prod. by @prod_loopy!

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shut my eyes when i saw u in the background
wonder if u still think of the past now
im taking all these things i might pass out
adhd makes me so lazy yeah i might cash out
cash out
soundproof headset dont to talk me
inside my own head lately ive been losing sleep yeah
though my anxiety has been slowly killing me
sometimes it seems that im my only enemy yeah

oohhh ohh
i might ball out 
dont give shit nymore cause ima fall out
WOH OH

((i can be fine, i can be fine))
never fine without you im feeling dead
its so hard cause im fighting with my head yeah
ive been crushing pills just to go to bed
chasing all these thrills 
and i might just end up dead yeah 
im getting all these chills cause u told me that u loved me 
but it was never real yeah i guess you lied to me 
and i might ball out close my eyes now
think of you and the past and it hurts w/ow 

shut my eyes when i saw u in the background
wonder if u still think of the past now
been taking all these things i hoped youd notice
but ive been so alone ive been feeling helpless
im so fucking bored im so fucking tired
i show up drunk and ill prolly get fired 
easily distracted 
i chase after ghosts
stuck inside my mind
feels like im in the departed yeah

feeling dead inside...
i waste the days till i can be fine
but i still shut my eyes
i still shut my eyes

shut my eyes (prod. loopy!)

baby show me where the road is 
baby show me where the hope is
baby show me where the rope is
baby you know ive been feelign hopeless

oh no im turning into a ghost now
dont wanna leave and i dont wanna go now
dont wanna leave this place
but leave me alone bitch  
i need my alone space
all around me are snakes

shoulda known ud be a fucking snitch
the way you treated me shoulda known u were a bitch

i might ball out
i might blow up
blow my brains out if i cant glow up

im a waste of space
just a waste of time
singing all these songs 
cant find a decent rhyme

alone like all the time
like half my fucking life
she ask me if im fine
baby come on grab the knife 

alone like all the time
like half my fucking life
she ask me if im fine
baby come on grab the 9

alone like all the time
like half my fucking life
she ask me if im fine
baby come on grab the knife

oh no

prod. by @maxshxll

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Raindrops are falling down
Got no friends im lost and found
Baby turn that upside down
Cause I don't wanna see you frown 

lying in her bed and she called me a stoner
asked me how I feel but she knows that im a liar
and you've been talking shit but you're basic as starbucks (stole this line from maxtaylor♚  :c )
I've been seeing stars, barrel roll like im star f0x

now im all alone again
think she was my only friend

baby lost myself
yeah baby lost myself
could you still love me
when i can't love myself?
i hate my fucking face
and i hate my fucking self
dont wanna cry 
but i hate this fucking place
might blow my brains to space
got blueshelled in my face
she love me like im jesus
and nail me to a cross

j'en peux plus car cette douleur est atroce
tout les jours et j'en deviens plus amorphe
rain or snow yeah 
I'll just stay inside 
its what i always do cause im feeling dead inside

(Raindrops are falling down
Got no friends im lost and found
Baby turn that upside down
Cause I don't wanna see you frown) x2

raindrops (prod. maxsh)

wihspers in my mind 
tell me that im dying
i dont think im fine
i feel it in my spine
smoke another spliff
cause my head is sick
i might hit my head
yeah i might go to bed  
ive been feeling dead
yeah i wish that i was dead
i wish that  i was dead
yeah i cant get out bed
i just wish that you'd call me and lose my time
but ive been going crazy im losing my mind

call me, love me 
tell me that you hate me
kill me, kiss me 
tell me that you love me
i cant go on without you dear
i dont know
i dont wanna disappear
yeah 
i dont wanna disappear


I've been alone for a while now
Whispers in my mind tell me go now
Yeah im dead inside i know
I lost a friend for sure
But I'll keep trying till  im dead inside
yeah till im dead inside

whispers (prod. dead spyro)

they saying poor f0x he a loner
but i dont give a shit im a stoner
put some drugs inside my dome
now she hitting up my phone
but i wont leave out my home 
yeah ill stay here on my own


