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The Real Me

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I remember everything I really do
I just think I won't really miss you
You showed me how you have "changed"
With a gun to my face really do
Now it's time for me to say goodbye
With an album that will blow your mind
You once knew the Ron you met
But now I'm on defense
You should really keep your distance

I know you're hearing my songs bae
I'm tryna heal on my own now
And you can see that I'm lost now
I just really wish that you could grow up
You really lost the one who cared yeah
I wish your new men will never dare
I gotta watch my steps now
Cause I stumble over you again

I remember everything I really do
I just think I won't really miss you
You showed me how you have "changed"
With a gun to my face really do
Now it's time for me to say goodbye
With an album that will blow your mind
You once knew the Ron you met
But now I'm on defense
You should really keep your distance

I'm struggling to keep my hopes up
I gotta keep my dope up
You did me dirty all I ever wanted was some love back
I gave you everything and all you did was push me back again
I guess I'm the kinda man that keeps your love a priority 
You never confronted me I gave you my everything
My parents loved you like you were a part of my family
Now it's me against the world
Against my enemies
My energy is blank
It's a part of my memory
My name says the same when you shout it remember me
EmptyChamber is the name
A god in disguise
I feel all the pain
You left me outside
Now I'm tryna get back
I'll show you I can try

I remember everything I really do
I just think I won't really miss you
You showed me how you have "changed"
With a gun to my face really do
Now it's time for me to say goodbye
With an album that will blow your mind
You once knew the Ron you met
But now I'm on defense
You should really keep your distance
(You should really keep your distance woah)

ThisIsMyGoodbye

They don't know what I've been through (3 AM)
Smile on my face, but I see through (fake friends)
Bleed on a beat when I need to (bang bang)
Voices in my head say, "Me too"
I don't care what they say, nah
I've been dying every day
I'm buried deep
But I still pray
.45 dreams in a mask full of hate
They say "heal"
But I need an escape
So I sip, till I slip
Get lost in the shape
Ain't no survivor
I've been past the gate
Just a ghost in the booth
With a verse full of hate

Woke up at 6 with a blunt in my grip
Didn't even sleep, just faded and dipped
Lines on the counter, lies on my lip
Say "I'm okay" but I'm losing my grip
Popped 2 tabs just to silence the screams
Lean in my sprite now I float in my dreams
Now I'm ghosting myself
I don't answer my head
Every mirror I pass
I just stare at regret
Throw shade at myself
Like I'm beefing with me
Tear down the bridge
And I drowned in the sea
Can't fall in love
I just ruined the bond
If they get too close
Then I'm already gone
I light up the pain
And inhale what is left
This ain't called livin'
It's a slow-motion death
Told my girl I'd change
And I "vanished again"
Turned heaven to hell
In the blink of a sin 
I break what I touch
Got the Midas in reverse
Every hug feels like pressure 
Every kiss feels like a curse
Swear the night speaks louder
Then the voices in my head

They don't know what I've been through (3 AM)
Smile on my face, but I see through (fake friends)
Bleed on a beat when I need to (bang bang)
Voices in my head say, "Me too"
I don't care what they say, nah
I've been dying every day
I'm buried deep
But I still pray
.45 dreams in a mask full of hate
They say "heal"
But I need an escape
So I sip, till I slip
Get lost in the shape
Ain't no survivor
I've been past the gate
Just a ghost in the booth
With a verse full of hate

3AM

LilGeeky

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