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Botany - Simple Creatures (featuring  RYAT)

from The World Will Never Know About Us
http://lontalius.bandcamp.com/album/the-world-will-never-know-about-us

Bruises

From the full-length album Lava Diviner (Truestory)

"Anchor" Single Edit

Botany - Owa

Botany - Comm

Download: http://www.xlr8r.com/mp3/2013/10/quatic

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Botany - Quatic

How?

For When You're Falling Backwards

you came back to a place
where nothing feels the same
now that we both made a mistake
but honey you came back
you came back from everything
we wanted to end

but everything you wanted
you could find in someone else
that isn't quite as lost or broken
as this left me

so actually lets close the door
and i actually will turn the key
and we'll actually start moving on
because actually
you want to be with someone else
someone with stronger hands
to find the balance of being held
without the burden of holding back
and i just want to be myself
around anyone

so no i don't hate you at all
we're all just looking for something to look forward to
the little single moment that stops the earth from turning
a little piece of something that makes this all feel worth it
it goes on and on and on

i look for it in everyone
i look for you in everyone

the balance of being held

Thank you Sara Teasdale
Off of "I wish I'd just shut up" by Michael Carmichael 2016

I wish I'd just shut up

All that in silence you always knew

i dont know why i keep thinking this is going to work

so i heard you wanted me to go, and i'd leave but you'd see my lingering ghost 
cause you never said goodbye 
and you couldn't look me in my eyes
i see you, can you see me? i see you
i see you can you see me i see you

do you still want me to leave

the butterflies swarmed my stomach and up my throat. the words you sang to me sprang up the wilted wild flowers in my soul. oh! the words, the most beautiful words made my heart dance and prance in the wind. they made the miles that stood between you and i feel like inches away, and the way you smiled you i tilted my head up to you, god that smile made the mood curl up and the sun burst out, its rays brighter than ever before. you, you have shown me what love is to look like, you have shown me what happiness is to look like.

-marin

night saudade 01 - ashcroft

i heard her vacant throat 
try to moan 
i felt cold 
i giv up wastin health 
by the way 
can’t see ur breath in hell
i scream 
i won’t come 2 close 
i won’t stumble 
i won’t pull 
ballet  
i held ur phone 
by th way
u held ur own 
i take all these ways back home
while we fold 
too cold
for our arms to show
my waveforms before 
we all die from rain storms 
tied away from 

by the way 
i hav ur throat 
by the way 
i hav ur phone from home
by the way 
i held u oh 
had ur hand 
down ur throat 
father where 
is my home

exsomnis

Lyrics:

All along I’ve been dreaming,
my home is gone, far away.
Cuz I’ve been gone, (yeah baby)
I’ve been traveling so far away.
Cuz I’m just so sick of what I’ve been facing,
I’ll kick myself in the teeth then I’ll brace my fall.
Put me in your box I wanna be cased in,
you can say a lot but I’ll never be convinced.

And I know it’s my fault.
My reasons that I keep inside 
the things I wish to say
I can’t help myself.

Your tattoos are burned inside my mind, and
your favorite songs are my lullabies.

All alone I’ve been waiting 
on what’s wrong, you’re far away
It won’t be long, I bet,
there’s no need to hold on, just tell me.
Cuz you turn my head at the thought of our name
and I can’t get up just to meet your face, I’d fall.
I’m trapped in a box of my own creation,
if you tell me all your thoughts I’d never be convinced of.

And I know it’s my fault.

Oh.
Oh.

Your tattoos are burned inside my mind, and
your favorite songs are my lullabies.

Your tattoos are burned inside my mind.

*****

Bruises

Lontalius

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