Original song by Two Door Cinema Club.
backing music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vTQ60t0wS2s&ab_channel=AndyMacPhee
re-recorded with the better mic. YAY!~

"What You Know"

Lyrics:

In a few weeks I will get time
To realize it's right before my eyes
And I can take it if it's what I want to do

I am leaving, this is starting to feel like
It's right before my eyes
And I can taste it, it's my sweet beginning

And I can tell just what you want
You don't want to be alone
You don't want to be alone

And I can't say it's what you know
But you've known it the whole time,
Yeah, you've known it the whole time

Maybe next year I'll have no time
To think about the questions to address
Am I the one to try to stop the fire?

I wouldn't test you, I'm not the best you could have attained
Why try anything?
I will get there, just remember I know

And I can tell just what you want
You don't want to be alone
You don't want to be alone

And I can't say it's what you know
But you've known it the whole time
Yeah, you've known it the whole time

And I can tell just what you want
You don't want to be alone
You don't want to be alone

And I can't say it's what you know
But you've known it the whole time
Yeah, you've known it the whole time

And I can tell just what you want
You don't want to be alone
You don't want to be alone

And I can't say it's what you know
But you've known it the whole time
Yeah, you've known it the whole time

What You Know (Two Door Cinema Club Cover)

just a dumb thing i had stuck in my head and had to record. x.x its not produced properly yet but its good enough to share. :D for now. :p

vocal crap over modems awesome remix

heres the original remix: https://soundcloud.com/modem/distant-light-distant-warmth

Distant Something or Other(Distant Light, Distant Warmth remix with vocals)

Just for fun. XD Super fun song :}

"Off To The Races"

My old man is a bad man but
I can't deny the way he holds my hand
And he grabs me, he has me by my heart
He doesn't mind I have a Las Vegas past
He doesn't mind I have an LA crass way about me
He loves me with every beat of his cocaine heart

Swimming pool glimmering darling
White bikini off with my red nail polish
Watch me in the swimming pool bright blue ripples you
Sitting sipping on your black Cristal
Oh yeah

Light of my life, fire of my loins
Be a good baby, do what I want
Light of my life, fire of my loins
Give me them gold coins

And I'm off to the races, cases of Bacardi chasers
Chasing me all over town
Cause he knows I'm wasted, facing
Time again on Riker's Island and I won't get out
Because I'm crazy, baby I need you to come here and save me
I'm your little scarlet, starlet singing in the garden
Kiss me on my open mouth
Ready for you

My old man is a tough man but
He's got a soul as sweet as blood red jam
And he shows me, he knows me
Every inch of my tar black soul
He doesn't mind I have a flat broke down life
In fact he says he thinks it's what he might like about me
Admires me, the way I roll like a Rolling Stone

Likes to watch me in the glass room bathroom, Chateau Marmont
Slippin' on my red dress, puttin' on my makeup
Glass room, perfume, cognac, lilac
Fumes, says it feels like heaven to him

Light of his life, fire of his loins
Keep me forever, tell me you own me
Light of your life, fire of your loins
Tell me you own me

And I'm off to the races, cases of Bacardi chasers
Chasing me all over town
Cause he knows I'm wasted, facing
Time again on Riker's Island and I won't get out
Because I'm crazy, baby I need you to come here and save me
I'm your little scarlet, starlet singing in the garden
Kiss me on my open mouth

Now I'm off to the races, laces
Leather on my waist is tight and I am fallin' down
I can see your face is shameless, Cipriani's basement
Love you but I'm going down
God I'm so crazy, baby, I'm sorry that I'm misbehaving
I'm your little harlot, starlet, Queen of Coney Island
Raising hell all over town
Sorry 'bout it

My old man is a thief and I'm gonna stay and pray with him 'til the end
But I trust in the decision of the Lord to watch over us
Take him when he may, if he may
I'm not afraid to say that I'd die without him
Who else is gonna put up with me this way?
I need you, I breathe you, I never leave you
They would rue the day I was alone without you
You're lying with your gold chain on, cigar hanging from your lips
I said "Hon' you never looked so beautiful as you do now, my man."

