Darrian Gerard's Debut EP "Basement Stadium"

Backseat Driver

she doesn’t miss me (demo asf)

Talk About It/Origin Story

Talk About It

Here It Comes

Following on the beach boys themed work recently I have recorded this song with Mike Love in mind. I have tried to sing it in his style and kept it nice and short at 2 mins. A homage to early beach boys sound. The drums are sampled from Dennis Wilson original drums.

A Hundred Or More

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Credits
Written by Lauren Tarver
Produced and arranged by: Lauren Tarver and Andrew Huhtanen McEwan
Engineered/Recorded by: Andrew Huhtanen McEwan
Mixed by: Andrew Huhtanen McEwan
Mastered by: Adam Dempsey
Performers: Hannes Lackmann (drums); Lauren Tarver (vocals, guitar); Andrew Huhtanen McEwan (bass guitar)

Lyrics
I've been waiting all my life
To find you, love you, make you mine
Years I spent wasting my youth
If blind faith could speak, I know it'd say you

I know it all too well
The boy who cried wolf and the fear that he felt
Too afraid to ask for love
They stopped coming back, they stopped showing up

Maybe you'll be the one
It's a rigged game that I've never won
But you hold me, you make me believe
That it's just you and me

You took me out that night
Just to tell me you can't be in my life
Now does it make you sad
To know the love that you search for was the love that we had

Maybe you'll be the one
It's a rigged game that I've never won
But you hold me, and make me believe
That it's just you and me
You and me

Now does it make you sad
To know the love that you search for was the love we had

Too Afraid To Ask For Love

Prod. Quadeca

It's that time, at the end of the night when you're blind
And you hold out your hand 'til it's mine
I'll walk you, guide dog to you
I, if I could, I would trade you my eyes
'Cause you should see you with the clearness of mine
I want to be your guide dog

How I describe you, when you're not around
You should see for yourself
And I'll find you a confident ground
I'll be there myself, yeah, I want to be your guide dog

Please, you would tell me that you don't agree
But I am half the man that you would be if you were me
I watch you like I'm not worthy
Hell, my love songs don't seem to age well
But how long can this speak for itself
I got you 'til it won't hurt me

How I describe you, when you're not around
You should see for yourself
And I'll find you a place in the crowd
I'll be there myself, do you trust me to be your guide dog

guide dog

Angel Girl

В небушко

Ой лю ли, ой лю ли

В небушко, в небушко
Лесенка, лесенка
К звёздам последний восход
Вороны, вороны
Дикие, вороны
Время пришло наперёд
 
Там, в поднебесье
Сёстры-погибели
Ждут нас в холодном саду
Душу отдай
И взойди по той лесенке
В вечную тьму на краю

 Ой лю ли, ой лю ли

Лесенка, лесенка
Скользкая, лесенка
К звёздам последний восход
Вороны, вороны
Злобные, вороны
Время пришло наперёд
 
Тем, кто упал - дар этой ноченьки
Звёздный покров упадёт
Снова иди
По небесной по лесенке
Ангел тебя не спасёт.

 Ой лю ли, ой лю ли

Там, в поднебесье
Сёстры-погибели
Косы плетут из лучей
Руку давай
И взойди по той лесенке
К стае ночных палачей
 
Выше и выше
Ступенька, ступенечка
Кровью омыта давно
Ангелы, ангелы
Чёрные ангелы
Ждут у ворот всё равно

 Ой лю ли, ой лю ли
 
Там, за чертою
Сёстры-страдания
Песню поют о конце
Страх отпусти
И взойди по той лесенке
С камнем на бледной душе
 


Выше, всё выше
К самому краюшку
Где только тьма впереди
Звёзды померкли
Месяц растаял
Некуда больше идти...

 Ой лю ли, ой лю ли
 
Тем, кто дошёл - дар этой ноченьки
Вечный восход в никуда
Время настало
Последняя лесенка
В пропасть ведёт навсегда

Там, за пределом
Сёстры-отчаянья
Ждут нас в объятьях пустых
Душу отдай
И шагни с края лесенки
В царство теней неземных

В небушко.mp3

My new music writing partner (Johhny Panfili) and I have collaborated on our first piece together. We wanted to record a song that meant something and would perhaps draw attention to a situation in Southern California: the recent wildfires that left so many people homeless. 

This song is written for and dedicated to the strong people of Altadena (California). They like other communities in Southern California have lost so much. Now they stand together and want to rebuild their community without having to deal with another treat: the corporate vultures who now seek to swoop in, buy the land out from under them and "develop" it into something not wanted. 
__________________________________________________________
Music & lyrics by Johnny Panfili and Tony SingingEagle. 
Arranged and produced by Panfili & SingingEagle. 
 
Johnny Panfili: Piano, Strings. 
Tony SingingEagle: Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Drums, Brass, Woodwinds. 

Copyright © 2025 Aspen Danse Music, ASCAP 
and JPMusicProductions Publishing, ASCAP. 
All rights reserved. 

Cover Art Photography/Editing: Courage Escamilla  
Assistant Photoshop Editing: Chris Sulzbach 

ISRC #QZ-ES9-25-59647 

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