portrait

pull me out of the way
its strictly business, you say
nothing bleeds more than me
im not so sure about those feelings

theres so many people who dont know who i am
nodding my head as i follow the floor plan
a mage with no knowledge i have no design
forget that im trying forget im alive

business

pitbull's wonderland

old track i cant finish cause i lost all my plugins
happy birthday 02cherub

B-BOY

wanted to upload something since its been too long and im too lazy to make this into a full song.
sry for shit vocals


im scared to like 
myself
how do i help 
my own head
to not feel hatred

plagued by my mind
i dont feel like
my situation
is any better
by the way i

had to tell you what i was thinking
and i came to conclusions
that would make me feel uneasy
if i laid them bare before you

put your head into my palms and
help me forget what we've done
now all i have is someones body 
his soul has gone and left our party

i still talk to you as if youre still here

THANKS

every day is in my head
every day is without death
every day is in my head
waiting on a second chance

every day is in my head
portraits always in my head
lost scrolls opened up and read
i lose myself again, again

i wish youd rest next to me
operating endlessly
holding onto something weak
im slowly seeking company
 
make up my mind with your ideals
holding onto all the idols
floating in the brimstone fire

every day is in my head
ive got lost scrolls on my bed
open tomes and press ahead 
you wont leave until im dead

making up things in my head im
meeting angels in my sleep i
wont return without the scepter
my love for you wont ever wander

mind conflict

i apologize in advance for this song

-

i yearn for the things that i never do
im hopeful that ill wake up, for the morning sun

picking up glass with my hand
taking a trip to the sands, i dont know why

im still adjusting to my mistakes

yearning☩

i won't give up this time

to tell a lie

bandaids

i put needles in my eye

@saf0200

i move my hand through the curtain
i see the thoughts of a broken person
see you suffer in the moment
but you'll pull through in the end

then i had a sudden realization
that you're not the person that you were
and i think i might have found a cure
to all this pointless shit

and i saw you on the back porch
pretending i wasnt home
if you couldn't tell, im not myself
i wont apologize, i wont apologize

i never thought it would get between us
you dont want me to know your secret
but just felt like i had to know
but i know, like i know

yeah i see that you still want my heart 
but thats when i first felt myself suffer 
if you saw what you do to my heart
next time would you stay?

and i saw you on the back porch
pretending i wasnt home
if you couldn't tell, im not myself
i wont apologize, i wont apologize

i dont mind if chaos enters the crevice in the back of my anima
flesh eating flesh, it wont leave my eyes
i hate my own- (mind, i hate my own mind)

lighthouse w/ saf0200

@saf0200

(localhost)
make me go away, go away, go away
i wont even stay, even stay, even stay
hardly even safe in my mind, in my mind
my blood wont stop pooling under my eyes

ill say what everybody else wants
ill be what everybody else needs
forget about being myself
ill live a life full of regret

(6snot)
make me hate myself
im not safe in my mind
my blood wont stop pooling from out under my eyes

drinking till im dumb and its never alright
cause i know when i wakeup ill regret tonight
starting to think i need to change my life
trying to find solace its so hard to stay alive 

(localhost)
ill say what everybody else wants
ill be what everybody else needs
forget about being myself
ill live a life full of regret (x2)

humanoid vision (w/ 6snot)

係唔係UFO黎架..?

id see you again even if it meant it killed me

scars

wither

die song ft. grand dad 7

bandcamp: https://localho5t.bandcamp.com/track/warn-me
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its so underwhelming when i hear you talking
its so unbearable how you're astounded
the device of your heart is under a curse
you lack any worth

click join stop acting like i care at all
another topic that you siphoned from somebodys head
i try to remain discrete and you make it so easy
the thoughts in your heart arent even yours

and the way that you talk isn't funny at all
you seem certain that you dont like anybody your age
sorry if i dont join in on the conversation
just trying to figure it out, why i fucking hate you

2x
and i didnt know you warned me
i didnt hear you talking
think you're so fucking boring
ill end this call ill end it

it wasn't what you meant
you're so sorry for forgetting yourself
you dont even realize how stupid you sound
are you even hearing yourself?

YOU'RE SO WRONG

2x
and i didnt know you warned me
i didnt hear you talking
think you're so fucking boring
ill end this call ill end it

warn me

indecision and laziness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWi69zznjIU

i woke up on the red side of my room
then i saw the end of all thats new
and i promised myself i wouldnt be alive by this time
but it seems like im tethered till the end

pick up the words that i tell you at night
when the world felt abandoned and our minds set us back
a painful memory that reads into the past
i never wanted this to be a part of us

the red side of my room

art by : un1unz

i fled when i saw how it really was

lyrics:

everything i do is a test against myself
there isnt something i can say that hasnt already been felt
i jump off of the curb and pretend i just fell to my death
in my head everyone is asking why i want to end my life

why am i never involved in the love that surrounds me?
and when i meet my mirror image it frustrates me to the end

im so far away
im so far away
i've been far away
since life began

so far away

forget everything

The actual application signals the spellbound nature of the Delt Holor Section function signal, both moving one in a short time, rotating the panel on the short air above the actual signatory.

signaling my lack of faith, i began bleeding

play rhythm games all day

youre the only one for me
i think whats best is that we leave
this earth, lets rip our heads off
and let our blood pool at their feet

i hope nobody looks inside
when we've got all of our supplies
tie the ropes, test the knot
and you keep watch as we

get ready to kill ourselves
get ready to kill ourselves
get ready to kill ourselves
get ready to kill ourselves

oh no im on my knees
but the air that you breathe 
has left your mouth
i never wanted things to change

the polarizing sound of your mothers call for help
i guess im fucked up for what i did

get ready to kill ourselves
the plan wasn't to lose ourselves
i miss when the world let us win
we both had a chance and blew it

kill ourselves

i need to get a new mic i am sorry


regret every person that i didnt become
how could i ever love myself?
im not alone, they always say im not
how do i believe them, when this is all i know?

you tugged at my hand as you fell down to the ground
the place where i stand is where youll always be at
the wind bent around me, like it wanted to hide
when the sky stood above you, i knew i witnessed heaven

i forget the lie that i was told
a summer that i adored
would you happily acknowledge my concern?
let me go and i will finally discern

i tried to make it work but it never did
if i try again will it all be the same?

we're not fucking going home

i finally saw you for who you are
i felt everything that you did to me
and how i died when you left me

how could i ever love myself?

PATRIARCH

sorry its been awhile and i want to make more music even if no one listens.


i feel like im so far away
from everything they want me to become
your beating chest keeps me awake
you dont have to be sorry

and i know that youre a human
from the way that you love
i wanna be a human too
i wanna be a human too

are you proud that i know how to suffer?
(continually)
cause im always the one whos
(the enemy)

when will i learn the emotion of
stability?
i wanna be able to feel the way your fingers 
touch me

i wanna b human

break up the world
hold it in your hand
execute your thoughts
give me one last chance 

exit reality
crumbling with me
heart breaks instantly
come to chao world with me
hope you honestly
dont get so close to me
youre supplementing things
that shouldnt ought to be

and so ill try to make it all go back
i hope you got it right 

so you wanted me to go home to you
a little bit unsure but you were pulling thru
you never came around i dont fuck with you
its hard to be upset its what you always do
angelic essence flows thru me im far too empty
havent ever seen a social commentary
that fills the void left by untold stories
heaven shouldnt give you any type of glory

localhost

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