And we're off to the races, places
Ready, set the gate is down and now we're goin' in
To Las Vegas chaos, Casino Oasis, honey it is time to spin
Boy you're so crazy, baby, I love you forever not maybe
You are my one true love, you are my one true love

You are my one true love

Off to the Races (Lana Del Rey Cover)

Phortran asked for my Vocal tracks from a cover I did of Where the Lonely Ones Roam by Digital Daggers. He made this awesome remix from 2013. Thank you again Phortran!

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Where The Lonely Ones Roam Ft. Lonely Chaos(Phortran Remix)

From the movie 'A Walk To Remember'

One of my favorite songs. the dumb program i used had an automatic noise gate so its a little crappy at the beginning but i think it gets better x,x 

Lyrics:
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope


also, no, I didn't hum at the end because i don't like humming into the mic. lol XD oh well. enjoy? x.x

Only Hope (Mandy Moore Cover)

just another cover. I think i did ok. :} Warming up them vocals :o I can't believe this has 100 downloads. x.x if you want a copy of this song, just message me your email address and i can send it to you. XD

Lyrics: 

A falling star fell from your heart
And landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them
And now it's left me blind

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped and I was in the darkness
So darkness I became

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

I took the stars from my eyes and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heartbeating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart




Cosmic Love (Florence and the Machine Cover)

The Demo track on Fruity Loops 6, I felt like redoing the vocals... so here is the track, but with me singing and slightly changed the lyrics to flow better. sorry. XD This i just did this for fun in 2007.  enjoy. it is VERY OLD.

When You come Home

Just a quick jam session Simple FL studio composition.
i made it like 2 hours on a stream thing. might do it again XD

Streamjam001

2013 re-recoding, still not very strong sounding (as i am in my apt, not a studio) but i have been wanting to re-record this for quite some time so that the volume of the voice would be level this time. 



Lyrics: 
(MINUTE LONG INTRO) 
I wish that I knew then, Nothing lasts forever
Times change so fast, I think we can keep it if we try.
Remember when the leaves fell around us
Remember how i made you smile.
just sit and relax and take some time off a while.
What Dreams are made of
Changing to Autumn
Dark skies of grey
Fresh from the storm, haunting your voice fills this place
I feel cold hands upon my face again.
What dreams are made of
fond thoughts and pictures of you. its true.
the blood was washed away
with the tears of the innocent,
how could they of known.
laying in the grass, watching the sky
I try to remember how the sun felt.
so warm.
feeling your hands as we walk
watching falling stars,
clouds parted for the moon
our nightlight
as the trees whept for us
the Feeling of being pulled apart
but We showed them
We showed them
What Dreams are made of
Changing to Autumn
Dark skies of grey
Fresh from the storm, haunting your voice fills this place
I feel cold hands upon my face, again.
What Dreams are made of
Changing to Autumn
Dark skies of grey
Here in my arms, Dry your eyes, dry your hands.
Your home now.
your home now.
What dreams are made of
fond thoughts and pictures of you. its true.
you knew my secret, but could you keep it?
What dreams are made of
Changing to autumn.

Changing2Autumn2013

i really liked the song.. found an instrumental version.. and well decided to try it out.. no effects are on the voice so i hope its not too awful XD

Lyrics:

I'm going away for a while.
But I'll be back, don't try to follow me,
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible.
See I'm trying to find my place,
But it might not be here where I feel safe.
We all learn to make mistakes.

And run.
From them, from them,
With no direction.
We'll run from them, from them,
With no conviction.

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts,
Travelling endlessly.
Don't need no roads.
In fact they follow me.
And we just go in circles.
Now I'm told that this life,
And pain is just a simple comprimise,
So we can get what we want out of it.

Would someone care to classify,
Our broken hearts and twisted minds,
So I can find someone to rely on.

And run,
To them, to them
Full speed ahead.
Oh, you are not useless.
We are just...

Misguided ghosts,
Travelling endlessly.
The ones we trusted the most,
Pushed us far away.
And theres no one road,
We should not be the same.
But I'm just a ghost,
And still they echo me.
They echo me in circles.

