thank you all for sticking with me this long.
I hope this album helps you manifest healing in your life.

prods:
@elox1m
@yosheku
@taymxru
@stopscreammm
@1moneykidd
@richmnkey

knowing everything's inevitable & running anyways

https://soundcloud.com/reesooo

lyrics:
i know it's been a couple weeks
since i last called
but if i let you out to rot, i'd be appalled
i know you're hurting me a lot
i feel so small
i'm so depressed i kinda wanna let you see me fall
(yuh)

keep tearing apart
it's easy for you
you know i'm coming back
it's easy to prove
you're hurting me and that's
so easy to do
i wish you weren't mad
i'm not easy to move
trying to relapse
to simply renew
the light of day i had
when first meeting you
i'm sorry that it's sad
it's simply the truth
you're bad for me
but i'll crash for you

and i'll crash for you
and i'll match for you
anything that you want cause i'm wanting bad for you
you might think i'm just lonely
that's only half the truth
i wanna feel like i'm living for purpose, aptitude
and your love got me floating i'm gaining altitude
hope you know i don't like when i would shout at you
i'm just frustrated living with you doubting you
i wanna dig up all the lost hope that i found in you

so now i'm digging up these
faded times
when we could've made a
break for life
didn't take the time to
think it over
didn't take the time to
make you mine
love is evil it's a
patient crime
something creeping up to
shake your spine
i know that i don't deserve that chance
but i guess i'll try to
take that find
(yuh)

keep tearing apart
it's easy for you
you know i'm coming back
it's easy to prove
you're hurting me and that's
so easy to do
i wish you weren't mad
i'm not easy to move
trying to relapse
to simply renew
the light of day i had
when first meeting you
i'm sorry that it's sad
it's simply the truth
you're bad for me
but i'll crash for you

ALL PLATFORMS

crash4u (reesxoo)

a poem about suicide.

lyrics:

you got the 
right type of wrong
can't take that back
that love's gone
leave cuts in both of my arms
I'm bleeding
(yuh)

it was like that 
right song
in that 
right place
with that
wrong drink
and that
right face
it's so 
hard to know what you
can't replace

and now the world is crumbling and I can't escape it 
so

the demons inside me
they dance around the yard
the angels they stand there
and taunt
like prision guards
I just need to get
this message out
but it's so hard
to even formulate my sentences
(yuh)

the myth of a happy life 
it lives inside your dreams
we all know we die
and then there's nothing left
to see
I'm ending my life
cause no one would begin
with me

the other side it calls
it's beckoning

and now it's over
folding
falling apart

you took every part of my soul
and ripped up both of
my hearts

you made a monster
tears falls
out of my eyes

oh "kali ma"
you ripped my heart out
I saw you take a bite
(oh woah, woah)

the demons inside me
they dance around the yard
the angels they stand there
and taunt
like prision guards
I just need to get
this message out
but it's so hard
to even formulate my sentences
(yuh)

the myth of a happy life 
it lives inside your dreams
we all know we die
and then there's nothing left
to see
I'm ending my life
cause no one would begin
with me

the other side it calls
it's beckoning

demons & angels

demons & angels (xlilgx)

oh yeah @i-die-this-year is on this one

shoutout to @ovrwrld for doing this first/producing better than me and shoutout @boburnham for being awesome.

lyrics:

(verse 1: Lizard Boii)
trying to be funny and stuck in a room
there isn't much more to say about it
can one be funny when stuck in a room?
being in, trying to get something out of it
try making faces
try telling jokes, making little sounds, ooh

I was a kid who was stuck in his room
there isn't much more to say about it
when you're a kid and you're stuck in your room
you'll do any old shit to get out of it
try making faces
try telling jokes, making little sounds

(hook: Lizard Boii)
well, well
look who's inside again
went out to look for a reason to hide again
well, well
buddy, you found it
now, come out with your hands up
we've got you surrounded

(verse 2: IAMDEAD)
I
told you I'm worth it
yeah I have issues
and yeah they need working
so much
violence in my head
fuck up my life
and resort it to violence
eyes all on me
cause I feel fucking stupid
I'm trying to help
but they tell me to move it
my hobby is rigged
yeah it's not about music
just give me more lies
and I think I can prove it
the underground's filled with these
backward ass lies
cause if I'm a nice guy I'll meet my demise
cause they up to something
they up to something
contribute shit
and you'll sum up to nothing

