😭 such a great song for me to sabotage my wrists😭

never alone ever❤️ your right here in my heart always ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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ohsobrkn ~ why am i so different?

remember that life always works out in the end <3

suicidal thoughts shouldn't be normal, but they are (prod. Dazel)

SadBoyProlific - Misconception Ft Indii G [jungle - Vibe.com]

hurt </3

big thanks to dead røses

xo.jalen
Instagram: instragram.com/xo_jvlen
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0fpxUTcsEgkh0sJYnZVFkB
twitter: twitter.com/xo_jalen

featuring: @ddeadroses
insta: @ deadrosebuds
twitter: https://twitter.com/deadrxsebuds

produced by: @the-sarcastic-ashole
insta: @ sarcastic.sounds
twitter: https://twitter.com/Sarcastic6ix

lyrics: 

Fuck, drugs in my system,
Got the whole world shakin’,
Thought you were mine,
I was yours for the takin’,
Fakin’,
Love, for a demon,
I’m just tryna find a motherfuckin’ reason,
Search through the rain, all seasons,
But I can’t hide the pain, don’t even,
Act like you loved me back,
You just loved my fucking drugs,
Every night heart attack,
I thought you were the one,
Heart looking like a setting sun,
Blackout drunk from all the fucking rum,
And I can’t help myself but think,
Damn, I guess I’ll have another fucking drink,
Toast to the memories we had, huh,
Tryna cleanse my soul from the bad thoughts,
Dig a grave, just let them rot,
Cause I gotta move on, can’t fucking stop, damn,

Do you ever feel tired?
Like you can’t go on, but you must go on,
Do you ever feel undesired?
Like you’re just not wanted, just not wanted,
Feel the drugs in my veins,
They’re the nerves to my pain,
I’d be lying if I said I don’t enjoy it, (I fucking love it)
Drown in the lake of my sorrows,
Can’t count the mistakes that followed,
Heartbreak, heart ache, I’m lost,
You’re fake, I’m baked, I’m crossed,
Tear down your pictures, it’s time to forget you,
Do another line as part of the scripture,
All my pain locked up in the vault,
To be honest, this is my fault,

hurt f/ dead røses p/ sarcastic sounds

not alone

sadeyes & lil xtra - not alone {prod. boyfifty}

this is an old song, but it means a lot to me.

verse 1

last night
wasn’t my best night
my wrist looking like i got into a bear fight
i’m kinda scared 
because i really don’t feel right
i mean,
is everything supposed to be this bright? 
i might past out this time 
and i’m having flashbacks of my timeline
yo, i’m thinking that these cuts 
are way too deep
please help me,
i don’t wanna fall asleep.
and that’s when,
i heard the call on my phone
so i picked up 
because i’m all alone
and you didn’t even know 
you were just at home
so i put it to my ear and said hello
and you asked me if i was okay
then i said no.
not really today
then you told me,
you were heading my way
how did you know that i needed a save?
i’m just glad that it wasn’t too late

(hook)
do you know why i’m a mess
i’m never out of bed
it’s all inside my head
and on the stereo 
a song i listen while i bleed
i hope i never breathe
the way you look at me
you see right through my sleeves

verse 2

tell me how you do it though
girl i really wanna know
it’s not like i’m that public yo
i’m never on the radio
you treat my sleeves just like a ghost 
how do you know?
can you see my cuts?
do you watch them grow?
if it wasn’t for you
i’d be six feet deep
i’m strong now
but i once was weak
you know i’m hurting 
when we still don’t speak
your eyes froze 
from the blood in the sink
i’m sorry that i put you through this
but i promise that i’m on a new movement 
i might fall 
but i know i won’t lose it
so i thank you and look imma prove it
yeah

(hook)

sleeves (prod. haruhi) [unreleased]

IG @ sadgods
-
@sadboyprolific
@itsyungvan
prod sadgods
mixing help from alec lark

Spotify

In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

keegan
https://soundcloud.com/keegan-hay3s

8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

kam
https://soundcloud.com/kammichaelmusic

art
https://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=https%3A%2F%2Fi.pinimg.com%2Foriginals%2Ff7%2Feb%2Fd8%2Ff7ebd8e5c4e0c867fcdc82f188ec3ce7.jpg&imgrefurl=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.pinterest.com%2Fpin%2F203154633161187445%2F&docid=XR13sy5TMCM13M&tbnid=PJY1bbLxY67ZpM%3A&vet=10ahUKEwiXwdHd2K3gAhWJJTQIHReWDl8QMwhPKAEwAQ..i&w=1280&h=1045&bih=608&biw=1366&q=drawing%20of%20fighting%20couple&ved=0ahUKEwiXwdHd2K3gAhWJJTQIHReWDl8QMwhPKAEwAQ&iact=mrc&uact=8

I like to look at the stars feat. Keegan Hayes (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

this is a continuation of my song car ride. enjoy.

Lyrics:
I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I wonder what’s like to drink and smoke cigars
Or pass out in the grass on a strangers yard
Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars

I wonder what’s it like to give someone my heart
In fear that person could just tear it all apart
I wonder if Ill ever really come apart 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over 

I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over

I'm trying to be my own friend

I'm Trying To Be My Own Friend (prod. Ocean)[OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY]

Sample vocals by Mia Smith
Produced by @meproducerrrrr
Artwork by David Kiernan

Kam Michael
https://instagram.com/imkammichael
https://youtube.com/c/KamMichael
https://twitter.com/kammichael_
https://spoti.fi/2RxYGFj

Rxseboy
@rxseboy
twitter.com/_rxseboy
www.instagram.com/rxseboy
https://spoti.fi/2vnD4UE

Mia Smith
https://soundcloud.com/miaxsmith123
https://instagram.com/mii.uhhhh
https://spoti.fi/2TGf21n

Lyrics:

[Hook: Mia Smith]
Who do you think of when it's just you and the moon
When the light from the stars fades into your room

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
Yeah,
The way that you're looking I'm feeling alright. We can take off and then vibe through the night. Know it's love at first sight. I'm stuck in my head and I need some help, get me out of my mind. You're one of a kind. Got me relaxed. I said I won't fall but I'm boutta relapse. Not gonna lie yeah I'm getting attached. Out of this club we can sneak through the back.
We can talk 'till the sunrise.
Take sips get lost in your brown eyes.
I don't want it all to end, no you're too fine.
Swear to god you were found in a gold mine.
Follow my lead, i'ma give you the moon.
Or we can leave and go hide in the room
Lay in the bed and get into the mood
Swear I'm in love with the way that you move.

[Hook: Mia Smith]
Who do you think of when it's just you and the moon
When the light from the stars fades into your room

[Verse 2: Rxseboy]
We taking off while my heart racing.
if i look in your eyes, i'd be star gazing.
we could go travel to mars faded.
getting caught, zero gravity car chases.
nah i'm playing, but trust me, its real and I feel it.
drop all the drama, one knee, i be kneeling.
i want you for life, you stuck in my sight.
i'll say my vows while i make you my wife.
slow down, can we hold up for a minute.
you a bad chick, put some roses on the linen.
say you bout this, okay me too, lemme get it.
now it's midnight, kinda wanna see the aesthetic.
i don't want nothing that's basic.
i just want love with some patience.
I hope you get what I’m saying.
We should go take a vacation.
Flying away in my spaceship.

sadeyes & lil xtra - not alone {prod. boyfifty}

Lo - Fi Kingdom

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