lyrics by me
instrument by worldstar money-joji

waves

to those who are struggling, here's a song for you.

are you okay

(bright)

i was bright 
brighter than the others 
never telling lies
used to have A’s
never fail any class
i’ll admit it was perfect

i was in bright place 
with the kids that have straight A’s
it was a bless
and i did the prayers

but it is in the past
i never thought it’s not gonna last
now i’m actually lost
so am i crossed 

now i’m failing 
into the deep i fall in 
i don’t like this feelings
it hurts as much as dying

i couldn’t do anything 
with the rage any time
it feels so annoying
and i really hopes this end in a blink

why me?
why it has to be me?
i don’t wanna stay 
so just leave
before it’s getting worse
cause it’s not worth

so just let me go
cause even you 
does not know what to do

Bright

i can never change
this insecurities 
and i never will
feel more pretty

and the girls on screen
makes me feel lesser 
i can never be better

so tell me 
tell me 
what i need to gain 
and i know 
i know 
that beauty is pain

did you know 
that i am in vain 
i just wish i can glow
just like mary jane

i just want to be 
pretty like her
but i can never change
this insecurities 
is eating me alive
i just want to be enough
i just want to be pretty

its hard living like this
knowing i could never change
knowing that i could never be enough
pretty enough
that i can never be better 
like those girls on screen
so please tell me 
what do i need to gain 
please tell me how
to have flawless skin 
to have all the beauty 
beauty that can satisfy me 
cause i really in vain 

and the girls on screen
makes me feel lesser 
i can never be better

so tell me 
tell me 
what i need to gain 
and i know 
i know 
that beauty is pain

Beauty Is Pain

di larut malam
bersama bintang bercahaya
jalan melingkar lingkar 
dengan gelak tawa

pukul tiga pagi 
ku menyelusuri 
pasang lagu lagi 
dan kawan kasi 
mula satu mona 
lepastu bagi lagi 

kini nampak bulan 
lepas tarik sekali 
jadi keawangan 
kita gerak nanti 

lepak dekat petron 
dah pukul lima pagi
so kita isap john dulu
so kita isap john dulu

we vibing through the night
cause we’re taking the flight
to the light 
yeah

please sit tight
and we gonna be alright
gonna be alright

lampu biru biru 
datang kat kami 
mula rasa takut 
jadi kami lari 

sib takde pape jadi
kami berhenti sekali 
tapi last last 
kami buat lagi

Late Night Drive (Prod. glasseyed)

hundred lines drawn
OD a few times
3 days gone
but i still survives 
yeah i still survive

i wish i can change
the way i see myself 
so that i could heal

i know its tiring 
but i got hope in me 
even though its hard
to survive
to survive

so god please help me
im so hopeless now

Survive

sakit aku tak mampu,
perit aku yang tanggung,
jiwa makin lesu,
dikau aku menunggu,
aku menunggu.

kanigara yang kau beri,
masih mekar di hati,
memori ku sebati,
bersama diri ini.

rindu,
sayang ku rindu,
ingin kau ku perlu,
sedia menunggu,
akan kepulanganmu.
kepulanganmu.

rindu ku sangat rindu ,
jadi beri aku waktu

Rindu

a girl who just explain her feelings in songs

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