(hook: IAMDEAD)
well, well
look who's inside again
went out to look for a reason to hide again
well, well
buddy, you found it
now, come out with your hands up
we've got you surrounded

(hook: Lizard Boii x IAMDEAD)
well, well
look who's inside again
went out to look for a reason to hide again
well, well
buddy, you found it
now, come out with your hands up
we've got you surrounded

(outro: Lizard Boii x IAMDEAD)
well, well
look who's inside again
well, well
look who's inside again
(went out to look for a reason to hide again)
well, well
look who's inside again
(buddy you found it)
well, well
look who's inside again
(come out with your hands up)
(we got you surrounded)

look who's inside again

ALL PLATS

off with ur head >:)
@killheen

lyrics:
nineteen eleven
we pull up and
spray out
chop stick with the dick
make him lay down
i spent 24k on a watch
from a fake town
30k on a chain with a
fake smile
bitch wanna fuck me
i tell her to face down
if she can't see me fuck
there's no case now
we boutta dance 'til
our muh' fuckin' graves now
this the life that we live
that you ain't 'bout
nineteen eleven
we pull up and
spray out
chop stick with the dick
make him lay down
i spent 24k on a watch
from a fake town
30k on a chain with a
fake smile
she doing coke like she
out at a rave now
she gon' suck on my dick
she can't pay out
we're gonna dance to our
muh' fuckin' graves now
no we living this life that you ain't 'bout

pull up we dance
slide
she grind on what’s in my pants
like
we got a 667
we take you heaven
so hop in the
damn ride
she asking if i’m the guy who be killing the lizards and i be like
damn right
i’m boutta leave a bitch
looking like she at the beach
but the white ain’t no
tan lines
(wait)

[verse 2]
blow her back out
shotgun blast
light skin beauty
and her name
ash kaash
high as a kite
but i'm
e on gas
don't fuck with me
cause i
be on ass
write every bar
that i say in my songs
and then send 'em cross state
cause i be on facts
these bullets get served
like it's bon appétit
if you really got problems
then eat on that

(hah, hah)
i'm out in the streets
fucking white bitches who
out in the jeeps
bitch head so good that she
counting degrees
leave your ass hang at the
sound of the beep
honestly all of y'all
talk on the internet
with your lil' friends
like a crowd of some sheep
you think your girl is still loyal to you
but she sucking my dick
to get powder for free

nineteen eleven
we pull up and
spray out
chop stick with the dick
make him lay down
i spent 24k on a watch
from a fake town
30k on a chain with a
fake smile
bitch wanna fuck me
i tell her to face down
if she can't see me fuck
there's no case now
we boutta dance 'til
our muh' fuckin' graves now
this the life that we live
that you ain't 'bout
nineteen eleven
we pull up and
spray out
chop stick with the dick
make him lay down
i spent 24k on a watch
from a fake town
30k on a chain with a
fake smile
she doing coke like she
out at a rave now
she gon' suck on my dick
she can't pay out
we're gonna dance to our
muh' fuckin' graves now
no we living this life that you ain't 'bout

DANCETILYOUREDEAD!!!

DANCETILYOUREDEAD!!! (killheen)

thank you for all your love and support this year, it really means the world to me. I hope I can turn 2022 into a year of growth you've never seen before.

big shoutout to @shleempink for making this song and @i-die-this-year for being a legend, an icon, a voice for the generations, and most of all, my best friend.

enjoy. <3

lyrics:

think I'm losing my sight
these neon lights
took too much molly
I'm way too high
don't wanna be dead
keep a gun by my side
can't feel my head
I don't wanna die

it's the 
saddest story ever told
when I pop it off you'll never know
(everything goes)
boom boom
bing bing
pop

sipping on codeine
I'm moving slowly 
hope I don't OD

sipping on codeine
I'm moving slowly 
hope I don't OD

I'm in the back of the coupe
sitll
thinking of you
I'm sipping that blood red
with red bottom shoes
walking round in slow motion
still pouring that potion
can't kill me I'm soulless
kill me I'm soulless

all these people gonna hate on me
but still drive ford focus

still got this pain on me
I'm swimming in red oceans

(I know you're numb)

(I know you're numb)

it's the 
saddest story ever told
when I pop it off you'll never know
(everything goes)
boom boom
bing bing
pop

sipping on codeine
I'm moving slowly 
hope I don't OD

sipping on codeine
I'm moving slowly 
hope I don't OD

please don’t take another sip i wanna live uh
i’m just tryna live my life upon your lips yuh 
running you a red light 
making sure your head right 
this ain’t gonna end right? 

i’m in your mind so think twice 
cause’ that’s your way of life 
cause’ you know you gotta pay the price 

everything goes boom boom bing bing pow 
SIPPIN ON CODEINE IM MOVING SLOWLY 
HOPE I DONT ODE 
boom boom bing bing pow 
SIPPIN ON CODEINE IM MOVING SLOWLY 
HOPE I DONT ODE

THE SADDEST STORY EVER TOLD.

