Lonely Enclave

Smile at Me

What Was That?

Your Ankles Look Nice In That Dress

Santa (Fucking Prick)

I was chilling in the afterlife; Someone reversed the timeline, and I saw you
At twilight when cicadas cry, upon the azure hillside, and I saw you
I see you

Do what you want with all the songs, but most of all don't think it's wrong I loved you
I know you wanted present tense, but it became a tangled mess; I loved you
I love you

Dead eyed, outside, Christmas Eve
I can't give you what you need
So I'll leave you to yourself
Say good night, I'm someone else

Dead eyed, outside, Christmas Eve
I can't give you what you need
So I'll leave you to yourself
Goodbye, goodnight, someone else

Tantrum Cycles

Goodbye & Goodnight

Molten lava dripping off your head, smoking visibly
A broken record plays your favorite song, but it's going differently
I can't say that I don't relate; We share our wounds after all
But in your chest is a sad, sad song, and it reminds me of Scrawl
'Cause it says please have everything, please take it away
Just don't tell me the words you've been trying to say

Magma droplets falling from your face, smoking visibly
You turn your tank around and head for home 'cause you surrendered willingly
I can't say that I'm gonna blame you; I've got a sense of remorse
It could've happened to anyone, but it had to be you of course
And you go please don't let me know, don't let it resolve
Don't let my lifelong dream dissolve

And if your dim light dies, please let me know
I'll steal the show when your red turns indigo
And if denial seeps out of your soul, I'll make you whole
(Help you reach all of your goals)
Even if it hurts me
Chidori

Coals burning out under the wood, smoking visibly
He's forever yours inside your arms, albeit intangibly
I can't say that I'm gonna save you, but I'm at least gonna try
And if I have to sink a couple ships, I will; You can't stay paralyzed
And you're like please don't let me drown
The water is coming out my ears
I'm totally submerged but please don't let me disappear

And if your dim light dies, please let me know
I'll steal the show when your red turns indigo
And if denial seeps out of your soul, I'll make you whole
(Help you reach all of your goals)
Even if it hurts me
Chidori
Even if it hurts me...

And if your dim light dies, please let me know
I'll steal the show when your red turns indigo
And if denial seeps out of your soul, I'll make you whole
(Help you reach all of your goals)
And if you don't want any help from me, then let me be, but set me down gently
Even if it hurts me
Chidori

Chidori

Sit on a bench outside the station
And I never wanna go
To feel your brain wave information
Is like a dream of vertigo
I never wanted you to say this
I never wanted you to leave
I never wanted you to say those things to me

For 13 hours at a time
Not near enough to make you mine
For 13 hours at a time
I wish you'd stay my valentine

My memory fades in blacks and blues
My secrets drip onto the floor
Somehow I still remember you
And I'd never lock that door

For 13 hours at a time
Not near enough to make you mine
For 13 hours at a time
I wish you'd stay my valentine

I look up at the sky
Familiar voices call
I see the satellite
Goodbye, I love you all

For 13 hours at a time
Not near enough to make you mine
For 13 hours at a time
I wish you'd stay my valentine
For 13 hours at a time
Not near enough to make you mine
13 hours at a time
I wish you'd stay my valentine
13 hours at a time
13 hours at a time

13 Hours at a Time

Interlude

Built an altar for you
Hoping that you come soon
I'm all alone in my room
Ain't got a damn thing to do

And it seems like it's been a while since we've been together
And I mean every word that I say when I say we can do better

I've waited hours for you
It's five, I've waited since noon
I've taken in the full moon
Your signal never came through

And it seems like it's been a while since we've been together
And you said everything was okay, but I'm cracking under pressure

I thought I could get over your burning supernova
But you won't leave me, even as a fantasy
I need you
Yes I do

I built an altar for you
I'm hoping that you come soon
Don't lose me in the typhoon
Don't say you've found someone new

And it seems like it's been a while since we've been together
And I mean every word that I say when I say we can do better
And I know that you're turning away when I'm crying on your shoulder
And I thought everything was okay, but I finally know it's over

It's Over

I tried to focus on my friends, but you were just too damn distracting
My mind said go full alpha mode, but my confidence was lacking
To what extent are you submerged, cause I'm more than knee deep in you
In fact I'd say I'm drowning, could you please come to my rescue

Black cracks permeate the white light, and I'm horrified
I know that we don't talk the way we used to

A sweet but twisted lullaby that I refuse to fall asleep to
The revelation hit me hard when I knew I had to give on you
But your new path is intriguing, and I'd like to get to know him
Though I know if I pursue that goal, I'm gonna sink instead of swim

Black cracks permeate the white light, and I'm horrified
I know that I don't smile the way I used to

I tell myself we could be friends
Just friends, and nothing more
But the back part of my mind complains because it isn't like before
Now that I've seen you smile, you've given something back to me
God, I'm so selfish asking for another dose of dopamine

Black cracks permeate the white light, and I'm horrified
I know that we don't talk the way we used to
Black cracks permeate the white light, but Kate, I still love you
Why can't I give you up the way I want to?

