Getting older made me forgot how deeply hurt I am and how hurt the once young boy I was begging for help but not knowing how to ask. I don’t know why I’m hurt but deep down I know exactly why I’m hurt. My brain dosent remember almost everything that happened but my body feels every single detail. I know what I went through but almost as if my brain got so used to the pain it almost feels like it never happened. At some points it’s good for me but when it hits me it hits me so deep. So deep where I want to disappear. I want to feel it harder I want to drown in it I want to suffer in the pain to the point it’s casual. To future me that sees this I hope you found a solution or some type of closure. I’m sorry to my younger self for hating you and not realizing you’re all i have in the end.

yes i wanna be called sweet boy n all that romantic stuff. please just love me

in another life i was made to receive as much love as i give.

I miss my friend so much. I wish he didn’t die.

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18 yo ambient artist born in Martinsburg, Wv

Contact: lochhavenmusic@gmail.com

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