feelings


cigarette ash like wildfire
burning holes in the nighttime
open scars cut like barbed wire
white lies flying high like a ceasefire
dropping flags on the shoreline
this is as far as i can feel right
cos what you dont know
can haunt you

and all we ever wanted
was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
lets get away from here and
live like the movies do
i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think for a while

so lets run
make a great escape
and ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos happy endings hardest to fake

sunsets on power lines
making a break for the otherside
heading out to where that sunshine
45 millimeter rolling like we lost time
polaroids and outcast
rather burnout young than grow up fast
and we could be forever futurebound
cos all i need is time and now and i could leave this past behind me
and maybe ill see a way for me to stay
when theres so much out there
so ill live forgetting for the time being
[and all we ever wanted]
[was sunlight and honesty]
[highlights to want to repeat]
[lets get away from here and]
[live like the movies do]
and i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think for a while
so lets run
make a great escapeand ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos everything was never the same

and i want to let you know
i want to let you go
but i just cant bring myself to speak
but this is how it goes
the end credits the roll
this bridge was built over kerosine
but we can watch it
[burn down]
[we can watch it burn down]

and all i ever wanted
was sunlight and honesty
highlights to want to repeat
lets get away from here and
live like the movies do
i wont mind when its over
at least i didnt think

so lets run
make a great escape
and ill be waiting outside for the getaway
it doesnt matter who we are
well keep running through the dark
and all well ever need is another day
we can slow down cos tomorrow is a mile away
and live like shooting stars
cos you can wish away forever but youll never find a thing like today﻿

End Credits (Feat. Leah Kelly)

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this audio is from a video that i took at pressplay philidelphia. this is an original song written by Christian Akridge. please give me credit if you use this audio anywhere.

"Please Notice" - Original song by Christian Akridge

Big thanks to @halberd-3000 for mixing 7 tracks in 2 hours for this tape
Thanks also to @chrosky for this N O I C E art
Thanks to allll the producers who have a credit on this tape and BIG THANKS to @geo_1022 for producing two tracks a day before release
Producer credits
@byrook1e
@55199
@oofoe
@musicbymochi
@hakaisu

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So Long (prod. Garrett)

Art by @chrosky and produced by @geo_1022
Guys I'm working on something nice, something reaaal nice for y'all, but in the mean time enjoy an old unreleased track

Text Back (prod. Garrett)

i wrote this song literally 2 hours ago from when i'm posting this

sleepin' alone (live)

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

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Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

"you wanna know what's sad? you can give everything you have to a person. you can be perfect for that person. you can be everything they've ever wanted and you can do everything perfectly and it still wouldn't be enough. because nothing's ever enough and everyone sucks."

i'm sad

verse 1 and mix: https://soundcloud.com/khai_dreams
prod: https://soundcloud.com/hi-er
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/mysticalfluff

hier sampled the piano from same drugs by chance the rapper
so we pretty much remixed the song without realizing



boonk gang

sameTVshows w/ khai dreams [prod. hier]

stocking full of xans, ain't got no christmas day plans

santa knows you're a bitch

go, just go

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lyrics

i thought u loved me
why did u say u did?
do words mean nothing?
why are you exempt from being an honest person?

i guess i learned my lesson. . .
can't trust a girl like u

girls like u break guys like me and
guys like me write songs like this
about how sad i am to have my heart broken
in hopes of finding closure, but instead, i reaffirm that it's over. . .

we can't recover
it is all ruined
u threw it all away when i found out u screwed him

i caught him in my bed!
i found that kinda cruel ):
why don't you tell me how he felt inside of you?

girls like u burn all of my stuff
they accuse me of cheating just to cover it up
just to cover up the fact that they really messed up
now i'm sitting in the yard watching the flames erupt

girls like u break guys like me and
guys like me write songs like this
about how sad i am to have my heart broken
in hopes of finding closure, but instead, i reaffirm that it's over. . .

girls like u

white lies (ft. chelsea collins)

Dazed & Confused

cover art by https://soundcloud.com/mysticalfluff
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65LBfraT0IXf6grAsUq90s
to a past mistake.

Bandcamp

i hate u but i still like u

with @love-sadkid
produced & mixed by @biskwiq
art by @chrosky

Tandem Unicycle w/ love-sadKiD || prod. by biskwiq

Prod @geo_1022 feat @paperlatte mix by @polearm CA by @chrosky
Here's another song from Red Compilation! I hope you enjoy it's one of my favorites

Peachy ! w/ Garrett & Paper Latte

with @atlas and @forrestfrank Cover art by @chrosky
Thank you guys for 4 years of support!

Vinyl ! w/ atlas & Forrest.

she said "don't get attached to me"

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eli.

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LYRICS

life's not easy
yeah, love it ain't easy
but loving might please me
your loving might ease me

but then you mistreat me
walk in on you sleeping
another man, cheating
yeah i don't believe it

i'm like ok, ok
how do i cope with the pain
i pray that it goes away
but i feel it every day

now i'm going insane
dysfunction inside my brain
depression comes with rain
but it never goes away

she said
"don't get attached to me
i will let you down, down, down, down
don't fall in love with me
you will hit the ground, ground, ground, ground"

i don't wanna break your heart
i don't wanna break your heart
knew it all from the start
knew it all from the start

she said don't get attached to me
cause i will break your heart

what do i do when i'm still in love with you
but you want nothing to do with me
want nothing to do with me

wish you'd come back, 
but i wouldn't dare to ask
need to leave it in my past, need to leave you in my past

i'm leaving you behind
yeah i'm leaving you behind

attached

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funny story feat. Nia Nicole (prod. mental)

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

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