Misguided Ghosts (Paramore Cover)

Little Effects on voice this time.. the lyrics are too important to miss.

In a courtyard
Used to sing as loud as she could
Locked away here
She's been quiet, lovely and good
But no one listens now
She lost her voice
She had no choice

CHORUS
If you sing loud and clear
Someone passing by will surely hear you
No you can't be afraid
If you ever want somebody near you
If you sing loud and clear
Someone passing by will surely hear you
No you can't be afraid

Tore the curtain
Put her hand outside of the frame
Let her hair down
Sat all day and nobody came
But when the sun went down
The stars came out
She heard them shout

CHORUS

But when the sun went down
The stars came out
She heard them shout

CHORUS

Rapunzel (Emilie Autumn Cover)

a Work In Progress Cover of We Missed You, by Kate McGill

Lyrics:

you didn't see it coming
you were looking for acceptance
someone, anyone to love you
you stumbled across a sure thing
you had waited for a long long time
these ones, yeah they did love you
you

so by chance the silence grabbed you by throat
the lies and deceit they kept you there afloat
convinced you that you, you need to be remote
all the while to them your life you did devote

so your friends and family were taken away
but the only thing you did was stay
there's no room to love, no room to play
and your opinions, they never swayed
you were constantly in a shade of grey
and god forbid you'd ever stray
oh stay with me, if only just in my heart
oh stay with me, if only just in my heart

you didn't know you were missing
we were looking for your presence
did you know that we missed you?
a beautiful girl with a good heart
oh i prayed and i prayed each and every day
we'd not be apart

so by chance the silence grabbed you by throat
the lies and deceit they kept you there afloat
convinced you that you, you need to be remote
all the while to them your life you did devote

so your friends and family were taken away
but the only thing you did was stay
there's no room to love, no room to play
and your opinions, they never swayed
you were constantly in a shade of grey
and god forbid you'd ever stray
oh stay with me, if only just in my heart
oh stay with me, if only just in my heart

looking back is easier now with you by my side
but these last 3 years have been such hell, i can't count the times i've cried
looking back is easier now with you by my side
but these last 3 years have been such hell, i really thought you'd died

so your friends and family were taken away
and the only thing you did was stay
there's no room to love, no room to play
and your opinions, they never swayed
you were constantly in a shade of grey
and god forbid you'd ever stray
oh stay with me, if only just in my heart
oh stay with me, if only just in my heart
please stay with me, if only just in my heart
just stay with me, if only just in my heart



Image of Rainbow roses (C) Amy Tenesa

We Missed You (Cover WIP)

Done on Request. :p also sung kinda quietly because people were sleeping while recording. -.-

I hit max downloads. x.x if you want an .mp3 of my cover, send me your email address. I check soundcloud weekly! :)

maybe i'll re-record this actually singing out instead of whisper singing it. with how many listens and hearts it has.. maybe i should. x.x THANK YOU for liking it. xD even if i personally don't like it much xD its just so sad x.x

 Lyrics: 

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cry I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face – it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice – it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

My Immortal (Evanescence Cover)

Thank you so much to HellkiteDrake for making the Backing track so i dont have to sing over someone else's vocals!

Lyrics:

Crimson lights the sky, the birds still asleep
Like a dream it shines, from heaven's safe keep
Childrens songs we sung, as soft as the breeze
Endless fields, our home, I long for those days

I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face
I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love
See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below
I burn in a basin of fire, Watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky
Watching me, watching you

Silent black, the dawn, and time tells its tale
Darkened blood, it flows, the forest receives
Look within the dark as deep as you dare
There inside you find destruction you seek

I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face
I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love
See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below
I burn in a basin of fire, Watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky
Watching me, watching you, watching me

Growing Wings (Drakengard 2 Cover)

My cover of Billy Talent's 'Surrender'
as requested. :} It's not perfect but I will re-record it another time. enjoy it for now XD hehe I didn't realize this had 100 downloads already x.x  if you want a download of this song, just message me your email and i can send you the track. x.x
backing track from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v4X5WLFE9Y