She said she dreamt of me
Dreamt of her too
You're seeing someone else
While Im missing you
But he can't kiss you
The same way that I did babe
There's something special here
That's how I know you still miss me
Would you kiss me
If I pulled up
I've been drinking
problems inside a double cup
I've been thinking
Whether I should call you
But that won't change a thing
Unless I fly and get you
Would you come in
Would you like to fly away
At worse I'll crash alone
Wishing it would go my way

they saying poor f0x he a loner
i dont give a shit im a stoner
put some drugs inside my dome
now she hitting up my phone
but i wont leave out my home 
yeah ill stay here on my own

crash alone (feat. valious) (prod. Wellfed)

prod. and hook  by lukeXI (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi6jIRuN3q8x9fXRnkcxYA)
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Hook: 
(I just want a droptop
Yeah I'm left out
Riding in a coupe, yeah
With the top down
I dont wanna lie 
go when it come around
I feel like i'm geekin'
playing like a clown)x2

pink vest anime shoes
now im geeking
black nails ima leave before the weekend
smoking so much gas and skipping so much classes
my head is not alright ima wait until it crashes	
smoke another joint i might be at 5 or  6 today
steady stacking up I can see it my ashtray
could you come over yeah I'm really missing you today
could you come over yeah I'm really missing you today

no drugs in my mind, im too fucked up
might grab a knife, baby come and slash my wrists up
sometiomes I wish life would be faster
taking so much things
been looking like a disaster
40 ounces in my veins i might go to bed soon
this lifestyle fucks me up
memories of your perfume
je ne comprends pas
pourquoi tu n'me réponds pas
If I said something wrong silteplait ne m'en veux pas

pink vest, anime shoes (feat. LukeXI)

these days r so slow, ive been feeling so low
uve been acting so cold, id rather be solo
ditching an destroying myself
fuck your help and fuck your face
you wont be my saving grace cause my heart's in another place
so I try to numb it by drinking all the time
I do it all for you might just do another line

can you please shut up, can you hear me choking up
im too sober cant listen, too sober to be living

Im
drinking everyday -- i cant feel numb anymore
I wont stay around cause I know Im such a bore
and everyday living feels like a fucking.chore, feels like a fucking.chore, like a fucking.chore
Im
drinking everyday -- i cant feel numb anymore
wont stay around cause I know Im such a bore
everyday living feels like a fucking.chore, feels like a fucking.chore, like a fucking.chore

cause
that girl
she got me so quickly
she's so pretty but
that girl
she kills me
ignores me
i cant breathe

that girl
she got me so quickly
she's so pretty yet
that girl
she kills me
ignores me
i cant breathe

these days r so slow, ive been feeling so low
uve been acting so cold, id rather be solo
im just writing this shit, but i swear its way too real
feeling dead inside since 2010 in montreal
please dont talk please dont say you can relate
roll another joint cause I dont wanna die yet
my hair is silver my heart is gold
so why the fuck is yours so cold
why the fuck is yours

Im
drinking everyday -so- i cant feel numb anymore
I wont stay around cause I know Im such a bore
and everyday living feels like a fucking.chore, feels like a fucking.chore, like a fucking.chore
Im
drinking everyday -- i cant feel numb anymore
wont stay around cause I know Im such a bore
everyday living feels like a fucking.chore, feels like a fucking.chore, like a fucking.chore

cause
that girl
she got me so crazy
she's so pretty and
that girl
she kills me
ignores me
i cant breathe

that girl
she got me so crazy
she's so pretty and
that girl
she kills me
ignores me
i cant breathe

anymore

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prod by born hero - www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJPFVJAZbxw

listen to it on youtube - www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1ZiwhOFWI4

why wont you text me back (prod. born hero)

had to reupload because of issues sorry oops


I've been depressed since you left me
Been quite a while that I've felt happy
I've been caught up in my head
lately ive been feeling dead


I've depressed been depressed since you left me
Been quite a while that I've felt happy
lately
wont you call me on my phone
tell me that im yours and
love me to the bone and 
tell me that its pure
tell me that its pure
tell me that its pure
yeah tell me that its pure
love me to the bone and 
tell me that its pure
tell me that its pure
yeah tell me that its pure
ive been taking cristals so tell me thats its pure
but ive been fucked up yeah you left me insecure
yeah you left me insecure


and i might pass out on the floor tonight
but baby can i stay over
are we alright
and i might pass out on the floor tonight
can i stay over
tell me that we're alright
		
i just cant get out of bed...

lately (prod. pinomin)

Same track, different mix. 

Thank you txnshi for the help ^-^

Lately (prod. pinomin) (mix by a friend :33)

meow meow meow im a cat thats why my songs arent mixed properly

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