hope my death is pretty cause my life is only pity

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

prod @1revert n @dimpleb 

@injurie
wish i could be somebody else
u take away from me the only thing that ive got left
u like to watch me bleed yea
my hearts on my wrist
how was i supposed to know?
im only just a kid
i been seeing visions bitch i need a pharmacist
i saw u watch me bleed out over the countertop
hear me cry out, i cant afford to fall
i cant let them see my struggles

shoutout to my friends their really keeping me afloat
stuck up on the past i think that i should let it go
stuck up with these feelings in my head i cant control
is this even something that u wanted?

@diegointhedark
hold me down 
take my wings off 
this not airsoft 
get his wig gone 
ive been so numb 
as of lately 
i dnt got love 
i got nothing 

hazing yea im mixing 
hope my death is pretty 
cuzz my life is only pity
see you frm a distance 
if its not me thts wrong 
wht is it
ive been fighting sickness
cough syrup thts n my sippy cup 

hell na yall ain kicking none 
g40 get blicky yea 
drugged out in the city 
waiting for my uber to pick me up 
having thoughts of giving up 
u dnt got trust thn u got no one 
ion evn love u thts just lust 
not eating getting skinnier 

im not evn human to them 
just a vessel housing blood
the bridges tht i burn 
will light the way 
the ativan dissolves against my tongue
when u left u took a part of me

spotify

struggles

diegointhedark - GTS (otaku & meta)

@ch2rms
@prodjayysoul
@pw4prez

[arid]
did it fall between my fingers
fall between my hands
I know my mind is getting real thinner
looking at my soles thinking what is my purpose
can u even tell me if its even worth it
(yeah its not worth it)
my mind is melting don't know if ill go far
tell me now don't wanna restart
u told me to come back I said we were done
left it all behind didn't wanna run

[ch2rms]
need her to show me what it takes 
i pop a perc i cant feel my taste 
my body hurts need a slower pace 
im not the best at leading the way 
cus i know that it hurts you 
i keep on trying hard just to deserve you
my secrets getting leaked i know that they hurt you
i cant deal with this no more no more no more no more 
i cant hear the fucking noise everything is too loud 
im at the party throwing up guts all over the floor 
if you got something to say im only miles away 
i got things to tell you soon i got trials in the way

go far w ch2rms prod jayysoul + sochi

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze

back to regular emoplugg next week with @6vesta
@maykendal -> https://soundcloud.com/maykendal/catch-up

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you wanna fly in and stay
i think you know whatd id say
i see the lies on your face
know i can tell just from the look in your eyes

frozen in place
i throw my time its awway
i dont know if i could change
if i commit then would you tell me youd try

know my name its when i step
its time you spoke with some respect
500k its on my neck
if i could jump then would you tell me id fly

i just jumped out of the spec
got some swag youll never check
got some fits youll never get
if you met god then would you know that you died



i can see it all in your eyes (maykendal [catch up])

miss ur txts 
i miss ur calls 
i did everything you wanted 
tell me how did things go wrong 
every day i wanna vomit 
this shit feels just like withdrawals 
if u need me kno i got it 
i will catch you as you fall

only saw your bad side 
treat me like a bad guy 
black skies 
nails painted with the cat eye 
dying slow like half time 
photos of her on my bedside 
said goodbye i didnt know itd be the last time

my heart is really broken 
i can feel it in my chest 
pictures of you in my room 
n silver hair inside my bed
tell me what im supposed to do 
i just cnt get u out my head 
i shut my eyes and i see you 
and hear the rain against the glass

im popping pills just to relax 
looks they kill , made me relapse 
dnt kno  how i can be whole again 
u made me feel the best 
theres no way i can feel home again 
my grass is growing dead 
and every tear i fight to hold it in 
i end where you begin

last time prod me

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr/

@wintress13
####

i swear that these days bae ur words hurt
u put it all onto me
i wish that youd ask me how
you know that you drag me down
and i have no one to drag me out

how do you expect to see me
i have these marks all on my body
girl im bleeding

i cut my name into you
im telling the truth
if you cant be by me
then what will i do

if i really wonder
what else could be after
everythings been terrible
ever since we shattered

pick me up and go on my own
i wish u could know
go on my own 
i wish u could know....

i wish u could know (wintress13)

@6vesta
@yashio20k

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

when i try its js not good enough
still havin visions of us
dont know when to try 
or to cry. i know its to much 
to ask for, guess ur bored, guess im outa luck
and everytime i try 

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

(i dont wanna see you go alone)
(i dont want you to hang up the phone)
(you said you want to see you gone)
(please tell me what the problem tell all)

imperfect.*+ ♡ ft. vesta (yashio)

Shakin’ rubber bands in my hands, boy, you fumblin’
I can’t fuck with that, no no, you be bumblin’
I’m tryna stay with my brothas through thick or thin
Yeah, it’s hard to do when I got demons all within

So understand, I’m just a simple man
I ain’t tryna hand-to-hand
It feel like 2022 how I’m hoppin’ on this shit with no inhibition
This is not wrestling, no, this not no exhibition
I’ll take a blade to myself if I resort to dissin’
All you gotta do is fuckin’ listen

I got that bih sticky icky icky like some piston
Yahhhhhh, yah yahhhhhh

Don’t leave me hangin’ for the vanity you seek
Yeah, I’m not perfect but ain’t nobody you see
But I see both sides like double C, so look at me

I’m way too handsome—vanity
Way too cool in this fit, a phantom—vanity
I can’t bleed, yeah I’m untouchable—vanity
Lately I been losin’ my, my mental—sanity

I’m way too handsome—vanity
Way too cool in this fit, a phantom—vanity
I can’t bleed, yeah I’m untouchable—vanity
Lately I been losin’ my, my mental—sanity

Shakin’ rubber bands in my hands, boy, you fumblin’
I can’t fuck with that, no no, you be bumblin’
I’m tryna stay with my brothas through thick or thin
Yeah, it’s hard to do when I got demons all within

So understand, I’m just a simple man
I ain’t tryna hand-to-hand
It feel like 2022 how I’m hoppin’ on this shit with no inhibition

౨ৎ vanity ౨ৎ // miriyami, emogi8519, tokyos1ze

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