WHAT ARE YOU DOING

4 my grandma and grandpa i miss you so much rest up..
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/03Nx63Qf5HnqGF3KkGIJ6l?si=f5dbae1f019a45b9

feat. @iriasona 
prod. @yuseiworld
mixed by @jooosuph

[lyrics]
my grandma died a couple days ago this shits been on my mind
life is beautiful until the people all around you die 
now youre tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right 
my grandfather died 2 weeks they told me he be fine 
i couldnt see her for the final time her funerals tonight
i hope that woman knows i love her and ill keep her soul alive 
ive been out my head so long im tryna find some peace of mind 
but when people die it gets hard to even realign 
crazy isnt it we lose people then appreciate we livin 
thtas the shit that makes you sit back n then realize life is twisted 
120 people die inside this life in a minute 
i was told appreciate the ones around me and i didnt 
now their bodys in a coffin n its where theyre always sittin 
i dont even know what i would say if to they graves i visit 
id apologize for everything i ever did n didnt 
with my arms around their tombstones i would tell em that i miss em 

everyone inside my life that loved me i just pushed away 
thats the reason i got stuck inside my ways and never changed 
 we tendto only miss the sun when were walkin through the rain 
mac is always callin me tellin me ill see better days 
i go manic and panic n ask if shit'll ever change 
he was fuckin with me when my distro checks were only change
hes my brother but hes like a father to me in the strangest ways 
the only one inside my life thats tryna help me find a way 
my houses is lookin haunted cause these walls is what i talk to 
everyone around me always dies or they want to 
it sucks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you 
but i dont need sympathy for the shit that ive gone through 
cause any situation presented ive always fought through 
me myself and i sometimes is all i got dude 
keep going life is beautiful youll see it soon you got to 
appreciate the ones around you cause we'll all be gone soon

Walking Through The Rain ft. iriasona (prod. Yusei)

Distributed by @sorrowfulrose on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3yHekgbCZ0gTklkXxO90V5?si=QMx1UD9pSVa1OnzdnQd1gQ&dl_branch=1

You were my sedative (Prod. rx808)

castle with the cobwebs

Habits Of My Heart EP Available Now
http://smarturl.it/habitsofmyheart

Sample: Sufjan Stevens "Concerning the UFO Sighting Near Highland, Illinois"

Produced by Jaymes Young
facebook.com/jaymesyoungmusic
twitter.com/jaymesyng

Habits of My Heart

Habits of My Heart (EP Version)

Buy 

i hope this song makes you feel how i felt while writing it :3

produced by @west1ne @frankiejvmes @liosquared https://www.instagram.com/imsoundmaker/ 

beautiful art by https://instagram.com/sple98

a&r by @chris-trbl @kevinkloud

written and sung by yours truly

almond eyes

People are gonna do shit to ya. They say you can forgive but don't forget. I say forgive and forget. Keep moving and showing love to your enemies, people who hate you, your friends, family and strangers. Keep it moving.

Check out Bobby: https://www.youtube.com/@iambobbyblaze

Lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkK4d3AtEiU

Keep It Moving (Prod. by Bobby Blaze)

Even if they have to be a certain way to you. Always be happy with the memories and if they need help. do what's within your power to help them.
Love everyone and keep smiling.

Make sure to check out Rio Enzo
https://www.youtube.com/@prodrioenzo

The Day After Tomorrow (Prod. By Rio Enzo)

You hurt people and people hurt you. Don't let the pain control you and be better than you were before.

Check out nathan p https://www.youtube.com/@1nathanp1738

Mistakes (Prod. by nathan p)


Lyrics:

I chase every shot with a memory
i get visions of you leaving taking everything
i hate holding onto things so desperately
i thought i'd let you know you're dead to me

i cant live like this 
i'm on a tight rope
i think i might choke

i can't live like this
can't fall asleep now
you know that i won't

i cant live like this 
i'm on a tight rope
i think i might choke

i can't live like this
can't fall asleep now
you know that i won't

i can bottle up my feelings no ones ever gonna guess
i keep putting on appearances i'm secretly depressed
i'm never who i wanna be, i know it's probably stress 
i like drinkin when i'm freakin out i hide that shit the best

i like takin shots, i can feel em when i walk
girls keep comin up to me i don't know how to talk
i'm dyin for companionship, i'm frequently replaced
i'm a living breathing person but i'm built by my mistakes

i cant live like this 
i'm on a tight rope
i think i might choke

i can't live like this
can't fall asleep now
you know that i won't

i cant live like this 
i'm on a tight rope
i think i might choke

i can't live like this
can't fall asleep now
you know that i won't

produced by sadeyes & Dakota Stewart

tight rope

@rxseboy - UNDERGROUND (prod. sundwn)

4 Nights

sap

lyrics:

if i slam my hand on the steering wheel
i'll have another bloody knuckle that i'll have to conceal
it's another dumb episode of "how old am i ?"
i let my feelings take control like almost all of the time

if i drive straight off of the sellwood bridge
i wonder who would talk about me like i'm someone to miss
it's another stupid episode of what do i do
i measure nothings gonna change if i have nothin to prove

i've got bloodshot eyes and a beer in the fridge
i think a little big of buzz will give me some of a fix
in 26 years i'll be a miserable sap
i never thought that meeting her could make me feel so sad

i'll dream of you like i always do
i'll dream of you like i always do

if i slam my hand on the steering wheel
i'll have another bloody knuckle that i'll have to conceal
it's another dumb episode of "how old am i ?"
i let my feelings take control like almost all of the time

if i drive straight off of the sellwood bridge
i wonder who would talk about me like i'm someone to miss
it's another stupid episode of what do i do
i measure nothings gonna change if i have nothin to prove

i've got bloodshot eyes and a beer in the fridge
i think a little big of buzz will give me some of a fix
in 26 years i'll be a miserable sap
i never thought that meeting her could make me feel so sad




crash and burn

lyrics:

