A Poetic Portrait of Postpartum Psychosis

This haunting, lyrical piece captures the surreal and disorienting experience of a mother plunged into the depths of postpartum psychosis. Told through visceral imagery and disjointed perception, it follows the narrator from the moment of birth when her newborn feels unfamiliar and synthetic, through a descent into altered reality, self-doubt, and detachment.

The mother describes the baby as doll-like, alien, possibly a trick of the hospital, while the world around her warps into a distorted sensory nightmare. Curtains whisper, taps speak in Morse code, and her thoughts twist into terrifying logic. There’s an overwhelming fear of harming the baby, not through intent, but through fragility the child too sacred, too delicate, and perhaps undeserved.

As psychosis deepens, she becomes convinced she is not the real mother, that something is wrong with her very identity. Her delusions fuse with intrusive thoughts, culminating in the belief that her own nonexistence might offer the child safety. This dark bird of thought lodges in her spine a chilling metaphor for suicidal ideation.

Eventually, help arrives. Time, medication, and care begin to reassemble her sense of self. The final verse leaves her in a state of fragile calm bonded to her child but forever changed. She watches other mothers and wonders if they, too, had once fallen from the stars 🌟 


It’s a song of unspeakable love filtered through madness, where the bond between mother and child is tested by the mind’s betrayal but never entirely broken.

© [Laura Keable] [2025]. All rights reserved.

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Velvet Hush.

Say You'll Stay

About the Song:
“Queen of Fists” is a soaring blend of symphonic pop rock and poetic intensity, honoring the quiet storm that is Hinata Hyuga from Naruto. It tells the story of a warrior who turned doubt into discipline, pain into power—and now stands with grace as a lion-hearted legend.

Queen of Fists

Fight for Hope
[Verse]
When the night feels cold and dark we roam
Through the shadows we must carve a home
Every tear a stone to pave the way
In the quiet heart
The fight will stay

[Chorus]
Fight for hope when it hides from view
Chase the dawn through the stormy blue
Hold the spark though the winds combust
Build a bridge from your broken trust

[Verse 2]
The whispers tell us dreams are all but gone
Yet in the silence strength is built upon
The smallest flicker can set skies ablaze
In the ashes new beginnings raise

[Chorus]
Fight for hope when it hides from view
Chase the dawn through the stormy blue
Hold the spark though the winds combust
Build a bridge from your broken trust

[Bridge]
The mountain looms but your soul can climb
The hourglass begs yet it’s not your time
Through the hurt and the cracks you grow
Unearth the stars beneath the snow

[Chorus]
Fight for hope when it hides from view
Chase the dawn through the stormy blue
Hold the spark though the winds combust
Build a bridge from your broken trust

Fight for Hope

Heartbeat's a-thumpin'
No hurt in sight  
I'm dancin' and hummin', world's a blur, holdin' me tight
And I ain't even had to go and twist off a cap on a beer tonight

I could hit up the honky-tonk
Whenever I choose
Don't need no neon lights or nothin', just me and my boots
I can get tipsy on you, honey, anytime
'Cause you're mine

There ain't no closin' time, no need to rush
I can have all I want, ain't no such thing as enough
'Cause too much of your sweet lovin' ain't a bad thing
And your kiss got me hopin' I could hold it in my hand
Every touch of your skin is like a sweet promised land
'Cause your love gets me higher than mountain air

Ooh, yeah

I still like my Pink Champagne 
Boy, don't get met wrong
But you're what I'm chasin' when I need somethin' strong
Never feelin' rough, but I can't get enough of you
And I don't want to

There ain't no closin' time, no need to rush
I can have all I want, ain't no such thing as enough
'Cause too much of your sweet lovin' ain't a bad thing (Oh)
And your kiss got me hopin' I could hold it in my hand
Every touch of your skin is like a sweet promised land
'Cause your love gets me higher than mountain air
Yeah

One more taste of you won't break me
I need you right now, don't forsake me, baby
'Cause your love gets me higher than mountain air

Got me hooked, don't wanna be unhooked

There ain't no closin' time, no need to rush
I can have all I want, ain't no such thing as enough
'Cause too much of your sweet lovin' ain't a bad thing (Oh)
And your kiss got me hopin' I could hold it in my hand
Every touch of your skin is like a sweet promised land
'Cause your love gets me higher than mountain air

One more taste of you won't break me
I need you right now, don't forsake me, baby
'Cause your love gets me higher than mountain air

Pink Champagne

Honolulu Skies

Rising From Shadows

Lírica de "Caminos Perdidos"

Luz quebrada en el espejo
¿Quién soy yo? ni lo dejo
El viento susurra
No sé si me habla
Calles vacías
Promesas que sangran

Caminos perdidos
¿dónde estás?
El mapa roto no quiere más
Caminos perdidos
Vuelvo a buscar
Pero el cielo no quiere hablar

Sombras largas
Pasos cortos
Relojes que gritan en los ojos rotos
La luna se esconde
Juega a olvidar
Mis manos vacías quieren tocar

Caminos perdidos
¿dónde estás?
El mapa roto no quiere más
Caminos perdidos
Vuelvo a buscar
Pero el cielo no quiere hablar

El eco me llama
Pero no contesto
Mil estrellas
Un solo pretexto
Si el fin del mundo me quiere encontrar
Que sea contigo
Sin mirar atrás

Caminos perdidos
¿dónde estás?
El mapa roto no quiere más
Caminos perdidos
Vuelvo a buscar
Pero el cielo no quiere hablar

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