@sams_diary
@prodimmortal
@user-357499277

lyrics:

when midnight comes
that's when it all ends
driving 36 miles in a
white benz

spill a couple cups
NYC made some light trends
hanging out in brookyn
now I'm everybody's whtie friend

sipping on codeine
I'm stirring
I'm tryna drive with no permit
look in her eyes it's concerning
I wish they didn't have to stop so hard on the interstate

I wish you and me were in prada
fuck that lexus brand new miada
layaways from ponce to gaza
all we get at our feet is hot lava

late night in old Indiana
I fell in love with your standards
you left the room like a phantom
are you free tonight
I think it's time for your stand up
driving round a 92 lancer
tryna break me down just like cancer
can you see tonight's
the night

I’m all the way in atlanta

you're from new york
I’m not standing now

I know it’s all in my mental
I can’t stay no I can’t stay

I spend all my time in the back streets
20 dollars paying for a broken house

feeling blue the sky is so empty
train ticket takes me to london town

stop 
wait 

give me some time
it’s just a new day

stop 
wait

i cant sleep i got insomnia

call me up 
say it once and i’ll stay up
then i’m gone 
just for once

won't you 
stay now

won't you 
hold me closer

late night in old Indiana
I fell in love with your standards
you left the room like a phantom
are you free tonight
I think it's time for your stand up
driving round a 92 lancer
tryna break me down just like cancer
can you see tonights
the night

INDIANA (REMIX)

@1miind ily bro <3

lyrics:

I never felt the same
when you left
even when your sweater's gone
man I'm still obsessed

cause I hung on
for too long
I got a bad feeling 
in my chest

you don't
understand
everything that I've ever done

I regret
what I said
but it seems like you already won

but I said
I can't
move on 
because of you
I can't
move on
because it's true
I can't
move on
because of you

I can't
I can't

I couldn't move on from december
a cold and windy city I thought
you would be my sweater

and now I'm getting lost out in the cold
under the weather-her

and opportunity will haunt you
just like nothing else can 
fear you
you made it obvious
I'm only happy
when I'm near you
and you just caught your flight
so when I'm calling you can't
hear me now

this new obsession just might
make me drown

you don't
understand
everything that I've ever done

I regret
what I said
but it seems like you already won

but I said
I can't
move on
because of you
I can't
move on
because it's true
I can't
move on
because of you

I can't
I can't

(siem spark x chrismarek)

regret w/ miind

(ooo woah)
(let's go, let's go, let's go)

when did all this time pass
baby, you and I
lasted a little longer
I don't need another night with you
where did all this time go
only you and I know
ooo
you keep coming closer
baby, I don't need another night
with you

but I don't wanna see the day
you keep coming 'round to say
"it's raining, pouring 
outside my window"
and you're colder and colder again
baby you was just a friend

(what?)

okay, okay
why the long face?
we're made for each other
we just met up in the
wrong place
why the hell I'm wasting all your time
on a long date?
I can take you home and get you right
in the wrong ways

baby you're not her
that's the bottom line
(what)
she a silver screen actress
on the dotted signs

woah, baby
you think that you're mine
just cause I bought a line
you wanted cause you wanna ride
then you fucked the uber cause you couldn't drive

you say I'm
heartless, heartless
always on my phone you tryna
start shit, start shit
going 65 up in my
starship, starship,

making paperbacks
just like I'm Parsons
put a hunnid k up in my
cartilage 

(let's go, let's go, let's go)

when did all this time pass
baby, you and I
lasted a little longer
I don't need another night with you
where did all this time go
only you and I know
ooo
you keep coming closer
baby, I don't need another night
with you

but I don't wanna see the day
you keep coming 'round to say
"it's raining, pouring 
outside my window"
and you're colder and colder again
baby you was just a friend

the fall of troy

the fall of troy (young lenny)

let's not talk about the ending of this song

#FUCKAPENFREESTYLE!!! (KONGPAK)

my magnum opus and an ode to rob thomas.

