I Met God Online

Angelhood

i guess i’m excited that jesus provided a simple way out 
cause free will has a pilot, but i’m never driving with these pills in my mouth 

my doctor said that i’m alright here in my bed, but it’s important to not miss my appointments
the news i’ve read that all these kids are fucking dead for every cardboard empire that they’re building instead


i guess i’m enlightened; it’s 3 points for trying just to live with yourself
for 2 years and some mileage i knew i was dying and somebody else 

my mother said that i’m okay up in my head like a department store on almost christmas eve 
a newlywed to the idea of being sweet and getting past the point of fucking all the friends i’ve had 


i guess you’re invited, my funerals friday but don’t come alone
i’m buried by the violets with all i’m prescribed with in place of a coat 

my body said that i should fill it up with lead and let the dust be the dust we disturbed and bled
cause in my threads yes i’m okay that i have tried to be something i wanted but hated instead 
that i hated instead

pilot

a/b__1

anesthetized

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produced by ‘Saunter’
Vocals mixed by Me
Written by Norden and Lianna


"peak of the valley seemed so far from where I stood"

Lyrics:

I see you’re happier with him
I can hear your laughter 
I envision grins
And I can’t lie 
I get a little pissed
To know that
I’m just a ghost that you reminisce 
I was a bump in your journey
Was a burden to you
I wasn’t really a thing but a lesson to you
And what is that lesson?
I wish I knew
Now I’m just another guy who you used to talk to

And I’d talk talk talk
About trying my best
And I’d let let let 
You down just like the rest
So I’ll say say this
With my own chest
That I still love you 
Cause you were always the best

And I know
That great things do take time
But am I even worth your time
Cause at the end of the line
I’ll leave behind
All the points where I fucked up

Re trace my steps and see the faults in my lines
I can tell you all the stupids things about my design
I’m overweight and all the thoughts inside my head are bout dying
I wish that I could be different 
But you know that I’m trying
The moles on my face 
Signify all of my mistakes
I wish that I could be the one 
That you would call when it’s late
But I can’t be that
won’t let me be that
But if you ever change your mind
know that I’m 
always here

(Verse)
Our love wasn’t meant for sober eyes, but we were addicts too, so we don’t mind
With everything we've been through in this life, id give myself to you in time and time
I’ll rewrite our story in these lines cause I know you’ll play victim in every time
I’d still take you back even if you said hey, cause arguments and the feelings they never change

Re trace my steps and see the faults in my lines
I can tell you all the stupids things about my design
I’m overweight and all the thoughts inside my head are bout dying
I wish that I could be different 
But you know that I’m trying
The moles on my face 
Signify all of my mistakes
I wish that I could be the one 
That you would call when it’s late
But I can’t be that
won’t let me be that
But if you ever change your mind
know that I’m 
always here

Re trace my steps and see the faults in my lines
I can tell you all the stupids things about my design
I’m overweight and all the thoughts inside my head are bout dying
I wish that I could be different 
But you know that I’m trying

I wish that I could be different 
But you know that I’m trying

I wish that I could be different 
But you know that I’m trying
.
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‘valley peak’ 2023

sober eyes

I Want I Want I Want

Right There

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yikes!

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The Avalanche

Headphoned

Holding

Toasty

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