It will never be finished or played, but it needed to go somewhere in case it could help those in their time of need, no matter what side of the coin. 

This song reflects the joy and happiness… and then the world falls apart before your eyes, the grief, guilt, pain, hatred, regret and the infinite questions as to why it happened…

Followed (but never finished) by a movement of resolve of thankfulness and (in hindsight) the reckless pursuance of keeping a promise to another no longer here to figure out what this whole “life thing” is all about.

As promised, I'm still figuring what this life thing is about for the both of us.

Love everyone and anyone who comes across this and those that will never know about it. Take care and treat yourselves kindly.

Farewell to a Friend

One take,  no plan. I just wanted to express my emotions with no particular words or keys, but I guess f# will always be important to me. No one cares, so why not share.

Break Glass In Case Of Humiliation -Sappy prayers and Inspirations with lyrics that mean nothing

5 years ago I uploaded an 8-bit version of MICHI, which was intended to be a neoclassical metal instrumental. After finding a lost hard drive, I found this. I didn't realize how close I was to making this composition a reality. In my heart this song will always be the closest I got to composing actual music. I'm sure everyone experiences a moment where the wish they would have had the follow through to complete or try harder at something. This is mine.

MICHI (True ver. guitar Never Completed)

Small chiptune cover of Zanarkand.

This is one of the last working songs I found on GarageBand the still worked with YMCK’s Magical 8bit plug in. Trying desperately to make music again. I had planned more bass and drums for the main verse (also why the song drastically kind of ends). I’m want to badly make music again.

If anyone knows a good fix for the Magical 8bit plug in (I can get it working just not as efficiently) or 24boldt sound pack (which I wrote a lot of songs using but no longer work on this version of my GarageBand) please let me know.

Chiptune Zanarkand (incomplete and in ruins)

First completed composition in quite a few years. 

Unfortunately, the Boldt instrument packages I used to use since the last time I composed and made music in Garageband no longer work, so I did the best with what I could work with. 

However, it felt nice to finally complete a song.

If you care about the meaning, it started off with the basic sound, but as it progressed and I got more involved, it turned into my determination of overcoming not having been able to create or have some sort of output and just kind of wasting away. 

With the exception of one or two songs, every song I've composed or uploaded on here was from 10 or more years ago. As amateur as all of my music is, this song is about overcoming an existential crisis and proving that I am still able to not only compose, but follow through with completing an entire song. 

It gives me hope that I will be able to compose or create more in the future.

Logical Dodo