

first song with real drums!

https://open.spotify.com/album/3XY2sSp5Uw6nT7GVz7daVB?si=2eQD4cVBRWmMntIq8wj3GQ

Lyrics:

Hey, Mr. Cunningham
I said hey, Mr. Cunningham! How’s your entailment gettin‘ along?
Don’t you remember me, Mr. Cunningham? I’m Jean Louise Finch. 
You brought us some hickory nuts one early morning, remember?
We had a talk
I went and got my daddy to come out and thank you!
I go to school with your boy, I go to school with Walter!
He's a nice boy, tell him hey for me, won’t you?
You know something Mr. Cunningham? Entailments are bad.
Entailments-
Atticus, I was just sayin‘ to Mr. Cunningham that entailments are bad, but you said not to worry, takes a long time sometimes… 
What’s the matter?
I sure meant no harm, Mr. Cunningham...

No harm taken young lady. I'll tell Wally you said hey.
Let’s clear out of here!

wont you forgive me?
will you grow up?
wont you get near me?
give your father a hug

wont you forgive me?

made this with my new guitar yay

hey girl whats up
do u wanna go out?
we can go some where south
and run away from this town
i think i wanted u bad
i think i wanted u back
but baby whose fault is that
i want u back

i want you backkk
but u dont want that
u can go get fucked x2

i find it hard to talk
i find it hard to speak
and when you look my way i find it hard to breathe
and when you talk to me
you make me weak
dk what to tell you
i love u so damn much

i know u wont see this
and thats fine by me 
i just wanted u to know
that i love u so much
just go with the flow
we can take this slow

darling

prod me

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/album/0NSdh7yBhAYBTwnm8ujMvv?si=Wtfl4XPaRkiH5290QvPzXA

lyrics:

[naerobi]

stand up from the ground 
and check yourself
you’ve been through lot 
but im not done yet

keep your head up high
stand up straight
you get what you got
stop fucking crying

[lovecupid]

you dont come around
and i can barely hear you making any sounds
so if i see you around
i’ll cut you open and drag you around
nananana
lalalalala
so if i see you around
i’ll cut you open and drag you around
oooooo

[naerobi]

im begging please dont wake me up
cuz baby i dont want this dream to stop
and i know you dont like me
you dont really like me
mess up my story
baby dont ignore me
lets go out tonight
and kiss you on a streetlight
look at the moonlight
but youknow you’re my sunshine

stand up from the ground 
and check yourself
you’ve been through lot 
but im not done yet

keep your head up high
stand up straight
you get what you got
stop fucking crying

i'll cut you open and drag u around w/ lovecupid

Prod me

(I don't live in the UK but if I did I would go to wetherspoons everyday)

You say you don’t care
I still remember it all
You don’t want to stay
I won’t be okay

Never got my way
Hundreds of highways
Drove to see your face
Kicked out of your place

Sneaking out my house
Hide drinks inside my bathroom
Bought you a new blouse
Friendzoned with no clue

I fucking hate you
Last name you’ll claim soon
New night Wetherspoons
I’m sick girl that’s true

i watch planet chasers starlight excellent all day, everyday

https://open.spotify.com/track/2WNKro4DI4lTajpT7so0EF?si=9109f35965064711

Prod. me

Another year that flew by
Filled a few pages in a journal of mine
Came back to earth and I lost my mind
I’ve been the one flaw in your design

Trying to pass my waste of time
You didn’t like my sudden change
Said I’m bordering something deranged
So I’ll give you time to walk away

years

???interlude

Otherside

prod. me

I can’t do anything right
I don’t help I just wanna whine
If I know what I want
I should get what’s mine
I’m always second best
I have no spine

Just let me wallow
Doesn’t matter you’re hallow
If I could fix up myself
I would do tomorrow 
I don’t care how she felt
I just drowned in my sorrow
I regret every second
Of my time that she borrowed

All the drugs drugs drugs
That I did everyday
My first love love love
That lyric stays the same
You like to hear about it
But you’re the one to blame
My face gets so red
I covered it with shame

The LSD and alcohol
That was hitting my brain
I was passed out in my bathroom
My mom said I’m disgraced
I’m doing better now
But still feel a waste
If you’re also in hell
Then take me away

waster

Prod.  https://www.youtube.com/@indiebeats-uriya

Lyrics ///
I feel so hopeless now
Oh, do you ever wonder why?
I don't wanna go back there
Oh, do you wonder, oh, do you wonder why?

All the time I've spent
Amounts to nothing
But, anyway though how you've been?

Time and time again, I've proven to myself
I don't need no one else, please, let me bleed all by myself

Sometimes I can see right through you
How much more I have to hurt?
I don't want to be this way
I don't want to be this way for good

waster

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