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

oh you got somethin up on your mind
tell me now and don't waste no time
find me blank with no face i'm blind
fuck me up i'm desensitized, I..

i'm missin california, oh darlin i adore ya
why i try, i'm fried she's lost her mind i hate my type

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

i always saw you at my side until you put me to the sword
fuck my dumb opinions right you're probably getting bored
put the blame on me, blame on me

put put put, blame on me
put put put, blame on me

put, put

i'm missin california, oh darlin i adore ya
why try i'm fried shes lost her mind i hate my type

it's like you're on then off again
despite your tolerance
you're on, then off again
then off again

on and off

A Song.

Love the way your hips move side to side
I hope you feel alright
Wont stay with you tonight
Cause I know
It seems like I'm the type
To maybe fantasize
Of different kind of lives
I show
Too much
Get worked up from a hunch
Grab my stuff and get lunch
Without a thought of your touch
I'm gone
It must
Be a play with no trust
All an act I wont fuss
Cause at least I'm not alone  
On my own
But I get if you just leave me in your phone 

I guess I care
Wont be honest with my hair
No
Keep it real
Please don't use all that you hear
Though
Give a dare
Might get caught inside a snare
Its my fault I should be scared
I'm more worried about affairs and

Flowers grow outside my eyelids
Getting tired of this trying
Keep on waking up exhausted
Think I'm sad not slowly dying

I've got some thoughts inside my brain
They scare more they never change
I might get bored when I'm okay
The ride might stop but it's delayed

Pick you up and spin you round
Love how you look in your gown
Please don't leave me with a frown
Sorry if I make a sound

I'm going down
I'm on the ground
I think too much
It's got me bound
Think I found
A brand new drug
You're mine right now
Don't throw me out

I don't like things that go too fast
It's cause I know it never lasts
Words from my throat blast from the past
I hope I don't make you feel bad

We'll watch the cars pass by my room
Then stare at stars dance round the moon
Lets stay up late then sleep till noon
I'll get too high while watching you


Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/@prodperil

A Bit Disorganized (Prod. by Peril)

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

Sandy & Junior Ao Vivo No Maracanã / Internacional - Extras

Until I See You Again

It's Whatever

Lyrics: You said one day it would work out 🏋️‍♀️ 
I guess I feel a little worse now
I Won’t stay in bed she won’t come out
Okay I feel a little worse now 

I thought you were unattainable 
But we’re just unsustainable 
I barely made it through summer..
These days our days are numbered 

Cause winter’s cold and I am weak 
But I won’t call so we won’t speak 
Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep 
And you don’t care at all

Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend 
Or even try to let me in 
So you get high and I pretend 
We’ll make it through the fall 

 I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

You said one day it would work out 
I hope one day you get let down 
To crash the car with no seatbelt 
So you know exactly how I felt 
This cul de sac has got memories 
I hate the way that you see me 
 10/17 I will confess
I FUCKED UP AGAIN, WHAT I DO BEST 

CAUSE YOU WONT TEACH AND I WONT LEARN 
AND YOU’VE GOT NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN
So LIGHT THIS BRIDGE AND WATCH IT BURN 
LIKE IT WAS NEVER THERE 

 Then FIND YOUR NEXT AND I’LL FIND MINE
I HEAR HIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
LIVE YOUR LIFE AND I’LL BE FINE 
I’ll ACT LIKE I DONT CARE


I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
You’re everything I wanted but nothing that I need 
 
I mean.. honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol..

It’s whatever... 
whatever...

Make It Through Fall

bet you didn't expect this to be my intro lol

Produced by Zeeky
https://www.youtube.com/user/TheGeckow

Listen on Spotify!

end of the year v3 (prod. Zeeky)

youtu.be/-HaeMbV5UQU
Idleglance video <3

I’m fucked up 
In my room
All Alone
Where are you?
Guess you found out
They Always find out
That I’m fucked 
In the head
Think I’m better off dead
Nothing improves
Not even my mood
And this world 
Hates my guts
Always down on my luck
Maybe one day
I’ll find my way
But for now
I’ll just pout
Guess I’ll see you around
When the spring comes
I hope that spring comes

Da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da dum
Da da da dum

I’m fucked up
All alone
Broken heart
Broken home
Can you feel it
I want you to feel this
When I say you were loved
I know it’s not enough 
But I mean it
Just know that you’re missed
And i hate 
Everything
This life doesn’t mean a thing 
Far as i know
Just let me go
Cause the spring
Never comes
Frozen bones
Blackened lungs
Cause i can’t hide
From cold on the inside

Da da da, da da dum, no the spring never comes
Cause i can’t hide, cold on the inside

Da da da, da da dum, no the spring never comes
Cause i can’t hide, cold on the inside

WHAT ARE YOU DOING

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