Name: im_a_hero_im_a_villian by llamadamus
Duration: 1 min 32 s
Description: trying something new let me know what you think

trying something new let me know what you think 

im_a_hero_im_a_villian

A few years ago, I was broken up with by someone I'd been with for two and a half years. It honestly broke me. I thought that we'd be together for a lot longer, but she couldn't handle being with me anymore. I don't really blame her, not any longer, but there's still an unresolved ache from time to time. This song reminisces on past times while still looking to the future and what I have now

Lyrics:

Daydreaming
Daydreaming on a sunny day
I come to watch the waves roll slowly past my eyes
I know that we will be alright
I’m keeping your picture wrapped inside my hand
The memories of what we had go passing by
I hope we’ll never say goodbye

I'm daydreaming of the time that we spent
Together, we were never gonna run without consent
The pardons that I gave to you
Meant nothing when I was bruised
I still think about the time that we had
Our beginning, we were winning, there was nothing that we lacked
Then depression started kicking in
And the walls started closing in
I used to lay awake at night
I was asking myself why
Why did you leave me behind
When times got tough, you changed your mind

Daydreaming
Daydreaming on a sunny day
I come to watch the waves roll slowly past my eyes
I know that we will be alright
I’m keeping your picture wrapped inside my hand
The memories of what we had go passing by
I hope we’ll never say goodbye

Look, when people break up, it's a sign to move on
It took me two years, and I've struggled with song
The people I love, they worried 'bout me
The people I trust, they know I ain't weak
I struggle too much with the thoughts in my head
You struggled too much with the thoughts that I said
I'm done with this shit, put you out of my head
I finally hit the feeling of no regrets

And look, that's a lot to take in
If you ask if I'm lying, I'll explain it all again
The takes in this song are for my own benefit
You and me, we're gone, you found a better fit
And I, I have found my light
To keep me warm 'til the end of the night
'Til dawn, and then I'm

Daydreaming
Daydreaming on a sunny day
I come to watch the waves roll slowly past my eyes
I know that we will be alright
I’m keeping your picture wrapped inside my hand
The memories of what we had go passing by
I hope we’ll never say goodbye

Daydreaming (Prod. boyfifty)

Nostalgia

This song is a song about struggles. Lately (And in the past), I've been struggling with my emotions and how to deal with them. I usually lie and brush them off until I can't anymore. This usually ends with me getting hurt even more. I've been doing better though, I think I'm learning

Lyrics:

Call me useless, call me immature
I don't really know what I have in store
For the days I'm down, bleeding on the floor
I really don't think I can handle much more
The days I spend where I'm mad as hell
Those days are strange 'cause I'm sad as well
I speak with my heart 'cause it's all I can feel
My vision is blurred, I can't tell what's real

If I can't find new ways to handle myself
I'll end up dying to better my health
I've been trying lying for most of this hell
It works for a while, then emerges from the well
If I stop trying to tether myself
Will I stop having to weather this shelf
My heart is my shelter, I take all of these pills
They work for a while, then I tumble down the hill

I just keep a straight face
But I can't hide the truth no more
I'm a shell of my former self
I'm just by my myself
Fighting demons
I keep striving
It's hard when life hits harder
Every chapter, I wanna cry
But you by my side
I could never lose you

I'm trying to find new ways to handle myself
The piece of you I keep close for my health
I'm trying to stop lying; it's what's bringing me hell
I work, take a break, then I drink from the well
When I stopped trying to tether myself
I had no rope to catch me when I fell
My heart is my shelter, reinforced by my will
I'll struggle for a while, then emerge from the filth

For A While (Ft. ESTA_SOUL, Prod. ThePXRTY)

Lyrics:

I'm sitting looking back at the texts we've sent
I'm scrolling on back with the taste of regret
There was something that we had that was never quite said
And now I can't have, 'cause of what he did

Please text me back, I just wanna go back to the way things were before
Please text me back, I just want you to be mine and I'll be only yours
Please just answer, take a chance here
I'll do my best to treat you right
Please just say yes, you're my best friend
I wanna be there to kiss you goodnight

I've got these feelings and I'm losing hope
You've gotten me bound and I'm starting to choke
Your ex is a douche, yeah you already know
I'll stay with you and I'll never let go

I'm sitting looking back at the texts we've sent
I'm scrolling on back with the taste of regret
There was something that we had that was never quite said
And now I can't have, 'cause of what he did

Please text me back, I just wanna go back to the way things were before
Please text me back, I just want you to be mine and I'll be only yours
Please just answer, take a chance here
I'll do my best to treat you right
Please just say yes, you're my best friend
I wanna be there to kiss you goodnight

Text Me Back (Prod. Heydium)

PSYFLEX. yvs

Aware (shangpwr - cizz + f1sh)

2inZERO

work in progress

In my Heart

No Safe Bet draft 3 Mastered

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im_a_hero_im_a_villian

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