lyrics:

If I die first
Ill guide u from the dirt
Id watch u grow out of us and it hurts
But id be glad u found someone else to hold u tight while im gone

Rose red cheeks damp with salt water tears when u cry
No one helped me so ill be sure to catch ur fall when u try
But u aint try at all
Oh no
I could tell cause u aint try to save me
Welcome to the wall
Of the end
Suck it up sit tight just breath
The pressure laid upon soaks in leaving me terrified
Locked in a body I swear I could barely recognize
Lost in the moment right here id live a thousand lives
And that’s exactly what ill do im stuck in paradise

If I die first
Ill guide u from the dirt
Id watch u grow out of us and it hurts
But id be glad u found someone else to hold u tight while im gone

10 (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take

Back in his birthplace
Everything change so fast when u miss it all
And all of it in the worst way
We cannot have nice things all because of y’all
I could tell it wouldn’t stop eating ya
She good now but u dont really mean it ya
Sickle shape words keep bleeding ya
Gimme that pain I need it ya
Split my head I felt my body kick under the armour
Every time I felt the damage made it so it dont hurt
Pull me closer
Show me how u comfort
Its a front I know Its a cover
Big ol bag in the bank but a cool stack with me in my jeans when walking around
I dont have time to be friends but she hit me 12:30 on some what are u doing right now
This sight make anybody cry could u see into the hole in the brick wall right around 9 light rips thru the air space everybody wiped from the earth when hopeless Life still grows from the dirt
Were back by tomorrow and hell bent yea
The earth will wipe the sorrow from my head yea
Crack me open 
Could u Break the crust
I need real emotion
I need someone I could trust

Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take

5 (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

Everything u know
At least everything u thought
She’s yelling thru the phone
Like shes tryna reach god
I am not the one that is capable of saving u
This bottle inside my hand let me know im ok
They tell me ill live a short live so I sit here and wait
On the east side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like im not worth this impact ive made
The worst day of ur life for some is a regular day

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

Even though we all die
Im ok with dying young
Long as my words get heard
And my stance stay strong
Cause baby the last thing id do is
Try to hurt someone
But we’ve all been there
And it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching
I been heavy in my heart
Cause I could feel me dying
As I type the song
Im been focused on trying
To focus more on love
But the night comes faster
And I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag 
He was so loved by everyone but him
Cause they dont know me for my character
And oh my god ur a monster
If this was want they wanted I will deliver no doubt
This turmoil I face I convert to word of mouth
Walk thru the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed like him

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

11 (eric godlow)

Idk anymore

lyrics:
(Hook)
She’s a little demonic 
But I can’t help but want it
Take my soul baby if you want it 
Yeah if you want it

(Chorus)
Broken like me I like it when she bite me 
Dig into me make me bleed
You’re just like me, broken psyche 
Use the drugs to hide it, but despite it I can only see you 
I’d give my life baby just to reach you 
No one but you, addicted since I met you 
Infect me like the drugs do 

(Verse)
Drinking makes your mind feel foggy
and it helps when your eyes turn soggy 
I just need you kissing me softly 
I love it when you haunt me
Little ghost girl won’t you stalk me
I’ve been trapped you know you caught me
These drugs make my mind feel faulty 
But I love it cuz I know it wants me 
Take another pill, tell me what’s the deal
I don’t feel real baby tell me how you feel
She says I don’t really feel at all, do you even care at all?

(Chorus)
Broken like me I like it when she bite me 
Dig into me make me bleed
You’re just like me, broken psyche 
Use the drugs to hide it, but despite it I can only see you 
I’d give my life baby just to reach you 
No one but you, addicted since I met you 
Infect me like the drugs do

Hook:
She’s a little demonic 
But I can’t help but want it
Take my soul baby if you want it 
Yeah if you want it

Bridge

Hook/Chorus

demon girl (prod. qrystral)

lyrics:

* captain Phillips dialogue sh - (goated movie) *

Mickey in the night stand
I been deep inside my grind that means im deep inside the cans
I switched to the bottle
I switched to the orange
Opening these scripts while I been booted up since morning
I spend my life soaring
I just Hit my level up
Will u partake
I swear I been getting high longer than I could think
I still miss you plenty
I smoke to dodge the memory of you
I dont drink Henry
Cause I reminisce my feelings for u

When I do
And I do
If ur friends are reaching can I bring sum of mine is that cool
Can I text them baby is that is that cordial
I just pulled this blunt inside my mouth and I went orbital
I will toss and turn tonight
In my bed
In my own heart I 
Know its only my
Fault regarding my faster life

Somehow I still work under this pressure somehow
And somehow I still hold myself together somehow
I know I cant control it all regardless of my
Willpower 
But still I work the hours
Now that I know
The real plan
I cant help but think
She’s a psycho
I guess im not
A real man
Because I won’t stand
For this bullshit

