P.O.C - Pass The Bong

Rap i wrote for my nan after she passed away from lung cancer



this song was wrote for u cos right now i find life so hard,
cant talk to u or hug u and the realisation has me scarred,
all i can offer u now is these words made publicly,
i want my friends to no u meant the world and more to me,
cos i miss u so much nan these lyrics cant even explain,
seein u suffer so much
,drove me insane
,and cos now ur not around life for me will never be the same,
they told u scan results 7 months late,
leavin us with cancer surely shouldnt have been ur fate,
after the operation waitin for results so nervous,
after months cancer back,u didnt deserve it,
how could they have made such a stupid mistake,
the reality is ur gone but it still all seems fake,
we all liked to care for u durin ur time of trouble,
but day by day u felt a harder struggle,
like we all do,now that ur gone,
tryin to get my head together to rite u a song,
u wer the nicest person i ever met i can say without hesitating,
now that ur gone the pain in my heart is just too agrivating,
cos u used to be happy and cheery,
and seein u get weak and weary,
tore me up inside,
and i couldnt help it so jus cried,
i want u to no ur constantly on my mind,
wen u smiled u were able to make the hole room shine,
i love u nan and miss u dearly,
and writin these lyrics are makin me so teary,
the chemotherapy was the worst part,
seein what u went thru left me with a forever broken heart,
its sad to think u sufferd so bad from all the chemo,
but im happy to say at least ur at peace now,
i still believe if they told u earlier wed all be here together,
but i guess no,noones gonna live forever
the memories i had with u im always gonna cherish,
but the hopes of seeing u again have gone nd perished,
i still havent gotta over the fact that ur gone from us,and i miss the way u always made a big fuss,
always makin sure others around u were doin alright,
and to think against cancer u put up such a serious fight,
and for fighting against it im so proud of u,it went on for so long,for us u kept so strong,
right until the very end,
my nan ,a second mother to me and my best friend.

RIP Nan x

Lix Lunatix