Black Cracks

I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
Thought I had a master plan, but I messed up the instructions again

Eight was great I used to think
But when I see her now, she makes my heart sink
An alto taken by a baritone
Or maybe it was a bass, but either way, I'm alone
Nothing left to say
For anybody, anybody
Anybody except for me

I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
I thought I had it figured out
But when I look a little closer, got a couple doubts

Nine was fine in theory, sure
But when I see her now, she makes me insecure
Because I thought it would work if I worked up the courage
But she's got me tangled in a web
I'm so nervous
So much there to love
But she isn't who I'm dreaming, isn't who I'm dreaming
Isn't who I'm dreaming of

I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
Thought I could keep it going a little longer
But I found myself wishing that my heart was stronger

Even if I pick one and I love her completely
There's nothing guaranteeing that she'll pick me
Well the eighth little one is only in my thoughts
And I thought nine was fine, but then maybe not
Clock is ticking fast
And I'll make the same mistakes, I'll make the same mistakes
I'll make the same mistakes I did in the past

I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
Thought I could pick a girl and we'd be in love
But now I know it only hurt her, and she's had enough
I'm so confused
Just don't know what I should do
I thought I had a master plan
But I messed up the instructions again
Although I messed up the instructions again
But I messed up the instructions again

I'm So Confused

I don't want another apology
Heard that a million times before
I don't need another lobotomy
Don't need you to shut me out anymore
Give me something to deflect your shame
Convince me that you are alright again

Sunshine, come down
Help evaporate the rain
Condensation is gonna make it fall again
Come fix my liquid state
Do what you do so great and
Sunshine, come down
Help evaporate the rain

I don't want another back and forth
Done that a million times before
I want you to show her what you're worth, what you're worth
Leave your dignity down on the floor
Come on now, there ain't no need to rush
Keeping safe and secret, that spinal crush

Sunshine, come down
Help evaporate the rain
Condensation is gonna make it fall again
Come fix my liquid state
Do what you do so great and
Sunshine, come down
Help evaporate the rain

The candle's wax is melting by the door
Leaves molten puddles that dissolve the floor
The damage cannot be repaid, now the ending is delayed
Because you gave it all away

Sunshine, come down
Help evaporate the rain
Condensation is gonna make it fall again
Come fix my liquid state
Do what you do so great and
Sunshine, come down
Help evaporate the rain
Sunshine, come down
Help evaporate the rain
Sunshine, come down
Help evaporate the rain
Come fix my liquid state
Do what you do so great and
Sunshine, come down
Help evaporate the rain

Sunshine (Come Down)

No stranger, happy just to know you
Hold on, but I'll have to outgrow you

You're speeding up, but it's not a race
Violet goodbye in a bowl cut phase
Signs of a shudder before I say
I'm happy just to know you

Cut wires and cut your inspiration
Soldered on my dead and dull creation
Oh yeah

You're speeding up, but it's not a race
Violet goodbye in a bowl cut phase
Signs of a shudder before I say
I'm happy just to know you
Used to look out at the sparkling stars
Staying connected from miles apart
You'll get a hold of my aching heart
I'm happy just to know you

New life, a second favorite person
Worst case, I'll still end up a new friend
Oh yeah

You're speeding up, but it's not a race
Violet goodbye in a bowl cut phase
Signs of a shudder before I say
I'm happy just to know you
Used to look out at the sparkling stars
Staying connected from miles apart
You'll get a hold of my breaking heart
I'm happy just to know you

Violet Goodbye (Just To Know You)

Your long blue bangs can't hide your tired eyes
Your transparent, alien disguise
Well I think about what happens when you skip ahead
I now I think about what happens when you end up dead
Well you fetch my vision with your face
Girl, you put my puzzled mind in place
I said you're smiling through your cellophane
Because for once, you're not the most insane

Now I'm a sucker for the shy ones
And I like to have a little fun
But when I'm hanging out with you, it's like I'm staring at the sun
And I'm blind

Empty vials of hair dye on the ground now
You left your comb in the lost and found
Girl, I think about what happens when you're two feet tall
I said you might as well not even be there at all
Because you've got this formula for love and hate
And an empty husk to desecrate
I said you toss my body on the floor
But then suddenly, you're back for more

But I'm a sucker for the shy ones
And I like to have a little fun
But when I'm hanging out with you, it's like I'm staring at the sun
And I'm blind

I'm a sucker for the shy ones
And I like to have a little fun
But when I'm hanging out with you, it's like I'm staring at the sun
And I know you're not into guys like me
But I think it could be worth a try maybe
When I'm hanging out with you, you know it gets so hard to see
And I'm blind

I'm Blind

Don't spill on the sheets, don't drink it when you're on the bed
If you think that it's easy, I'm afraid that you've been misled
Don't spill it on the blankets, don't drink it when you're on the couch
It's freshly squeezed, oh no, it didn't come from a pouch

Sippin' on pink lemonade
Sippin' drinks out in the shade
Sticky fingers grip the glass
Sweet taste is mine at last
And I know that I should share, but I don't care; I want it to myself
Because I know a drink this sweet is meant for me, and no one else, no one else
Sippin' on pink lemonade
Pure fruit juice concentrate

Don't put up a stand, don't sell it when you're on the street
Add a strawberry twist and then the flavor will be complete
If you add too much, It's more sour than it was before
You know it barely even tastes like lemonade anymore

Sippin' on pink lemonade
Sippin' drinks out in the shade
Sticky fingers grip the glass
Sweet taste is mine at last
And I know that I should share, but I don't care; I want it to myself
Because I know a drink this sweet is meant for me, and no one else, girl, no one else
Sippin' on pink lemonade
Pure fruit juice concentrate

Sippin' on pink lemonade
Pure fruit juice concentrate
Sippin' on pink lemonade
Pure fruit juice concentrate
Sippin' on pink lemonade
Pure fruit juice concentrate
Sippin' on pink lemonade
Pure fruit juice concentrate

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