Mickey in the night stand
I been deep inside my grind that means im deep inside the cans
I switched to the bottle
I switched to the orange
Opening these scripts while I been booted up since morning
I spend my life soaring
I just Hit my level up
Will u partake
I swear I been getting high longer than I could think
I still miss you plenty
I smoke to dodge the memory of you
I dont drink Henry
Cause I reminisce my feelings for u

8 (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

I don’t even dream no
I dont even get sleep
I done hopped enough that now its nightmares that excite me
I seen dietys and floored em with a high knee
My shoulders carry weight she should be certified to ride me
Even when shit heavy I can breath im like a tech fleece
I spit out my thoughts and move the crowd just like a chess piece
I let the tag play then I proceed
I known plenty folks who could’ve grabbed screens
Last I would expect would have to be me
But here I am in 4k display hd
Tryna make my mama proud that she had me
Its in my DNA I told y’all that in 22
Im a different mind im angry and all I see is blue
U might be nasty but I promise no one smelling you
If you aint gon tell urself then who the fuck is telling you

Rain cements the last of my coffin
Droplets trickle down to my body
Green leaves sprout anew from my mummy
Longing
When will the dice fall to my hand
Love 
Power is rough and I like it 
lust
Chasing the most uninviting
Dust
The rich die before they role tyrant
Nowadays the back burner seem warmer than it was
Enemies once guised as friends run amuck
I learned how to mask it with smiles and it stuck
Im the clown that’s given up

16 (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Never Had I Thought Id be Hiding you
Inside the garden my true love dismembered

Pieced together heart just out of what he had left
Shot apart when words she wrote explode thru his chest
Lonely nights
Inside this cabin we had spent
Where Torn apart
Filling all of life with this dread

This poltergeist
Had tapped my shoulder while I wept
Told me dont u cry
When u could feel her last breath
Strapping up my boots
I Had em tight like a noose
Bury her in water
Shell be turned into fish food

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

Never once
Never once had I second thought
Never once
I was happy when her body dropped
Gladly numb
I hear sirens coming but I love the
Ambiance
Take my body but my mind is gone

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away
Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

15 (Eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Algonquin cabin fever smoke burns thru both my eyes 
If u asked me 4 years prior id say Id have died
By now Oh my
Like Oh my god Oh my
My Tears ferment into wine
And drain into the coastline

Nova Scotia took my soul
When I had drowned in these high tides I cry
Fluid into the waters in which that I had died
But Dont writhe For me
Just know I had picked the grave site
Where I passed Lonely
In the same way I had lived my life

Thru Crash and burn
I thought id never learn
When life would hit these curbs
So now I blindly swerve to my right
And hope that
I dont die 
But since I
Have learned that
My own faith
Is hopeless
I will grit my teeth
And get by
Live not and leave well
Vs live life and see hell
I cannot make up my mind
Though Nova Scotia had took mine
Red sky by the sea belt
I feel safe in this ghost town
Where I can see myself
As the human I have become now

Nova Scotia took my soul
When I had drowned in these high tides I cry
Fluid into the waters in which that I had died
But Dont writhe For me
Just know I had picked the grave site
Where I passed Lonely
In the same way I had lived my life

7 (still Vanishing)

aLLy _ outro (eric Godlow)

12 (tommy ice x presto)

lyrics:

trees rot and flowers start to curl
baby what happened to the world
winds rip away at the walls of my home
whats the matter oh i never know
baseball hail hittin cars in the road
were hopeless if we rally let alone on our own
save the good thoughts for your mind to unfurl
welcome to the end of the world

touch
touch my body
id been left alone too long im starving
dont you run away for too long stick by me
baby what hes got that i dont be honest
i can do it better gimme time and i promise
guess u never know what u had got when u got it
please dont build impressions off the habits i adopted
har to solve the problem when u dont know what caused it
i lay up
for two nights
my eyes stained red
in sunlight
they got u now
its too late
my door breaks down
and i die
but somethings changed
im alright
my blood slows down and turns ice
the blade breaks down from frostbite
getting up now im ghost white
power up 
recharge oh im recharged
double up
had triple up i put one more
eat it up
i might eat it up im in feast mode
fuck it up i might fuck it up im in beast mode
people 
u not special u just like all the other people
i dont need to try that hard cause i dont have an equal
u not bad u just rude u just evil
she a fraud she a fake she deceitful

trees rot and flowers start to curl
baby what happened to the world
winds rip away at the walls of my home
whats the matter oh i never know
baseball hail hittin cars in the road
were hopeless if we rally let alone on our own
save the good thoughts for your mind to unfurl
welcome to the end of the world

demon girl (prod. qrystral)

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