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Painfully Sober (with Teenage Disaster)

i dont like when people
dictate over my happiness
bout 6 months now,
with my friends fuck dapping it
yeah im still rapping 
fuck but im living so dapper and
im sober its whatever
niggas aint never graspin it
niggas never would listen
when you try to be better
no more givin into vices
selling happy for pleasure
wish i never grew up
idolizing the cheddar
love so many people
but ill never be better
for em
im self centered
thinking that its all about me
thats a problem
i could never wish away when i breathe
leave
my presence in the venue
every time that we leave
think i love it but
im crying every night in my sheets
then i bleed
self harm
scars
blood in the tea
suicidal thoughts
linger
in the presence i bring
the only present that i think is
me
dead in the breeze
summer sunlight
beating down my head 
with the trees

i call my mother
im asking if she proud
i lied to her the other day
saying i was down
so she could say she love

or i could maybe frown
or feel something
other than right now
the liquor too strong
yeah i relapsed
i dont give a fuck about me
tell em run it back 
cuz every single day im smiling 
holding back an attack
of panic cuz my nerves
is getting frantic in the chat

i would get it if you left
i dont fuck about me 
or a check
the money fucked me over
made me think i was the best
my ego got big 
now im sitting here depressed
wanna kill myself
but i dont wanna hurt you next
i hate every word
that comes with my breath
all i ever brought to this world
was stress
insecure, maybe thats my test
ill never be better
so i aint checkin my texts

i got a bottle in one hand
my life in the other
if it was up to me id throw it all
away in the gutter
i know you care
but my heart sliced
through like some butter
feel like nobody understands
what its like to be under
ground
not my with my music but with my heart
when it all goes down
whos there with me in the dark
like im not sitting suffering
dying with all the art
like this arc dont suck
this shit is just getting hard
and harder

Listen

RELAPSE ARC(PROD.WENDIGO)

TRIPLE777

FUCK YOSELF

JESUS DIED FOR YOU THIS WAS A MISTAKE

fl.vco lyrics:

(Got the mob and Im stomping Em)
(It’s the mind of apocalypse)

Glurp a goster I couldn’t find him an imposter picked an apple copter to fly around my froggy hopter imma zebra stripe with a fork and a knife
along the corpse in the night imma forfeit her fight Im pussy 

Glurp high fives glop

And we’ll be meetin down inside the slop crop

Glurp high fives glop 

Another body we done feed on non stop

(Got the mob and Im stomping Em)
(It’s the mind of apocalypse)

(Darkie and fl.vco)

fl.vco - Im glurp 

Darkie - and I’m glop 

Together - this is the slop flop

Darkie lyrics : 

*proceeds to murder the beat*

Edds lyrics 

*also proceed to murder the beat*

GLURP GLOP N DA SLOP FLOP (FT. LIL DARKIE X EDDISON) (PROD.WENDIGO)

broke boy prod. yunny goldz

i forced my friends to rap in a song, they've never made music in their life. please enjoy pimp chimpin'

PIMP CHIMPIN' (FEAT. MY FRIENDS) (PROD. CAVEMAN)

skeletons in my closet |prod. yang

PLEASE MOVE[FEAT. TRIPLE777][PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

Shit,
My thoughts so damn intrusive,
Bitch,
You cant do this,
Bam,
Yo shit stupid,
Im self aware that demons talk to me thats why im ruthless,
Fans be callin me the GOAT well if the motha fuckin shoe fits,
Cant tell me nothing all I speak is fuckin true shit,
Im from the future but look back on 1996,
All eyes on me Ive been appointed,(RIP TUPAC)
A chance by god to call out all yo fuckin bullshit,
Underground underdog settling the score bitch,
Dont needa morse code the fuckin words so you notice,
See so many omens predicting my importance,
I know it be my ego but I question it like most things,
super anxious over thinker existential fuckin dreamer,
Thankful for my family cause what if next time I never see em,
I be thankful for the LORD,
I be thankful that Jesus did die for us,
Upside down cross cause you know I dont deserve that shit,
Fuck up fuckin punk bitch,
My sin be circling, 
None of this for you but I cant stop im fuckin hurdling,
Clinging to this selfish sense of hope that itll mean something,
Feel it in my soul I needa win or ima loose my shit,
Superiors to piers then make em bottom of the fuckin ditch,
What the fucks up world,
Ima take it on,
Ima take it all,
7 billion deep,
And I still feel alone,
Ive been draggin my feet,
But I just keep on goin,
Take it week after week,
And just wait for my throne,
I take my girl on a date,
And cash out all my bones,
Sometimes I wish my subconscious would fuckin talk to me cause honestly I find myself writing in the passenger seat,
Bitch my third eye open,
Theres no stopping me.

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SAVERIO🔨

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