lyrics:

she's got a

short temper and a reckless abandon
obnoxious no I
can't even stand it

over my neck
she's making me want her
deals with the devil
don't care what it costs her

she wanna be like a movie star

ride in the shotgun of expensive cars

but all I'm driving is a 96 pickup
six on the hip do a bit more than a
stick and poke

(and it)
might sound needy
but it seems so easy
play a six string on that stage
to make her
wanna see me
some more

and she really breaks me down
but those hands raise me so quickly

when we're driving through this town
my pants get sticky
and I see the

streetlights
I see your name in the streetlights
it's something I'm starting to realize
you're everything
to me but I'm not
everything to you

streetlights
I'm so dizzy, man I can't even see right
you're so intoxicating making me feel blind
so let's both agree
you're a toxic love I've got to lose

I can't hide it
you're the reason I'm fighting

harder

it's not even fai-ai-air
woah

I ain't lying
girl you're love is black magic

it picks me up out
of my chai-ai-air
woah

I wrote you a song
as a way to relieve you
your love is a drug
there ain't no way that I could see you
recreationally

you are a
new necessity
to me

and I think it's for the best
gotta rip these arrows out my chest

cause I take one hit from you're loving
and I might just get obsessed
when I see those

streetlights
I see your name in the streetlights
it's something I'm starting to realize
you're everything
to me but I'm not
everything to you

streetlights
I'm so dizzy, man I can't even see right
you're so intoxicating making me feel blind
so let's both agree
you're a toxic love I've got to lose

I think this is the part where I said
it was my fault

but it wasn't

cause honestly

if you started being normal and loved me for me

we wouldn't have this problem but

you're a drug to me

toxic
baby you're loving is
toxic
your lies are gon make me a
prophet

(streetlights
I see your name in the streetlights
it's something I'm starting to realize)

and you're out of control
I can't stop it
stop it
stop it
baby woah

(cause you're everything
to me and I'm not everything to you)

toxic
if you love me baby
would you stop it
all I'm asking of you is
be honest with me
woah-woah

(streetlights
I'm so dizzy, man I can't even see right
you're so intoxicating making me feel blind
so let's both agree
you're a toxic love I've got to lose)

streetlights (in bloom)

skin2bone w/ sayless (lucidbeatz + tadeoexq)

feature price: your career

lyrics:
I said
everyone who think they rap
scared to do a verse with me
and you know
if I take the feature out
that shit's common curtosey
'cause you know when I
hop up on that flow I take they track back
stay with that 9
it's gon' blow right off your brain
like a snapback

so let's get
up, up, up
your main hoe keep saying we
fucked, uh, uh
but I ain't hit that bitch I
ducked, uh, uh

I pulled up in that bentley truck
with a choppa on my side
that's gon' eat you up for lunch

I don't really understand
all this stressin' bout a bitch tho
got these diamonds on my hand
when I'm reaching for my pistol
he get cooked like crisco
when I pull up with the crystals
on my watch
blind him with the way my fucking
wrist glow

I know they fed up
know they fed up
all my songs they getting plays
they ain't even "sped up"
ak40s and berettas
keep your head up
in this industry
know there's snakes up in the grass
I hop that you done read up

the label heads said
I ain't bourne (born) for this
but I done
knocked down doors for this
I spent 6 years in the trap
now I'm in rap game metamorphosis

but you can't
stop my shit
I'm hot like piss
I'mma pop my pis-tol

if another white boy
with a wack hair cut
try to stop me
he gon tell God who's with him

know they gonna
see me up
do the shit that I was
dreaming of
only goal I haven't met
is a song with @twikipedia
and no I do not do this
shit for social media
I can really be up on your block
so let's go meeting up

I said
everyone who think they rap
scared to do a verse with me
and you know
if I take the feature out
that shit's common curtosey
'cause you know when I
hop up on that flow I take they track back
stay with that 9
it's gon' blow right off your brain
like a snapback

so let's get
up, up, up
your main hoe keep saying we
fucked, uh, uh
but I ain't hit that bitch I
ducked, uh, uh

I pulled up in that bentley truck
with a choppa on my side
that's gon' eat you up for lunch

feature!

