I feel bad for my friends telling me this

I know they say ts to help and care for me, but I feel bad that they have to deal with me like this

يوم تفقد لللابد شخص كان يتفهمك

🎧

https://salviapalth.bandcamp.com/album/melanchole

Salvia Palth - I Was All Over Her

متغير علي

وأنت لسى الي عشقته.

lyrics:
I will do like anything

I wish that you felt my skin
Hair rising, breathing so thin
Terrorizing ones, I call kin
Can’t believe I once was him

Show one, teach one empathy
I’ve found comfort in your seams
The things I’d do for your peace
Have you seen me in your dreams?

I will do like anything for you, you
Ain’t a thing that I won’t do for you, you
I will do like anything for you, you
Ain’t a thing that I won’t do for you, you

Ain’t a thing that I won’t do x3 


Shaking past the Richter scale 
Together we are infinite
Conversation snoozing
It’s important, I ain’t listening
Wake up in confusion,
Imma blame U cus I’m innocent  
I used up all excuses,
I can’t blame you, you r innocent
 
I wish that you felt my skin
Hair rising, breathing so thin
Terrorizing ones, I call kin
Can’t believe I once was him

Show one, teach one empathy
I’ve found comfort in your seams
The things I’d do for your peace
Have you seen me in your dreams?

I will do like anything for you, you
Ain’t a thing that I won’t do for you, you
I will do like anything for you, you
Ain’t a thing that I won’t do for you, you

Ain’t a thing that I won’t do x3 

Show one, teach one empathy
I’ve found comfort in your seams
The things I’d do for your peace
Have you seen me? X2

a4u (anything 4 u)

thanku for listening my insta is themandalsoi btw 💫

blue catharsis

this house is not the same

غمضت عينى وقولت نفسى اشوفها تانى
والمس ايديها واضمها حتى لثوانى
من بعدها مش لاقى حاجة مطمنانى
شئ مستحيل ينساها قلبى ولو لليلة
فى بينا عشرة وزكريات وحاجات جميلة
ضاعت خلاص منى وياريت بأدية حيلة 
كل ما انسى هفتكرها مهما اشوف مبشوفش غيرها
الوحيدة اللى معاها وفى هوها ارتحت انا
عمرها ما هتبقى ماضى اللى بينا مكنش عادى
حب عاش من يوم لقانا ولسة هيعيش 100سنة
بانت قيمتها لما ضاعت من إدية
طيبة وحنان مش موجدين غير فيها هيا
كان قلبها من غير ما اقول بيحس بيا
لو عشت فوق العمر عمر هعيشوا ليها
هفضل فاكرها وعمرى يوم ما هكون ناسيها
وهعيش على امل انى يوم هشوف عنيها
كل ما انسى هفتكرها مهما اشوف مبشوفش غيرها
الوحيدة اللى معاها وفى هوها ارتحت انا
عمرها ما هتبقى ماضى اللى بينا مكنش عادى
حب عاش من يوم لقانا ولسة هيعيش 100سنة

غمضت عينى

love you all

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sleep thru ur alarms

Do not own the song i reposted it because in my opinion the song is very chill and nice. kys rawr xD

Lontalius - Sleep Thru Your Alarms

Become The Warm Jets

Vas - Jagger Finn

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

sleep thru ur alarms

Lontalius

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