I cannot find it, I do not worry
If I remain here, it will pass
Forcing to change me
I do not worry
Within a rain cloud, violent unmasking

To check, to hate, to close
The sweat, the shape it takes to hold
Inside, in doubt, I need a sense of direction
I fall flat, I'm left here, I'm stressing
It's something that I thought you could help with
A loose string looking for the scissors to clip
Take and run, my mind made up, I'm gone, I will
Leave it behind, this time I'll leave it behind

Rain Cloud

He doesn't remember waking up
Something lays in wait
And no, well I laid you
There, I know it too
We are nothing new
I'll wait for you there
Blushing, late in bloom

He doesn't remember waking up
Something lays in wait
And no, well I hate you
There, I said it too
We are what we do
I'll wait for you there
In a vacant room

Breaker

It takes some time to think
To decide that it hurts
To decide if this fire will burn

It takes a year to breathe
With the gangrenous wounds
That are filling my lungs
It's a cut I will choose

Now it's time for a change
I can't suffer to lose anyone that I care for
A selfish reply
I have to admit that I consciously lie

Gangrene

a dream within a dream
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art credit to Lucas León

Wormwood (demo)

welcome to my evil little carnival >:)
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Oh I can make it hurt
Wasted my time
Waited so long for thee

A window worker on a resident street
Working on it
Working on it

Face the day
Another one awaits
For you, that's all it takes￼
So what?

On my face
A little teargas
And it all fades to null
Mana to mana
It's all thanks to you
I said there's nothing up

Rain (I can't make it)
In a vision (Raining all night)
Blowing over (Blowing on it)
Made it over

Man, it is so open
I could hover away
I'm going to stay

Teargas (demo)

yeah
i made it connect
die now
to live or live to make it back
waited so long
two may give, i'll make it back
it's sideways to be you
here we go

dancing on my halo
slow, in tune
man, if only words could describe it
i'd fit them all in
just say what you're thinking
I know you're old enough to guess
this angel's called armageddon
she's lost again
i'm lost again

Dancing on my Halo (demo)

jamison, you're the reason
for all the hurt that i've been feeling
the long days, you're in my dreams

then, i'm awake to the answer
there's no waiting on the better days
just depression and looking for a cure to the pain 
it's true
i tried to find it in you

outside, i pull my cigarette
blank time just floats away
it's only when i recollect
that i feel the tears running down my face

can't never find what to say
i'm hot blooded
but, baby, you're just winter and rain
so ice cold in my heat, don't want you to change
but my cut is i had my eyes on the road
you had your eyes right on me
and still i felt so alone

jamison, you're the reason
and for a time, you were my meaning
clock running, but this hand's deceiving
it's the way that we answer
that keeps us waiting on the better days
it's a lesson
kept looking for the cure to pain in you
i wasn't far from the truth

In Dreams

so tired, throw it all away
i never want to feel this pain again
lost in a dream, a cheap fantasy
while i'm wasting my life

i try to feel the world around me
tonight, i'll take you by the hand 
for the first time, i'm waking up from my high
we can't be wasted all the time

don't tell me what i know
i've said it, i did it all
struggled bad on my own
moving back and forth
sometimes i'll build these iron walls around me
yeah, yeah, you got me
give up

innocent, in tune
i feel it in you
it's just the way that we move
i can tell just how you want me
ain't it always black and blue
me and you in a dream

baby, you're all i know
i've done it, i've seen it all
so bad on my own
looking back at all the times
i would build these iron walls around me
yeah, yeah, you got me

Feel The World

Wormwood

took some time to find you
but now we're at the end
loving moments running to
bad feeling, soft in my chest
no, she's not the one, but no one is
we've got it all wrong
quit telling me "just forget"
when you fade from mental view
i'm finding ways to make do

inside, my body fades into night
sunlight fills the sky
black water's creeping down my skin
but it feels so good when it's deep within

both hands are shaking
but i never feel alone
this water's inside
it makes my feelings cold
felt it take shape within
outing it, doubted it
held it right in front of my face
two hands, all alone
drowned it, wait until it's gone

why can't we just pretend?
no, my heart, alien
see it through my clothes again
and i feel the gate coming down
naked, pale steel
piercing through my insides

Make Do

the world, it is all fun and games
if i want to then i'll play
way too many rules, it's true
just find the ones that work for you

i could steal a base, i could invent time
i could run away, i could lead mankind
but all i want to do
is spend all day in bed with you

all the weight's on me
i don't know
let it all go

it gets me excited, the way that you look
so deep inside me on your hook
just kiss me and stay here for all time
can't find a way out, oh no
it gets me excited, the way that you look
fire is climbing out from the soot
i'll let it burn and burn, it's a curse
but i love how it hurts
i know you like how I bend

i'll walk you home, i'll hold your hand
it's the way that you look at me
we understand the brevity of a heart's contentment
am i enough to put air in your lungs
to lift you up
just in time, before we're splitting up

division's the end of a dream
we found a way to feel no pain
but then we wake up from it to feel something
it's what it is, it's a flower

Look

sarah told me that love is pain
but it's a puzzle that we all play

hearts are made up
of little pieces
how they fit together
no one can figure out
we've got each other
contours are matching
a picture is clearer now

glue it in once it's set
become so picturesque
i pick another out
your freckles or your frown?

esoteric girl
i need you then you're gone
esoteric girl
i need you even when you're gone
esoteric girl
i need you then you're gone
won't you always come back to me?

under crayon, pen, and pastel
i'll pick you out again and again
baby, you stand out to me
and then, i pull you closer to me
and my heart stops beating
it beats 'til i'm dead
again and again and again

girl, honestly, you can keep that
girl, honestly, you can eat that
with the back of your teeth
yeah, i mean that
when i'm back in this bitch i'm like woahhhh
lights go shine on me
all these girls try to slide on me
i don't need that

Esoteric Girl

oh i can make it hurt
in my tongue, it's waited so long for me
a window worker on a resident street
working on it, working on it
face the day
another one awaits for you
that's all it takes, so

there, on my face,
a little teargas
and it all fades to null
mana to mana
all thanks to you
i said there's nothing up

rain
in a vessel
blow it over
make it over
and it is so hopeless
i can't hold no weight
gone away

Teargas

blah blah blah

it's sideways to be you
here we go

dancing on my halo
slow, in tune
man, if only words could describe it
i'd fit em all in
just say what you're thinking
i know you're old enough to guess
this angel's called armageddon

she's lost again
i'm lost again

Dancing on my Halo

i sleep in all day
sun shining, i can't wake up
your body's a maze
i can trace with the backs of my fingers

it's always the same
those lines never change
i slide down on you, sweetness

we're fucking all day
my body is aching
it's the way that you move me
i can't help but lay down and take it

your body
i want it so bad
melody in flesh
and it's stuck in my head

what a look from you ignites
a spark, a fire down deep inside
been down so long, i can't explain it
girl, it's the way that i feel when i'm around you
can't tell what you like cus you know i'm a fool
for you, i'm anything
but i need you tonight
i'm face down, yeah

oh it's your hand in my hand
i met you here in a small town
the apple for me
just take a bite and let's lay down
this poison, it works so slow
and i feel it in my bones
let's embrace it
i just want to dance with you, baby

it's when your hand's in my hand
feels like everything slowed down
you're between my teeth
i took one bite, now i'm laid out
this poison, it works so slow
can you feel it in your bones
let's embrace it
i want to get in touch with you, baby

Llain

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