These lyrics hit hardddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

Happy you put another track, its been too long since the last one smh

I love the guitar tone here. Such a vibe.

This demo track is a representation of bottled up feelings and overthinking.
I made this song by trying to figure out my feelings and the sound that comes with them. 
Reading my lyrics for the first time and hearing the end result was a very indescribable feeling, yet I knew that every emotion I had bottled up was set free. This is why I dedicate this song to people like me, “overthinkers” stuck in their own little world. 

Music & lyrics by Me aka Loïs Grant
Artwork by Me aka Loïs Grant

Lyrics to "Not another worry." :

Not another worry, 
everything’s been said.
And if I keep worrying on
about what’s meant to be.
I’ll just keep diving in 
something that’s not reality.

And is it wrong? 
Is it wrong to stay inside my head?
I don’t know, I’m not done.
Still stuck inside my head.

If I ever get out, not talking to myself.
‘Cause I’m full of self doubt, 
with an underlying god complex.
And I’m scared, I’m scared of the world.
If I ever get out,
will I be okay?

There’s something that they told me.
And they’ll tell me again. 
“You’re creating a world here,
and it’s hard to get in.If you put your mind to it you can do anything. Don’t waste your potential on not doing anything.”

If I ever get out, not talking to myself.
‘Cause I’m full of self doubt, 
with an underlying god complex.
And I’m scared, I’m scared of the world.
If I ever get out,
will I be okay?

Not another worry. (demo)

The Real Me ft. Säfira

wrote this about looking into the mirror and seeing somebody so different its a literal monster

you monster
undercover
you’re so weak
you just can’t stop

these waters
i’m going under
before me
you stand too tall

im six feet down
about to sink deeper
i’m gonna drown

im Under the surface
Wondering if this is worth it
Try to swim from the danger
But somebody threw the anchor

and i’m sinking
deeper than deep ends

this feeling
it’s too familiar
it’s empty
but it’s my friend

a sweet thing
but it’s bitter
you’re the beast
inside my head

ten feet down
about to sink deeper
you’re gonna drown
me you creature

im Under the surface
Wondering if this is worth it
Try to swim from the danger
But somebody threw the anchor

i See my reflection
When i look your direction
find you’re not just a stranger
it’s me, i threw the anchor

and im sinking

this dagger
between my fingers
will shatter
this very mirror

and this dagger
will kill you creature
i’ll end you
right now and right here

if you don’t drown
my only ounce of hope
cause now i know

you are me
and im you
and we are one thing
but i dont wanna be you

See my reflection
When i look your direction
try to swim out this chamber
but somebody threw the anchor

i threw the anchor
we threw the anchor
you threw the anchor
and now i’m sinking

the anchor

ORIGINALLY WRITTEN BY JULIA JACKLIN
a cover of one of my favorite Julia Jacklin songs.
apologies for the low quality production/quietness, I'm practicing with my new mic! 

I'm still working on my independent project, I promise. the last couple years since the release of Princess Star have given me so many lessons and memories to work with. I am so grateful for the patience you all have with me on this soul-searching journey and I just know that this newest project will capture the pieces of me that I've been scared to share. so much love, I hope you enjoy this cover. It's from Julia Jacklin's album Crushing, which is in my top 10 greatest albums of all time. love you all immensely <3 go give her a listen after this!!!

pressure to party by julia jacklin (cover)

i dream of holding you in a way that you would enjoy 
but you have so much to do and im never one in store 
so ill wait for the next train 
so you dont have to talk in vain 

to someone who'd never forget a secret you have said 
cuz each of your word's tattooed forever inside my head 
but ive got some blank space 
holes in paper that i cant lace 

from nights where we'd get so high we'd forget our own names 
you said things back then and they slipped as i showed you my pain 
and like a childhood movie 
your smile faded in memory 

im not one to ask but now i think i know what love is 
i never relied on someone so much just to exist 
but i dont want to watch you leave 
no i dont wanna watch you leave

in vain

im learning to be happy with the distance, learning to dance on my own.

happy now?

Purple is all of my friend’s favourite song of mine so i finally got around to posting it. For K💜
Purple made me wanna keep writing music. It went from being about someone I was feeling ignored by and allowing myself to get walked all over by to having a whole new meaning. I have written better and i will continue to write better but still I hold purple at such a high spot in terms of my music because it means so much to me. I made someone cry with this song once and this is gonna sound strange but that felt so accomplishing lol. I’m glad that so many of my people saw something in this song. I can’t believe i’m able to dance to this song now (only the end because it’s still kind of a pretty mellow song but I digress). You are more than how someone you like views you. Don’t lose yourself in someone else. Don’t let someone ruin colours, songs, movies, books, albums, artists, scents, places, etc for you just because they’re gone now. Reclaim what you lost. Just because you may not have that person anymore doesn’t mean your life is over. In some cases, like purple, it can actually be even better for you. Don’t let someone treat you poorly just because they care about you *sometimes*. Sometimes isn’t enough. It’s not always easy to leave bad situations but it’s so beneficial to you in the long run. You are the one person in this world that sticks with you through everything. Even if you have nobody else you’ll always have yourself and it’s so amazing to learn how to value that. You don’t need that guy or that girl or that person to be happy. You’ll find it again. I wish I could go back and tell September 2021 Nora all of this but I can’t so I’m just saying it here. Don’t hurt yourself just because someone else hurt you. You’re gonna be okay.💜 
-enna

lyrics:
you found me laying there 
trying not to drown

instead of pulling me up, 
you pushed me right right down

oh you, you found me laying there 
trying not to drown 

and you drowned me

you found me laying there
breathless and confused and

you didn’t care to stay 
found it quite amusing

how you got up, touched my face 
saw me sad and had to say “get your flowers blooming”

faced with movie screens 
that i’ll never be on
escape the aftertaste 
of you and your neon 

eyes

see them a mile away
but they’re not looking for me

pre chorus:
you know, i hope you cry
i hope that you regret this deeply

but i know that’s selfish
so i guess i hope you get home safely 

chorus:
baby i’m bleeding
you’re so focused on leaving
but you were never my occasionally

backing me into walls
and i know you never call
but i’ve been dying for you lately

cutting of oxygen
with all of your new hair pins
i hope that those are your sister’s

baby i’m bleeding
i’m sorry i need it 
i guess i’m just bad at leaving

verse:
you left some months ago
never picked up all your stuff now

they sit and watch as i try to find your 
face in the clouds

it’s not that easy
you can’t expect me to be fine

you made me hate me
you made me hate the colour purple

and you’re so friendly 
but is it just to show the world

that you’re the bigger better person
that i never was?

i see your face in 
photos i forgot were taken

i feel your skin when
i’m about to drift to bed when

i wake up, i reach for you 
but i remember 
that you’re gone

pre chorus:
you know i hope you cry
i hope that you regret this deeply

but i know that’s selfish
so i guess i hope you get home safely 

chorus:
baby i’m bleeding
you’re so focused on leaving
you know i’ll always be your occasionally

backing me into walls
and i know you never call
but i’ve been living for you lately

cutting of oxygen
you know i’m tired of this
but anyday, i’d settle for your second option 

baby i’m bleeding
i’m sorry i need it 
i guess i’m just bad at leaving

outro:
and you’re so pretty
but i can’t have you any longer 

somebody told me 
you’re not mine to miss why bother

even asking
already know what you’d say

Not another worry. (demo)

Loïs Grant

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