Lyrics:

She reads a book from across the street
Waiting for someone that she'll never meet
Talk over coffee for an hour or two
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood

Killing time before she struts her stuff
She needs support and I've become the crutch
She'll never know how much she means to me
I'd play the game but I'm the referee

[CHORUS]
(Surrender)
Every word, every thought, every sound
(Surrender)
Every touch, every smile, every frown
(Surrender)
All the pain we've endured until now
(Surrender)
All the hope that I lost you have found
(Surrender) Yourself to me

Even though I know what I'm looking for
She's got a brick wall behind her door
I'd travel time and confess to her
But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger

[CHORUS]

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds 
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
Searching until my hands bleed
This flower don't belong to me
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
Searching until my hands bleed
This flower don't belong to me
This flower don't belong to me
Why can't she belong to me?

Every word, every thought, every sound
Every touch, every smile, every frown
All the pain we've endured until now
All the hope that I lost, you have found

[CHORUS]
(Surrender)
Every word, every thought, every sound
(Surrender)
Every touch, every smile, every frown
(Surrender)
All the pain we've endured until now
(Surrender)
All the hope that I lost you have found


(Surrender)
I never had the nerve to ask
(Surrender)
Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender)
I never had the nerve to ask
(Surrender)
Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender)
I never had the nerve to ask
(Surrender)
Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender)
I never had the nerve to ask

Surrender (Billy Talent Cover)

Lyrics:
Won't you come out
We could paint the town red
Kill a little time
You can sleep when you're dead
Cause it isn't over yet
Get it out of your head

Chase a couple hearts
We could leave 'em in shreds
Meet me in the gutter
Make the devil your friend
Just remember what I said
Cause it isn't over yet
Just remember what I said
Cause it isn't over yet

Say you have a little faith in me
Just close your eyes and let me lead
Follow me home

Need to have a little trust in me
Just close your eyes and let me lead
Follow me home
To where the lonely ones roam

Won't you come out
I've been waiting for you
Holding my breath
Til my body turned blue
We've got everything to lose
Yeah I'm waiting on you

Sun's come up
And there's no one else around
Meet me in the shadows
Won't you tell me what you found
You've got everything to lose
Yeah I'm waiting on you

Say you have a little faith in me
Just close your eyes and let me lead
Follow me home

Need to have a little trust in me
Just close your eyes and let me lead
Follow me home
To where the lonely ones roam

To where the lonely ones roam
Roam with me
Come down to where all of the others fell
Get lost in the dark to find yourself

Just remember what I said
No it isn't over yet

Say you have a little faith in me
Just close your eyes and let me lead
Follow me home

Need to have a little trust in me
Just close your eyes and let me lead
Follow me home
To where the lonely ones roam

Where The Lonely Ones Roam (Digital Daggers Cover)

Collaboration with Modem :D This melody was super catchy and I just had to have my way with it. :D

Modems Version: https://soundcloud.com/chaos_mode/miscommunicate should be much better. But he is a busy adult with many important things to do, so when I can, i will link to his version :D til then, enjoy mine! :D

Lyrics:
Is this deceit?  
I mouth the words, I can not speak.
 They echo in my head, I can barely breathe

With all your tongue in cheek, 
You stop before you start to speak.
 It's all white noise. 
My eyes they burn and knees are weak.

Are you even listening?

Bound to the floor
Can't take this anymore.

Is silence the key? 
Held down force fed this imagery.
What do I believe? 
No one has tried to ask me.

I'm trapped inside.
This night takes over.
And I am finally breaking free!
I'll make you hear me!

Once put away,
Come out and play!

Is silence the key? 
Held down force fed this imagery.
What do I believe? 
No one has tried to ask me.
What does it all mean?
The silence inside is breaking me!

You say its the key. 
I try so hard to finally say,
I've try so hard to finally say,
To finally say...
all we do is miscommunicate.

Miscommunicate (My Version)

Just a small lady who makes haunting melodies of chaos when no one is around.

I would Love to do Collaborations with anyone. :]

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