spotify/apple music

feature! (@csquar3d x @starboyrob x @flexondatrack_)

yak!

yak! (prod jprock)

wrote this when we were together :(

lyrics:

feel like a
waste of space
far from grace
torture me alive
and when my head 
goes down I
know I'm drowning
why'd you have to die?

my heart's been broken
a long time
couldn't cross the
start line
all I see is
stop signs
I fight the 
monsters in my walls
a future
in these halls
I seen it all come falling down

now tell me who you believe?
the man you wanted to be
or the man that's making her leave you?
I don't know

now tell me what would it take?
for you to just feel awake
made one too many mistakes

feel like a
waste of space
(who you believe in)
far from grace
(oh no)
torture me alive
(tell me who you believe in, oh I know)
and when my head 
goes down I
(who you believe in)
know I'm drowning
(oh no)
why'd you have to die?
(tell me who you believe in, oh I know)

waste of space (prod. elox1m)

thanks for 3 great years of fall guys <3

lyrics:
she said it's alright
I can't even handle all of the drugs
I'm boutta fall, I'm
really on top
and if you want action
that's a long climb
shooting at his knees
I leave him tumbling like
fall guys

fall guys
and we do this shit like
all night
she uptight, and I'm passing her like
alright
I keep them hollows on me
I don't want no long fight
if you talking tough I'm making you my
fall guy
the fall guy
alright

and I ain't never let no pussy
talk about my not since I dropped
and I got thirty thousand ears saying 
I got flow and y'all do not
flash back to three years in september
still being put down in that box
they say "lizard ain't made no hits"
now here's a hit that just won't flop

my friends call me a genius
idek if I believe it
I made a hit before any girl tried to touch my
(wow, haha)
I got that crack rock flow 
now they fiending
IKTL! season, LB be the remix

it's always fuck a record label
know that shit elitist
remember back before I had that ice at night
that I'd be freezing
ever wonder why I keep up all this screaming?
know that y'all the reason
(y'all the reason)

she said it's alright
I can't even handle all of the drugs
I'm boutta fall, I'm
really on top
and if you want action
that's a long climb
shooting at his knees
I leave him tumbling like
fall guys

fall guys
and we do this shit like
all night
she uptight, and I'm passing her like
alright
I keep them hollows on me
I don't want no long fight
if you talking tough I'm making you my
fall guy
the fall guy
alright

fall guys 2

ALL PLATFORMS HERE

fall guys 2 (wagee beats)

@stopscreammm @1moneykidd

there's a hole 
in my heart
there's a pit
in my soul
you blinded me tonight
and when I'm home
I can't see anything
but I'd give anything
anything to see you back with me

might smoke a whole  pack
try to go it alone
but darling know that 
I stopped sleeping right next
to my enemies

and I'd give anything
anything to tell you I'm in love

leaving marks on things
I'd never touch
bleeding makes me
miss you oh so much
finding ways to make you
see
you're the only girl
inside my dreams

(fuck)

there's a time and a place
here's a thing we all know
that everything that holds you
really has a perfect remedy
menthol, fruity vapes, and 
methamphetamenes

any thing
any time
you're the only thing
that really floats
inside my mind
any world 
where
we're still together

anything

anything (cryalxt, money kidd, jooso)

@brandon-stiffic

lyrics:

would you be with me
in another life
if I didn't mess up
would you be my wife
over my head 
and make a sacrifice
think I need to change
or I'mma need to die

and I can't stand to change 
oh lord, no more
it's feeling like I'm caged
oh lord, oh lord
and we're hiding
the demons we're fighting
the hate that's inside it
only heals through us
love consumes the blood

(love consumes the blood)
(oh no)
I've tried to push
with all my strength
it never seems to
work out
love comes in oh so many ways
so what am I to do now?

