pain pain pain ~_\\ 4/9/21

prod by Saint Mike
ty to raze for his beautiful voice

Waste w/ Raze (saint mike)

with @weial
produced by me & @thatprod

https://genius.com/kins-i-thrive-off-negativity-lyrics

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negativity 〃 weial

Lyrics:
all these bitches talkin smack, they wanna fight now
and we pull up to your block, u gon die now
and im makin all this music and they ask me how
yeah they talkin all this shit, yeah i wont allow
x2

what the fuck u tryna say to me?
all these friends online they hated me
and im flying, im so high like a bumble bee
and she locked my heart up, she got the master key
and im done with this shit
yeah im kinda bad at music ill admit
and u acting so dumb, u throw a fit
and im closing all these doors like im mike schmidt

all these bitches talkin smack, they wanna fight now
and we pull up to your block, u gon die now
and im makin all this music and they ask me how
yeah they talkin all this shit, yeah i wont allow
x2

talkin smack!

talkin smack! (sai)

grave [alyx]

Prod: Gokami + jujusatx
Art: Daido Moriyama


lyrics: 
if this is love then lets just throw it away
man i can see that you got nothing to say
you wrap around my fucking neck like a snake
you grab me by my chain and make me your slave

and
why do you love bringing me pain
im trying to not remember your name
and nahh, don't say that shit to my face
its like you stab my hear with a stake

its like you put a stake thru my heart
you're gonna tear me apart
yeah you're a permanent mark

i cant get rid of your scarf
i cant get rid of these scars 
you left me here in the dark
you left me in here to starve
you left me... far

you shot my heart w a dart
you drove away in my car
you said i cant play my part
so fuck you... hard

you took it, you took it, you took it too far
you left me  out here with no one in the dark
im waiting right here by the tree that we carved
im tryna say im sorry but idk where to start

baby ur my star
pray i make it far
shot me in the dark
im tryna play my part

Far (gokami + jujusatx)

lyrics as usual (feel free to read along) 

little girl all alone in her 🌎 
started running from the people that had told her
when you get older
they’re all gonna look past your shoulder
started going downhill at the age of 13
abusing every substance turned her to a fiend 
fucking up in all her classes she’s barely getting by with a d

her mind was always on the dopamine 

tweaking in the back of class 
shooting ⬆️ inside the cab  
hit a line b4 the dab
getting a call it’s from her dad
missing the memories we had
that’s when the girl took a step back
and missed the life that she once had

she’s nvr getting it back 
spilling her 🫀 on the track 
trying hard not 2 relapse 
but i just wanna relax 
and put my feet on the dash
hoping this feeling would pass…

and it just never did 

i wont go back to my old ways i never will
coke all in my nose so i never sit still 
fucking up my 🧠 i’m always crushing a blue pill

i know that they didn’t like that 
they wanted me to rewind that
told me to quit but i just declined that 
got all the swag and they wanna bite that

but i just can’t do this no more 
never cared about how i was doing before   
they just can’t wait till i drop 2 the floor 
cus i was the one they would always ignore

growing pains (jxssx)

whyhaze - torn (ilybeam)

run (taymxru)

My Phone ~ Juice Wrld (Extended)

lyrics
[lo3rd]
there is nothin good fo me, know u got a man soo
(without u, wanna be yo man but u far from)
i dont wanna see
crying in my room is my fucking new routine
cant get over u i just wanna die here
(i cant hide the luv that i got u)
i dont understand why i gotta be like this

[@kkkenzo]
cash
im w a gun
put in in my head
i just wanna blow it
x3
my head
u broke my heart
i dont think so u murdered
you u a mureder for my heart
u are just what am i

im so sad
i just sad rn
i just let me down
u let by down let me down
u broke my hrt
now im gettin mad
pls dont touch me

routine w/ vsync + kenzo [prod. kenzo]

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routine w/ vsync + kenzo [prod. kenzo]

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