so don't 
come running
closer

and I can't stand to change 
oh lord, no more
it's feeling like I'm caged
oh lord, oh lord
and we're hiding
the demons we're fighting
the hate that's inside it
only heals through us
love consumes the blood

love consumes the blood w/ STIFFIC (taymxru)

lyrics:

a disturbance in the force
something gone awry 
an innocent mistake she never
felt with other guys
the trauma's breaking in 
there's nowhere left to hide
you're not a victim yet but you'll feel
like one when you die

why, would you be so blind alone?
could you even tell the way that they had suffered?
suffered at your hands?
free your feeble mind
this world moves a story at a time

an uncomfortable itch
wandering thoughts
thought it'd take a second but
a second wasn't bought
your love is overpowering
a shame that you got caught
cause nature is a piece of shit
better die and let you rot

why, would you be so blind alone?
could you even tell the way that they had suffered?
suffered at your hands?
free your feeble mind
this world moves a story at a time

been about a month
still no calls
unadded him unfollowed him
now he's going through withdrawals
strands of hair on his clothes
every second he knows
one mistake it led him
to lose God's only angel
try as he might, and he will
he'll never ever fell whole
cause no one on God's green Earth
never had a face like hers and a pure soul

why, would you be so blind alone?
could you even tell the way that they had suffered?
suffered at your hands?
free your feeble mind
this world moves a story at a time

the two sided story (anticøn)

@with-drawl-753698846

lyrics:
I fight through
uphill battles
I think I've
gone insane 
for someone
oh so clueless
you're still stuck
inside my brain

have you heard of eden?
(judgement day, think I'd rather stay outside)
I'm tired of screaming
(finding different ways to stay alive)
gave a million reasons
(none of them good enough to keep you by)
things I'd rather be bleeding
(think about your touch on the day I die)

overcoats
and under hearts
you hold me close
and I fall apart
an older touch 
leads to brand new problems
that I can't solve
cause I'm born to start new

overly obsessive
but just here to catch you fall
you could be any more possesive
if you didn't care at all

carve your name
into the legacy
of the diner's bathroom stall
so just forget about the heartache
you need to run before you crawl

have you heard of eden?
(judgement day, think I'd rather stay outside)
I'm tired of screaming
(finding different ways to stay alive)
gave a million reasons
(none of them good enough to keep you by)
things I'd rather be bleeding
(think about your touch on the day I die)

on the day I die
on the day I die
was it even worth a try?
should I even try?
were we ever gonna succeed?
were we ever gonna succeed?
oh baby
oh baby

have you heard of eden?
(judgement day, think I'd rather stay outside)
I'm tired of screaming
(finding different ways to stay alive)
gave a million reasons
(none of them good enough to keep you by)
things I'd rather be bleeding
(think about your touch on the day I die)

eden? w/ w1thdrawl (judgement day) (yosheku)

lyrics:

something always breaks
everything's an end
something always happens
that I can never comprehend
a jagged puzzle piece of glass
looking for something long to last
something oh so sweet
can fall apart so fast
they never tell you why and it always
kicks your ass

I lose all meaning
I live for no reason
caught in this bleeding
what the fuck was up?
try and fight all my demons 
think you're the biggest reason
that I wanted to see him
and ask him why he made you run
and all the voices stopped sleeping
the minute you couldn't hear them
and now you want me to fight alone?
what the fuck was up?
you couldn't sleep without smoking
you couldn't laugh when I'm joking
said you could live without me thinking of you
what the fuck was up?

always in my head
I get this feeling I can't trust
cause all I've been thinking is you
I've got a bullet and it's waiting for you
(oh woah)
what the fuck is up with you?
what the fuck is up with you?
what the fuck is up with you?
what the fuck was up?

I lose all meaning
I live for no reason
caught in this bleeding
what the fuck was up?
try and fight all my demons 
think you're the biggest reason
that I wanted to see him
and ask him why he made you run
and all the voices stopped sleeping
the minute you couldn't hear them
and now you want me to fight alone?
what the fuck was up?
you couldn't sleep without smoking
you couldn't laugh when I'm joking
said you could live without me thinking of you
what the fuck was up?

what the FUCK was up? w/ samsdiary (richmnkey)

lyrics:

under the fear of falling rocks
we're  sharing things we shouldn't talk
you're digging graves up and
enjoying that new outlet that I bought
I'm so damn afraid to say the things
you don't know what it costs
I thought this guilt had rotten
but you're drawing up my flaws

and we take that walk that
we don't take too often
I showed you the spot
that I would put my own coffin
I hid the box away, you pushed me in
and now I'm locked in
and if you write about me one day
this is how I think it goes

oh such a sweetheart
I hope that he's dying
I pushed him off the hill of nonbelievers
now he's crying
the blood is off my hands
I wiped it right onto his eyelids
it's a shame that hercules couldn't lift the world

and now it's a toss up
going from a different phase
when you look in the mirror
and realize you're not great at all
in a sunken place with different faces
seeing every exes name on the wall
I'd rather alone than to 
die with a curse
every time I fucking talk to you 
you're making it worse
drive by and put my face on every
corpse in the hearse
know that they won't rest until they put my fucking
face on a shirt

and that's what it feels like
to be all alone
staring at your name every time you
call my phone
close my curtains you won't know
I'm home
'cause that's what it feels like to be me 

oh such a sweetheart
I hope that he's dying
I pushed him off the hill of nonbelievers
now he's crying
the blood is off my hands
I wiped it right onto his eyelids
it's a shame that hercules couldn't lift the world

i think ur a sweetheart (heydium)

fallininluv? w/ IAMDEAD (W4ddles)

pity party (heydium)

shoutout @yngfazo he the goat ily capitol records plz don't take this down email me @ cultreptile@gmail.com if you have a problem and we can work it out.
(p. cade & nova)

attitude!

attitude! w/ yung fazo

just try (double multi x polvwbeats)

>> r u down?????

lyrics:
I wish that I didn't love you
but I'm feeling hopeless
it feels like the sky is falling down
ain't nobody above you, trapped in old emotions
I want to be wherever you're around

who's gonna catch me when I fall?
'cause I feel like I'm going towards the ground
I just want to make you my only one
baby are you down?

you'll come around
tryna waste my time
even if the sky is falling down
if you're not with me baby 
know that I just might
sleep another night up in the ground

don't believe the hype, no I'm falling apart
and I'm going down
see your face in my dreams
when I call to the stars
can't even visit my home town
now I feel like a loser
trapped in a loop
no I know I'm stuck inside a fantasy
no I didn't deserve you
know that's the truth
still tryna figure out the man that
I can be

feel like a loser
trapped in a loop
no I know I'm stuck inside a fantasy
no I didn't deserve you
know that's the truth
still tryna figure out the man that
I can be

who's gonna catch me when I fall?
'cause I feel like I'm going towards the ground
I just want to make you my only one
baby are you down?

you'll come around
tryna waste my time
even if the sky is falling down
if you're not with me baby 
know that I just might
sleep another night up in the ground

don't believe the hype, no I'm falling apart
and I'm going down
see your face in my dreams
when I call to the stars
can't even visit my home town
now I feel like a loser
trapped in a loop
no I know I'm stuck inside a fantasy
no I didn't deserve you
know that's the truth
still tryna figure out the man that
I can be

r u down?

r u down? (plxce)

#BBLDRIZZYBEATGIVEAWAY (METRO BOOMIN)

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EXCITEBIKE! (PROD. TWIIST)

world war

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world war (javvibeats)

sometimes you never know how lucky you are not to be a fucking loser

@i-die-this-year
@blackwinterwells

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empty space

monster i've become

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monster i've become w/ IAMDEAD (blackwinterwells)

love again w/ IAMDEAD (odece x blackheart)

@windxws
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Lyric Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3PSzUScwhQ

fall guys

fall guys (win)

pulling over let her
cry in my hands
hoping one day she gon
die in my bed
she ain't never feeling right
she all stressed
saying that she wanna die
from one text
pulling over let her
cry in my hands
hoping one day she gon
die in my bed
she ain't never feeling right
she all stressed
saying that she wanna die
from one text

let me just get closer to you
let me just get closer to you

yuh
let me just get closer to you

yuh
let me just get closer
I can rid you from this nightmare
reach inside your mind you'll never know just what you
find there
ain't a lot of things you have in this world that you find fair
all is chaos
I guess I'm the one paying the price there 
(fuck, fuck)
summon the devil, tell him that I'm sorry
this ain't the kind of debt you pay back in a mazaratti
(yuh)
I'm taking cocaine at the after party
life is just a pack of mollies
pop em make em go retarded
(yeah she really wanna)
die in my bed
guess I really never knew what she meant
blood dripping from the marks that she slit
like a faucet how it come from her wrist
you gotta hide her from me

(pulling over let her)
cry in my hands
hoping one day she gon
die in my bed
she ain't never feeling right
she all stressed
saying that she wanna die
from one text
pulling over let her
cry in my hands
hoping one day she gon
die in my bed
she ain't never feeling right
she all stressed
saying that she wanna die
from one text

let me just get closer to you
let me just get closer to you

yuh
let me just get closer to you

closer to you (lizzthawizz x az1de)

depressed, obsessed, and ready to repress.
wsg snoozy

IKTL!

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